NSFWMy Rude Awakening Ch. 16
By Stellargirl
Ch.16 - Dealing & Stripping
Suddenly I heard voices coming from the living room. I recognized Brian and Dan’s voice so I can tell na parang magkakasabay sila dumating. I couldn't tell what they were saying pero sobrang ingay nila at first and then biglang parang nagbubulungan for a couple of seconds, followed by friendly banter and cheers. I began to panic ng konti when I realized na baka may kasama si Dan pumasok sa room, but as soon as I was about to rise from my seat to do something, bumukas na yung door and Dan showed up all by himself while smiling very proudly.
“Seryoso ka huh!?” Sabi nya agad while closing the door and turning on the AC. He sounded surprised but for sure Eric and the other visitor guy already told him na nandun ako sa room nya. I can only assume na alam na rin nila Christian na there’s a girl waiting in Dan’s room.
“Yup...you told me to come diba? Well here I am…” sabi ko sa kanya while smiling. “Ok lang ba na nakita nila ako?”
“Ok lang...hindi ka naman nila kilala eh...” pa-assure nya ulit. “Pero bakit ka pa rin pumasok? Sabi ko diba dun nalang tayo sa hotel mo? Bakit pumasok ka pa din dito?...” Parang nang-iinis nyang tanong.
“Why? Will you be in trouble ba? Ikaw ah...You didn’t tell me na may kasama ka pala dito at dito rin pala nakatira si Brian... then you insist for me to come pa rin ...what were you thinking?” answering his question with another question.
“Cool lang mga yan… kay Brian lang sana kita gusto i-yabang kasi trip na trip ka nya…. Pero yang sina Christian, hindi ko alam na plano pala nila pumunta dito. Tinatawagan kita, hindi mo sinasagot e….. Akala ko hindi ka na pupunta...” Paulit nyang pag-eexplain sa akin at alam ko naman na he’s telling the truth after ko mabasa ko yung FB convo nila ni Brian.
“So bakit ka pa din pumunta?” Pangungulit nyang tanong na parang gusto nya akong umamin na I went to his place just to get laid.
“Before anything else...I want my video deleted sa phone mo….” reply ko sa kanya kahit na hindi naman yun talaga ang reason ng pagpunta ko pero determined ako to delete any proof of this mess for peace of mind na din.
“Ayoko nga….akin to haha” mabilis niyang sagot na tumatawa. “Hindi ko naman yan ipagkakalat dont worry. Pero taena sarap lang panoorin kapag nakikita ko si Christian at niyayabangan ako... sarap ipanood sa mokong na yun na sarap na sarap ka sa etits ko haha!...”
“Kaya remembrance ko na to. Sarap mo dito kasi napa-dirty talk kita hehe...” Dagdag pa nya.
“I’ll try to talk dirty a lot more...just delete the video...deal?...” I said teasingly.
“Teka lang pag isipan ko….” Sabi nya as he stood up sabay hagis ng phone nya sa bed malapit sa kinauupuan ko.
“Baka isipin mo ibaback-up ko hehe..” sabi pa nya as he went inside the toilet. Obvious naman na may lockscreen yung phone nya so I didn’t bother to check.
He was in the toilet for a while so I checked my phone and FB muna. I accepted a friend request from Brian which I think he got it from Jeff. I also saw a few messages from Christian and he’s asking me if nakauwi na ako... yadda yadda.... While looking at my phone screen, naririnig ko pa boses nya coming from the living room. I can hear Jeff & Brian’’s voice too, pero I wasn't sure what they were yelling about, basta they were all cheering and tawanan. Those idiots have no idea na nandun lang ako sa room ni Dan just a few feet away from them.
“Okay sige payag ako i-delete yung video mo….” Sabi ni Dan as he opened the toilet door pero nasa loob pa rin sya ng toilet.
“Basta BJ mo ako…” He said with a smug smile as he emerges from the toilet na parang kakatapos lang mag shower, wearing nothing except his boxers with his cock fully erect na bakat na bakat.
“No way….” sagot ko agad
Hindi ako nag aate arte pero yun talaga yung reflex na sagot agad ng utak ko. I came there prepared and fully expecting to give him one pero ewan ko ba, lagi pa rin akong may hesitation when it’s about get real na. This has been my entire struggle to this ordeal na parang ang dating eh kunwari na aayaw ayaw ako pero bibigay din naman. I appear tuloy na 'pakipot' or papilit lang where in fact, it wasn't a smooth transition for me. I'm a 'forking' neophyte just trying to go with the flow. I’ll never ever get credit for pushing my limits talaga.
“Sabi na eh... alam ko kung gaano ka big deal sayo yan….” He said as he slouched to the bed, his back against the bed frame side by side with me while ako naman nakaupo sa sofa chair. “Kaya yan lang ang kundisyon ko…..ultimate bragging rights ko yan na ako makaka-una sa bibig mo” patawa tawa nyang pag kakasabi.
Dan never sounded like he's trying to intimidate me nor I never felt being forced or blackmailed, nothing like that. The whole exchange felt like a dare or playful payoff in return for deleting the video. He already got me and I'm in his room while his friends are outside. He doesn't need to extort me.
“Hindi si Christian, hindi mga manliligaw mo, hindi future boyfriend o asawa mo… Hindi si Jeff… Oo alam ko rin na gusto ka nya pormahan hehe...” He continued to talk dirty while naka slouch sya ng konti while hinihimas nya yung matigas na cock nya poking from his boxers. “Hindi sila ang mauuna sa lips mo… gusto ko ako...”
“Errr…” was all I could muster why fully distracted sa cock nya poking from his boxers like I was being hypnotized or something.
But he’s right, he deserves to be the first cock to enter my lips. Well, he already sorts of did but this time he wanted more than that. He talks trash like no other and I can't help pero madadala na naman sa mga sinasabi nya. Maybe because of the libog, but the way he's trying to paint this perverted scenario of him being the first to devour my lips while the two guys he mentioned was just outside the room sounded sooo enticing. I thought to myself na there will never be as crazy as this scenario to experience giving head for the very first time.
“Taena J, tigas na tigas ako sayo...ipon na ipon ang tamod ko sayo..” He said as he gropes his cock outside his boxers showing me kung gaano sya katigas.
“Why ipon na ipon?...” I asked teasingly.
“Huling palabas ko pa nung kinantot kita last week hehe…..hinhintay kitang kontakin mo ako kaya hindi ako nagjajakol….taena, ma-pride ka din eh no?....” Prangka nyang sinabi na pabiro ang tono.
I found what he said disheartening only because it has been an extremely trying week. If he only knew about my libog struggles and how frustrated I was waiting for his call. If only one of us let our ego’s down and initiate, no mind games or gaslighting, Dan could've been fucking me everyday since then. Madaming nasayang na oras.
Somehow those wasted time helped me realized a lot of things about myself. I'd probably never appreciate how sex can be this mind-blowing if I kept on holding my guard up just to protect my ego and pride. Never will I realize how dirty my mind works…. na gusto ko pala na binabastos ako ng mga lalaki. No matter how highly I think of myself above others in terms of looks, wealth and well-being... or no matter how high I achieve in my career or future success, my (hidden) slutty nature doesn’t care to any of that nonsense. My body only cared about one thing… my pussy and mouth were just holes meant to be fucked by cocks... para magparaos at magpaligaya ng walang pinipiling lalaki.
“Gusto ko iputok lahat ng to sa mukha mo J… taena hindi ako yung tipong rerespetuhin ka... gusto kita ulit paliguan ng tamod….” Mejo gigil na nakatawa nyang pagkakasabi
“Hindi kita pinipilit J at hindi na kita kailangan pilitin pa… alam kong malibog ka… hindi ako magugulat kung ma-addict kang sumubo ng burat pagkatapos mo isubo titi ko hehe…” dagdag pa nya.
“So paano?.. deal?...” habang inaabot nya sa akin yung phone nya na naka unlock. The screen showed all his photo/video files with preview so I can tell which video i should delete.
I saw him slouches in to his bed again. He continued stroking his cock outside of his boxers while naka turn yung head nya to his left and staring at me. I glanced at him all the way down to his boxers... then I closed my eyes and make a funny ‘mukhasim’ face and said: “okay...fine”. I immediately grabbed the phone and deleted the video.
“Ok fine? Napipilitan ka lang ata eh... hindi masarap ang sapilitang blowjob haha…” sagot nya. “Akala ko ba wala ng arte? Ilabas mo libog mo J at wala ng hiya hiya” Dagdag pa nya
“Hindi naman ako napipilitan or nag-iinarte o nahihiya… naiinis lang ako dahil ang swerte swerte mo…” I said nicely while looking at him smiling in disbelief.
“You have no idea how lucky you are...” dagdag ko pa as I stood up and walked towards the end of the bed near the toilet door.
I stood there and sexily waved my hair as I began to unbutton my top. “I just bought these... So, I don't want your tamod in it …” I told him while staring at him with a teasing smile.
“Dahan dahan lang… landian mo hehe...” utos pa nya while taking his boxers off exposing all his 7-inch monster then gently jacks it off in front of me. Sudden bolts of lust torn through me as my body instantly went on fire.
Back then during my 'innocent' years, sobrang disturbed ako by the thought of seeing a guy masturbate in front of me. I found it visually unattractive eh. Even before when I was giving Christian a handjob, there were couple of instances that I don't really look down while doing it. I just bury my entire face to his neck hoping to get it over soon. May times pa na yung arms ko nangangawit na so he'll take over and I still don't even wanna witness what he's doing.
But there I was that night with a naked guy laying in the bed right in front of me, he jacks off his cock while the object of his libog was fixated at my body. There's no sense of being uncomfortable. I felt pretty, sexy and hot. His sobrang tigas na cock standing there was more of a proud moment. I did that!... Sobrang hard nya dahil sa akin. Fuck!
“Ganito ba?..” I said provokingly giving him a playful smile. I shut my eyes gently sabay turn ng head ko slightly to the left while biting my lower right lip. Inangat ko yung mga kamay ko slowly caressing my boobs. I was never the teasing exhibitionist type so I just imagined lang how I would like him to touch me and express that visually.
“*******..” I heard him babble. I opened my eyes slightly trying to have a glimpse of his reaction. I saw him smiling very proudly and enjoying himself. Emboldened by his reaction, I felt the confidence na ituloy ko pa so I began to unbutton my top seductively, fully determined to shut my brain and just lose myself to lust.
My sluttiness was in full display. I gave him those seductive libog stares sabay shut ng mga eyes ko then turning my head away, alternating between smiling and biting my lips while removing the first two buttons of my blouse. I put my right hand on top of my head, waving and gently grabbing a portion of my hair na may gigil, looking down to my left and biting lower liponce again, habang yung left hand ko slowly unbuttoning the middle button. My black strapless bra began to peek out.
“******* ka J…” I heard him again but this time he’s not smiling anymore. He’s got this mean look at his face na halatang gigil na gigil sa akin. Fuck, I loved it... His cock seemed to be getting bigger and bigger every time I took my eyes off and glanced back at it again. Just a hunch but I sensed that he's getting close to that climax point as I saw him paced the way he touches himself. Shit ka! get ready... Ilalabas ko talaga landi ko...
My eyes traced up from his cock then to his eyes, flirting him with libog stares and smiles. My hands were at the last few buttons of my top and began removing them gently. While doing so, in one smooth motion I swayed my hips sexily while bending down my knees slowly and swayed my hips and knees back up again simultaneous turning my back at him. Being into dancing since I was little really paid off.
“Whoaaa!!!..******* sarap mo!...” sigaw nya.
Habang nakatalikod, I turned my head to my right while glancing him back and maintaining that playful smile. I began to slide my blouse gently off my shoulders while keeping my eye contact and concurrently squeezing my bare shoulders up na parang kinikilig. Then I turned myself around to face him before removing my blouse off my arms sabay hagis sa sofa chair.
“Landi mo hayup ka..” hirit pa nya.
“This is what you wanted diba?.. “ malandi kong tanong sa kanya while smiling in disbelief to what I just did.
I brought my hands back to my chest, cupping my boobs seductively while keeping my hips sexily swaying. Pumikit ako and leaned my head to my left side and reacted like I was sarap na sarap as my hands reached to my back to unclasp my bra. I began to lick my upper lip from left to right just when I opened my eyes and gave him another playful smile before tossing my bra somewhere.
“Yeeaahhh ganyan... ilabas mo landi mo sa katawan.... whoooo...******* mo Christian maglaro ka lang dyan...” hirit habang bumabangon sya at balak akong lapitan. I pushed him back and asked him to remain in bed. I told him na its my turn to please him and he doesn't have to do anything for me muna. “Just enjoy…” sabi ko pa sa kanya.
He obliged but requested to turn the ceiling lights on as he wanted to see me clearly. Turning the lights on was propably a mistake as I got distracted by the sight of this naked manyakis-looking guy just laying in the bed and waiting to be serviced by me. I couldn't help but wonder kung gaano sya ka swerte. “Shit J, of all people, sya pa talaga makakauna sa mouth mo…” bulong ko pa sa sarili ko.
I hoped in sa bed and kneeled just between his legs. I haven’t even started yet pero I can see the agony on his face like he's about to explode anytime soon. His face na lukot lukot and looking uncomfortable as if he's about to beg me to do something soon was entertaining to watch. Nag jolt pa yung katawan nya ng konti as soon as my hand touched his right leg. “Shit J...tanginaaa” I heard him growl.
As much as I enjoyed torturing him even more, I couldn’t contain myself na din. I slowly reached forward with my right hand and gently wrapped my hand around his cock base. While yung left hand ko naman joined the other, wrapping around another handful of Dan's cock. “Shit no way” sabi ko pa sa sarili ko. I remember having that silly thought of possible forever jaw and mouth deformation after surviving my first blow.
For a moment all I could do was stare at it… I was completely transfixed not realizing na papalapit na ng papalapit yung face ko sa titi nya. I can feel the hardness in my hands and I swear to God na gusto ko lagi syang matigas. I did this, matigas sya because of me.
I remember receiving gifts and flowers from previous suitors with my friends cheering at kinikilig. I recall feeling so proud na na parang ang ganda ganda ko. I realized how hollow that was in comparison. I never felt so attractive in my entire life till I was holding Dan's cock fully erect because of me… Funny, how I wish i could take a selfie holding this cock and post it online with a clever hashtag like \#didthismyself \#proudmoments.
“Sarap mo tingnan na may burat malapit sa face mo…” Dan said proudly. “Jakulin mo titi ko J… titigan mo ako….”
Slowly at first, I began to move my right fists up and down, jacking it up and down slowly… watching the movements sabay titig ng malandi kay Dan. I can hear his deep breathing as my hand began to move up and down, pinipiga ko sya as I began to pick up speed sa pag jerk ko sa titi nya
I saw Dan’s right hand trying to reach for my head and pull me even closer papalapit pa sa titi nya, signaling me to start giving him head. I can hear my inside out's 'disgust' screaming “Oh my God!!! Oh my God!!!” in a panic knowing any second from now, this cock na hawak hawak ko will be devouring my undefiled mouth. A momentary 'pang' of guilt ran through but not enough to stop the inevitable. Fuck, I came here for this...
I thought about Christian and Jeff who are just outside ng room and have zero clue of what’s about to happen. I thought about my suitors from the past till the present and to the guys na tinutukso sa akin na puro pa-cute lang at wala namang guts dumiskarte. How I wish they can all see me now and who I ended up becoming a slut to and regret na sana you treated and approached me differently.
“I enjoy mo lang J...gusto mo ba ng remembrance ng unang subo mo? Hehe...” biro pa nya na hindi ko napansin hawak hawak na pala nya yung phone ko.
The most logical thing to do was to say no. It's a scandal waiting to happen especially being reckless and leaving trails of proof of my wrongdoings. I'd prefer to look back at this as a memorable fun experience rather than forever burdening myself with regret. Besides, I just deleted the previous video from Dan so there’s no need to repeat that same mistake again. Right? Right?
You know how people drown? They get in a water that they think they can handle and then a riptide comes and it is too late. Story of my life. I never thought of any danger when Dan suggested about using my phone and having my full ownership plus control to delete after. I grabbed my phone from his hand and entered my lock screen password and gave it back to him right away.
While Dan was checking my phone to launch the camera app, I think nakaopen pa yung last message ni Christian earlier checking if nasa bahay na ba ako or anong ginagawa ko etc. Dan flipped the phone back to show me the message sabay hirit na “Replyan ko ba na busy kang sumusubo? Hehe..”
My heart squeezed to the thought of what he said. How I wish I could let Christian know about this momentous thing I was about to do. I gave him a dirty seductive look yet keeping my eyes locked on his. I slowly opened my lips and moved my mouth over the head of cock. I believe at that point that’s when he started recording me.
By Stellargirl
Ch.16 - Dealing & Stripping
Suddenly I heard voices coming from the living room. I recognized Brian and Dan’s voice so I can tell na parang magkakasabay sila dumating. I couldn't tell what they were saying pero sobrang ingay nila at first and then biglang parang nagbubulungan for a couple of seconds, followed by friendly banter and cheers. I began to panic ng konti when I realized na baka may kasama si Dan pumasok sa room, but as soon as I was about to rise from my seat to do something, bumukas na yung door and Dan showed up all by himself while smiling very proudly.
“Seryoso ka huh!?” Sabi nya agad while closing the door and turning on the AC. He sounded surprised but for sure Eric and the other visitor guy already told him na nandun ako sa room nya. I can only assume na alam na rin nila Christian na there’s a girl waiting in Dan’s room.
“Yup...you told me to come diba? Well here I am…” sabi ko sa kanya while smiling. “Ok lang ba na nakita nila ako?”
“Ok lang...hindi ka naman nila kilala eh...” pa-assure nya ulit. “Pero bakit ka pa rin pumasok? Sabi ko diba dun nalang tayo sa hotel mo? Bakit pumasok ka pa din dito?...” Parang nang-iinis nyang tanong.
“Why? Will you be in trouble ba? Ikaw ah...You didn’t tell me na may kasama ka pala dito at dito rin pala nakatira si Brian... then you insist for me to come pa rin ...what were you thinking?” answering his question with another question.
“Cool lang mga yan… kay Brian lang sana kita gusto i-yabang kasi trip na trip ka nya…. Pero yang sina Christian, hindi ko alam na plano pala nila pumunta dito. Tinatawagan kita, hindi mo sinasagot e….. Akala ko hindi ka na pupunta...” Paulit nyang pag-eexplain sa akin at alam ko naman na he’s telling the truth after ko mabasa ko yung FB convo nila ni Brian.
“So bakit ka pa din pumunta?” Pangungulit nyang tanong na parang gusto nya akong umamin na I went to his place just to get laid.
“Before anything else...I want my video deleted sa phone mo….” reply ko sa kanya kahit na hindi naman yun talaga ang reason ng pagpunta ko pero determined ako to delete any proof of this mess for peace of mind na din.
“Ayoko nga….akin to haha” mabilis niyang sagot na tumatawa. “Hindi ko naman yan ipagkakalat dont worry. Pero taena sarap lang panoorin kapag nakikita ko si Christian at niyayabangan ako... sarap ipanood sa mokong na yun na sarap na sarap ka sa etits ko haha!...”
“Kaya remembrance ko na to. Sarap mo dito kasi napa-dirty talk kita hehe...” Dagdag pa nya.
“I’ll try to talk dirty a lot more...just delete the video...deal?...” I said teasingly.
“Teka lang pag isipan ko….” Sabi nya as he stood up sabay hagis ng phone nya sa bed malapit sa kinauupuan ko.
“Baka isipin mo ibaback-up ko hehe..” sabi pa nya as he went inside the toilet. Obvious naman na may lockscreen yung phone nya so I didn’t bother to check.
He was in the toilet for a while so I checked my phone and FB muna. I accepted a friend request from Brian which I think he got it from Jeff. I also saw a few messages from Christian and he’s asking me if nakauwi na ako... yadda yadda.... While looking at my phone screen, naririnig ko pa boses nya coming from the living room. I can hear Jeff & Brian’’s voice too, pero I wasn't sure what they were yelling about, basta they were all cheering and tawanan. Those idiots have no idea na nandun lang ako sa room ni Dan just a few feet away from them.
“Okay sige payag ako i-delete yung video mo….” Sabi ni Dan as he opened the toilet door pero nasa loob pa rin sya ng toilet.
“Basta BJ mo ako…” He said with a smug smile as he emerges from the toilet na parang kakatapos lang mag shower, wearing nothing except his boxers with his cock fully erect na bakat na bakat.
“No way….” sagot ko agad
Hindi ako nag aate arte pero yun talaga yung reflex na sagot agad ng utak ko. I came there prepared and fully expecting to give him one pero ewan ko ba, lagi pa rin akong may hesitation when it’s about get real na. This has been my entire struggle to this ordeal na parang ang dating eh kunwari na aayaw ayaw ako pero bibigay din naman. I appear tuloy na 'pakipot' or papilit lang where in fact, it wasn't a smooth transition for me. I'm a 'forking' neophyte just trying to go with the flow. I’ll never ever get credit for pushing my limits talaga.
“Sabi na eh... alam ko kung gaano ka big deal sayo yan….” He said as he slouched to the bed, his back against the bed frame side by side with me while ako naman nakaupo sa sofa chair. “Kaya yan lang ang kundisyon ko…..ultimate bragging rights ko yan na ako makaka-una sa bibig mo” patawa tawa nyang pag kakasabi.
Dan never sounded like he's trying to intimidate me nor I never felt being forced or blackmailed, nothing like that. The whole exchange felt like a dare or playful payoff in return for deleting the video. He already got me and I'm in his room while his friends are outside. He doesn't need to extort me.
“Hindi si Christian, hindi mga manliligaw mo, hindi future boyfriend o asawa mo… Hindi si Jeff… Oo alam ko rin na gusto ka nya pormahan hehe...” He continued to talk dirty while naka slouch sya ng konti while hinihimas nya yung matigas na cock nya poking from his boxers. “Hindi sila ang mauuna sa lips mo… gusto ko ako...”
“Errr…” was all I could muster why fully distracted sa cock nya poking from his boxers like I was being hypnotized or something.
But he’s right, he deserves to be the first cock to enter my lips. Well, he already sorts of did but this time he wanted more than that. He talks trash like no other and I can't help pero madadala na naman sa mga sinasabi nya. Maybe because of the libog, but the way he's trying to paint this perverted scenario of him being the first to devour my lips while the two guys he mentioned was just outside the room sounded sooo enticing. I thought to myself na there will never be as crazy as this scenario to experience giving head for the very first time.
“Taena J, tigas na tigas ako sayo...ipon na ipon ang tamod ko sayo..” He said as he gropes his cock outside his boxers showing me kung gaano sya katigas.
“Why ipon na ipon?...” I asked teasingly.
“Huling palabas ko pa nung kinantot kita last week hehe…..hinhintay kitang kontakin mo ako kaya hindi ako nagjajakol….taena, ma-pride ka din eh no?....” Prangka nyang sinabi na pabiro ang tono.
I found what he said disheartening only because it has been an extremely trying week. If he only knew about my libog struggles and how frustrated I was waiting for his call. If only one of us let our ego’s down and initiate, no mind games or gaslighting, Dan could've been fucking me everyday since then. Madaming nasayang na oras.
Somehow those wasted time helped me realized a lot of things about myself. I'd probably never appreciate how sex can be this mind-blowing if I kept on holding my guard up just to protect my ego and pride. Never will I realize how dirty my mind works…. na gusto ko pala na binabastos ako ng mga lalaki. No matter how highly I think of myself above others in terms of looks, wealth and well-being... or no matter how high I achieve in my career or future success, my (hidden) slutty nature doesn’t care to any of that nonsense. My body only cared about one thing… my pussy and mouth were just holes meant to be fucked by cocks... para magparaos at magpaligaya ng walang pinipiling lalaki.
“Gusto ko iputok lahat ng to sa mukha mo J… taena hindi ako yung tipong rerespetuhin ka... gusto kita ulit paliguan ng tamod….” Mejo gigil na nakatawa nyang pagkakasabi
“Hindi kita pinipilit J at hindi na kita kailangan pilitin pa… alam kong malibog ka… hindi ako magugulat kung ma-addict kang sumubo ng burat pagkatapos mo isubo titi ko hehe…” dagdag pa nya.
“So paano?.. deal?...” habang inaabot nya sa akin yung phone nya na naka unlock. The screen showed all his photo/video files with preview so I can tell which video i should delete.
I saw him slouches in to his bed again. He continued stroking his cock outside of his boxers while naka turn yung head nya to his left and staring at me. I glanced at him all the way down to his boxers... then I closed my eyes and make a funny ‘mukhasim’ face and said: “okay...fine”. I immediately grabbed the phone and deleted the video.
“Ok fine? Napipilitan ka lang ata eh... hindi masarap ang sapilitang blowjob haha…” sagot nya. “Akala ko ba wala ng arte? Ilabas mo libog mo J at wala ng hiya hiya” Dagdag pa nya
“Hindi naman ako napipilitan or nag-iinarte o nahihiya… naiinis lang ako dahil ang swerte swerte mo…” I said nicely while looking at him smiling in disbelief.
“You have no idea how lucky you are...” dagdag ko pa as I stood up and walked towards the end of the bed near the toilet door.
I stood there and sexily waved my hair as I began to unbutton my top. “I just bought these... So, I don't want your tamod in it …” I told him while staring at him with a teasing smile.
“Dahan dahan lang… landian mo hehe...” utos pa nya while taking his boxers off exposing all his 7-inch monster then gently jacks it off in front of me. Sudden bolts of lust torn through me as my body instantly went on fire.
Back then during my 'innocent' years, sobrang disturbed ako by the thought of seeing a guy masturbate in front of me. I found it visually unattractive eh. Even before when I was giving Christian a handjob, there were couple of instances that I don't really look down while doing it. I just bury my entire face to his neck hoping to get it over soon. May times pa na yung arms ko nangangawit na so he'll take over and I still don't even wanna witness what he's doing.
But there I was that night with a naked guy laying in the bed right in front of me, he jacks off his cock while the object of his libog was fixated at my body. There's no sense of being uncomfortable. I felt pretty, sexy and hot. His sobrang tigas na cock standing there was more of a proud moment. I did that!... Sobrang hard nya dahil sa akin. Fuck!
“Ganito ba?..” I said provokingly giving him a playful smile. I shut my eyes gently sabay turn ng head ko slightly to the left while biting my lower right lip. Inangat ko yung mga kamay ko slowly caressing my boobs. I was never the teasing exhibitionist type so I just imagined lang how I would like him to touch me and express that visually.
“*******..” I heard him babble. I opened my eyes slightly trying to have a glimpse of his reaction. I saw him smiling very proudly and enjoying himself. Emboldened by his reaction, I felt the confidence na ituloy ko pa so I began to unbutton my top seductively, fully determined to shut my brain and just lose myself to lust.
My sluttiness was in full display. I gave him those seductive libog stares sabay shut ng mga eyes ko then turning my head away, alternating between smiling and biting my lips while removing the first two buttons of my blouse. I put my right hand on top of my head, waving and gently grabbing a portion of my hair na may gigil, looking down to my left and biting lower liponce again, habang yung left hand ko slowly unbuttoning the middle button. My black strapless bra began to peek out.
“******* ka J…” I heard him again but this time he’s not smiling anymore. He’s got this mean look at his face na halatang gigil na gigil sa akin. Fuck, I loved it... His cock seemed to be getting bigger and bigger every time I took my eyes off and glanced back at it again. Just a hunch but I sensed that he's getting close to that climax point as I saw him paced the way he touches himself. Shit ka! get ready... Ilalabas ko talaga landi ko...
My eyes traced up from his cock then to his eyes, flirting him with libog stares and smiles. My hands were at the last few buttons of my top and began removing them gently. While doing so, in one smooth motion I swayed my hips sexily while bending down my knees slowly and swayed my hips and knees back up again simultaneous turning my back at him. Being into dancing since I was little really paid off.
“Whoaaa!!!..******* sarap mo!...” sigaw nya.
Habang nakatalikod, I turned my head to my right while glancing him back and maintaining that playful smile. I began to slide my blouse gently off my shoulders while keeping my eye contact and concurrently squeezing my bare shoulders up na parang kinikilig. Then I turned myself around to face him before removing my blouse off my arms sabay hagis sa sofa chair.
“Landi mo hayup ka..” hirit pa nya.
“This is what you wanted diba?.. “ malandi kong tanong sa kanya while smiling in disbelief to what I just did.
I brought my hands back to my chest, cupping my boobs seductively while keeping my hips sexily swaying. Pumikit ako and leaned my head to my left side and reacted like I was sarap na sarap as my hands reached to my back to unclasp my bra. I began to lick my upper lip from left to right just when I opened my eyes and gave him another playful smile before tossing my bra somewhere.
“Yeeaahhh ganyan... ilabas mo landi mo sa katawan.... whoooo...******* mo Christian maglaro ka lang dyan...” hirit habang bumabangon sya at balak akong lapitan. I pushed him back and asked him to remain in bed. I told him na its my turn to please him and he doesn't have to do anything for me muna. “Just enjoy…” sabi ko pa sa kanya.
He obliged but requested to turn the ceiling lights on as he wanted to see me clearly. Turning the lights on was propably a mistake as I got distracted by the sight of this naked manyakis-looking guy just laying in the bed and waiting to be serviced by me. I couldn't help but wonder kung gaano sya ka swerte. “Shit J, of all people, sya pa talaga makakauna sa mouth mo…” bulong ko pa sa sarili ko.
I hoped in sa bed and kneeled just between his legs. I haven’t even started yet pero I can see the agony on his face like he's about to explode anytime soon. His face na lukot lukot and looking uncomfortable as if he's about to beg me to do something soon was entertaining to watch. Nag jolt pa yung katawan nya ng konti as soon as my hand touched his right leg. “Shit J...tanginaaa” I heard him growl.
As much as I enjoyed torturing him even more, I couldn’t contain myself na din. I slowly reached forward with my right hand and gently wrapped my hand around his cock base. While yung left hand ko naman joined the other, wrapping around another handful of Dan's cock. “Shit no way” sabi ko pa sa sarili ko. I remember having that silly thought of possible forever jaw and mouth deformation after surviving my first blow.
For a moment all I could do was stare at it… I was completely transfixed not realizing na papalapit na ng papalapit yung face ko sa titi nya. I can feel the hardness in my hands and I swear to God na gusto ko lagi syang matigas. I did this, matigas sya because of me.
I remember receiving gifts and flowers from previous suitors with my friends cheering at kinikilig. I recall feeling so proud na na parang ang ganda ganda ko. I realized how hollow that was in comparison. I never felt so attractive in my entire life till I was holding Dan's cock fully erect because of me… Funny, how I wish i could take a selfie holding this cock and post it online with a clever hashtag like \#didthismyself \#proudmoments.
“Sarap mo tingnan na may burat malapit sa face mo…” Dan said proudly. “Jakulin mo titi ko J… titigan mo ako….”
Slowly at first, I began to move my right fists up and down, jacking it up and down slowly… watching the movements sabay titig ng malandi kay Dan. I can hear his deep breathing as my hand began to move up and down, pinipiga ko sya as I began to pick up speed sa pag jerk ko sa titi nya
I saw Dan’s right hand trying to reach for my head and pull me even closer papalapit pa sa titi nya, signaling me to start giving him head. I can hear my inside out's 'disgust' screaming “Oh my God!!! Oh my God!!!” in a panic knowing any second from now, this cock na hawak hawak ko will be devouring my undefiled mouth. A momentary 'pang' of guilt ran through but not enough to stop the inevitable. Fuck, I came here for this...
I thought about Christian and Jeff who are just outside ng room and have zero clue of what’s about to happen. I thought about my suitors from the past till the present and to the guys na tinutukso sa akin na puro pa-cute lang at wala namang guts dumiskarte. How I wish they can all see me now and who I ended up becoming a slut to and regret na sana you treated and approached me differently.
“I enjoy mo lang J...gusto mo ba ng remembrance ng unang subo mo? Hehe...” biro pa nya na hindi ko napansin hawak hawak na pala nya yung phone ko.
The most logical thing to do was to say no. It's a scandal waiting to happen especially being reckless and leaving trails of proof of my wrongdoings. I'd prefer to look back at this as a memorable fun experience rather than forever burdening myself with regret. Besides, I just deleted the previous video from Dan so there’s no need to repeat that same mistake again. Right? Right?
You know how people drown? They get in a water that they think they can handle and then a riptide comes and it is too late. Story of my life. I never thought of any danger when Dan suggested about using my phone and having my full ownership plus control to delete after. I grabbed my phone from his hand and entered my lock screen password and gave it back to him right away.
While Dan was checking my phone to launch the camera app, I think nakaopen pa yung last message ni Christian earlier checking if nasa bahay na ba ako or anong ginagawa ko etc. Dan flipped the phone back to show me the message sabay hirit na “Replyan ko ba na busy kang sumusubo? Hehe..”
My heart squeezed to the thought of what he said. How I wish I could let Christian know about this momentous thing I was about to do. I gave him a dirty seductive look yet keeping my eyes locked on his. I slowly opened my lips and moved my mouth over the head of cock. I believe at that point that’s when he started recording me.
