NSFWMy Rude Awakening Ch. 17 Part 2
By Stellargirl
Suddenly nag flashback lahat yung mga guys na binasted ko over the years including those guys who I didn’t entertain because of their looks, age, weight, job at pagiging chicboy at bastos. Yep, I was kinda judgemental din pero not to the point naman na I’m telling people off. I just kept all those remarks to myself lang. But still, people around me tingin pa rin nila na mataas ang standards ko. I wonder about their reactions if they see me right there habang nagpaparaos ng burat in the most demeaning fashion… down on all fours like a bitch.
I wonder if those guys ever thought of me in that position and wish that I was the one crouching in front of them at sumusubo ng cocks nila. If they do, I bet they can only fantasize about it as they thought I’m too prim and proper para pumayag sa kalibugan nila.
Honestly, they were right naman. Just a few weeks prior, I would've never imagined myself giving head, let alone letting a cock anywhere near my face. But there I am, bent down on my hands and knees like I was a natural at this position, servicing a guy only with my mouth at nagpasarap ng titi ng lalaki. Truth be told, I could live my whole life just like this.
My body began taking over my actions. Again, I wasn’t on the receiving end of the physical pleasure pero parang ako yung libog na libog sa aming dalawa. I couldn’t help myself anymore as I pushed myself palayo sa kanya then humiga ako sabay tanggal ng jeans ko. I went back to the same tuwad position I was before only this time I was only wearing my very soaked bikini type underwear.
That transition took probably less than 20 seconds pero parang namimiss ko agad yung titi nya. I swear talaga na feeling ko my mouth and lips weren't the same as before na parang I got used to having a cock stuffed inside my disfigured mouth. I went right back it and began sucking on his cock and I never felt sooooo complete. I wasn’t feeling any ngawit kahit nakatuwad ako or experiencing discomfort around my neck. It all felt natural like I was born and sculptured to be in a 'tuwad' position while my head and neck area were built to bounce for a purpose.
My body started behaving on its own as my hand reached out inside my panties and play with my clit. My libog reached new heights that I couldn't help but to pleasure myself habang nagpapasarap ng lalaki. Lust blazed through my body as I started moaning habang sinisipsip ko yung titi nya. My face changed from being seductive to simangot faces like I was woman in need habang tuloy tuloy pa rin ako sa pagpapasarap ko sa kanya.
Apparently, Dan wasn’t satisfied pa sa ginagawa kong pagpapaka pokpok sa kanya. He took his cock away from my mouth and his left hand grabbed my hair and yank my ponytail para mapatingin ako sa kanya.
“Labas mo dila mo J…” utos nya na parang gigil na gigil sa akin
I wasn’t sure if it is my submissive nature or just being on fire sa libog na nararamdaman ko pero parang hindi ako makatanggi sa mga gusto nyang mangyari. I conceded and stuck my tongue out while nakatitig sa kanya.
“******* ka… ano kita J?” Tanong nya ng gigil na gigil as he slaps his cock sa dila ko while grabbing my ponytail. “Sagutin mo ako ******* ka….”
I was too consumed with libog to the point that I surrendered to his perversion. Wala na akong maipagmamalaki sa sarili ko and all that’s left was to accept who I really am and admit who my body and my mouth belongs to...
“Pokpok moko Dan…” I said softly as I started sucking his cock again with my eyes shut in defeat.
“Ha? Lakasan mo J... pakantot ba lips mo?…” utos pa nya, trying to make me admit that my lips were only meant for fucking and nothing else.
Hindi ko sya sinagot as I thought he was just trying to talk dirty. Tuloy tuloy lang pagsubo ko, moaning like a slut while his cock buried inside my mouth. My fingers were feasting on my pussy and I was about to reach my climax until I saw him slowly pulling his hips away from me. My cock-hungry reflex couldn’t let go na parang hinahabol ko pa sa bibig ko yung cock nya until it popped right out of my mouth.
“Sagutin mo ako J...sarap ba? Pakantot ba yang bibig mo ******* ka!!!…” he said ng pagalit.
“Oh my god... shit yes!... pakantot lips ko talaga…please...” I said as I grab his hips pulling him closer and started sucking his cock in desperation.
Dan grabbed my head then pivots it to my right na parang subo subo ko yung titi nya sideways. He held my head still and steady until I felt him pumping his hips sa bibig ko. He wasn’t thrusting directly sa throat ko, rather his cock was aiming my side cheeks slowly gently fucking my mouth with those shallow pumps na ginagawa nya. I stared at him sa mga gilid ng mga mata ko while witnessing the way his cock pokes in and out of my left cheek.
“Hindi ka ba sumusubo ng burat ha J?.... ******* ka...nasaan na prinsipyo mo? Hindi uubra kaartehan mo sa akin…” He said sarcastically as he continue to fuck my mouth while making fun of me….“Ano ka ngayon at pinapakantot mo na lips mo ha?....”
It was then that reality suddenly dawned on me, the realization of the promise that I made for myself were all gone. All my principles and beliefs were all set aside and neglected. I wasn’t being fair anymore to myself and to all those people na mataas ang tingin sa akin. In a single week, I saw myself transformed from a traditional prim and proper chic na sobrang taas ng tingin sa sarili turned into a cock-hungry whore na nagpapaka-baba at nagpapaka-**** sa kagaya lang ni Dan. All these realizations flashed through my mind while thinking I shouldn't be doing this... pero pucha! I've never felt this kind of closure about myself. No more denials... malibog talaga ako.
“Ewan ko din…ikaw kasi eh” I said after he let go of my head. “I don't know what you did to me, pero shit talaga! Dan gusto ko to…”
“Gusto mo alin? Linawin mo ******* ka…” pangungulit pa ni Dan
“This!…gusto ko to!” proclaim ko as I lapped on his cock once again while staring at him. “Daaaann….what did you do to me?? bakit gusto ko to? shit talaga!”
“Shocks Christian sorry talaga…. shit sorry talaga...” sabi ko pa like having some sort of breakdown, pouring all my contained emotions out.
“Haha sorry? Bakit sorry?....” patawa tawang tanong ni Dan.
“Basta….Naalala ko lang efforts nya sa akin for the past few days…” pa-arte ko pang sagot while my eyes were shut and smiling in disbelief.
“Kung alam nya lang what I’m doing right now…. kung alam nya lang na ginagawa ko to...” I said before showing his cock deep inside my mouth like a true slut.
“Taena nya, wala syang kaalalam na pokpok na kitang malibog ka…. Sinusuyo suyo ka nya e ******* gingawa lang kitang parausan…” gigil na gigil na pagkakasabi ni Dan.
He grabbed my head again and hold it still. Same position pa rin ako with my hands and knees sideways on to the bed facing him na nakatayo sa floor next to the sofa chair. He began moving his hips in forwarding and backward motion pero this time his cock was directly aiming my throat na. He’s not forcing his cock all the way in naman, his movements are smooth and in rhythm, not hard but not too gentle, not too fast but not too slow. He just wants to show na he’s in control pero not to point na masasaktan na nya ako.
All week long, all I wanted to do was to get back at Dan for ghosting me but I have no idea how. I couldn’t do anything and have nothing to get myself even, as in wala talaga unless we get a chance to see each other in person.
That opportunity came and I thought I had a solid plan by looking all hot and desirable, sabay sya naman ang hindi ko papansinin. I know it was petty payback but torturing him and giving him his own dose of medicine was all I can do to settle the score. Pero wala din pala. In the end, all the groundwork and effort ko to impress him were all bound for his pleasure lang din pala.
The hour long make-up and prep that I did were all meant pala for me to look pretty habang nagpapasarap ng ng titi nya. I recall pa nga na nahihirapan pa ako mag decide what type shade of lipstick to wear. Little that I know I was trying to decide na pala what color of my lips is gonna be when finally having a cock in my mouth for the very first time.
Strangely, I bought that pricey pink buttoned top that I was wearing that night with full intention of dashing him while giving him a tormenting cold shoulder. I bought it with zero premonition that it will be just an accessory to look captivating while performing a striptease lol. That clothing served its purpose and now worthlessly laid somewhere on the floor. I recall using my Dad's credit card to buy that and had blast of begging him to consider it as a gift for me. Unbeknownst to him that he just funded my expensive strip show.
“Sana makita ni Christian kung paano lang kita babuyin... hayup ka!” Narinig kong hirit ni Dan.
That’s when he stopped being gentle. Dumiin na yung pagkakahawak nya sa ulo ko sabay banat sa bibig ko bigla. His cock pushed all the way sa throat ko until I felt myself gagging and choking. I tried my best to back away pero pinigilan nya ako. Instead, he forced his cock into my throat a couple more inches before I was able to resist, enough to impress him how deep my mouth can accomodate him.
“Taena ka.… Marami kang pinaasa diba? Para sa kanila to…” I heard him say habang nakabaon na halos sa lalamunan ko yung titi nya.
He began fucking my mouth deep and hard. I did my best to relax and force my body to accept it habang sya naman e sarap na sarap sya sa pagbanat sa bibig ko. My heart was pounding from the adrenaline rush of having my mouth fucked like I was a nobody. I could barely hold my breath…. Tinanggap ko lang, I just held on for my dear life and focused on giving the blowjob I surrendred myself to.
“Kung nakilala na kita dati at nanligaw din ako sayo…. Taena malamang binasted mo din ako diba Diba ha? diba?” hirit pa nya na parang totoong nangyari yung sinasabi nya.
That last remark sounded odd coming from the guy who was literally fucking my mouth with his huge cock. But he's right naman talaga, he has no chance at all. He crosses all the check boxes of a guy I’d instantly reject and avoid; married, age gap difference, bastos, mayabang at mukhang tambay. My pickiness says it all as far as my dating history goes after Christian- zero boyfriends. Even those guys that I was attracted to and are gwapo... they too never won me over. I’m enjoying the attention and the chase eh.
Ngayon ramdam na ramdam ko yung consequence ng pagiging maarte ko sa lalaki. Somehow habang kinakantot ni Dan yung bibig ko, I can imagine those guys… the very same guys I avoided or failed to win me over, I can visualize them watching me with their vengeful eyes while cheering on as they witness me getting a much warranted face fuck that a snobby pakipot bitch like me deserves.
Dan continued to fuck my mouth ng mabilis na parang he’s jacking off his cock but instead of using his own hand, he’s using my mouth as his own fist. In my everyday grind, bibig ko ang puhunan. I mean, I use my mouth to sell and win projects, to communicate during site meetings, and convey my katarayans sa mga pasaway na site workers. I won arguments when I speak to show how smart I am and demonstrate who’s in charge.
But there I am no longer in-charge and can no longer speak. My mouth and lips were being used as a cock sleeve at ginagawa lang parausan. I kept saying “oh my god” sa utak ko na parang hindi ako makapaniwala sa ginagawa nya sa akin. I felt so sorry for Christian, who kissed me so gently with love and care for the entire 3 ½ years we’ve been together and yet heto ako ngayon kinakantot lang ni Dan yung bibig ko.
Dan didn’t care about my pleasure. There was no love there. Wala siyang pakialam kung gaano ba sya ka swerte. Aside from sarap, all he cared about is his ego. Feeling proud of himself how he made this chic as his personal fuck toy. The same chick that Brian is drooling over… the same chick that Jeff is going out on a brunch date the next day… the very same chic inalagaan, iniyakan at binabalik balikan ni Christian.
Soon my lungs screamed for air. I tried to pull away, pero pinigilan ako ni Dan. He adjusted and tightened his grip to the point na natanggal na yung ponytail ng hair ko then mas lalo pa nyang kinantot ng madiin yung bibig ko. I struggled to get away pero enjoy na enjoy lang sya. I swear I was just about to blackout when he finally released me. I fell backward, coughing, choking, gasping for breath. I could hear him laughing at me so I shot him with a resentful taray look... but all I could see was his tigas na tigas na titi, glistening and dripping dahil sa laway ko.
He didn’t have to fuck my face. Willing naman ako eh. Dan drives on being in control and he will never be the guy who just lays down at nagpapakasarap lang and enjoys being serviced. Fucking my mouth like that wasn’t for sarap. That was nothing more than flexing his ego and validation that he owns me and can do anything he wants with me.
I saw myself sa closet mirror. My eyes are watery with my lips and chin glistening with saliva. My jaw was throbbing with pain and I was physically and emotionally drained. Dan was definitely out of line, but the sight of his angry cock na sa paningin ko parang lalo pang tumigas, ignored all the trauma I just went through. Nawala na agad pagka inis ko sa nangyari. In fact, hindi naman talaga ako naiinis... more like a mild shock over that assault I just endured.
"Oh… my… God! grabe ka…” was all I could muster while breathing heavily and smiling in disbelief as I still couldn’t believe sa nangyari.
“Haha bakit? Di ba ikaw mismo nagsabi na pakantot lips mo?” He said like he had no remorse as he sat down and slouch like mob boss sa sofa chair. “Malapit na ako J... Tapusin mo na…”
As I stood up to geared myself to kneel in front of him, napatingin ako sa door dahil ngayon ko lang napansin na parang lumalakas at lumilinaw yung mga boses sa living area. I noticed a tiny gap and that the door wasn’t fully shut pala. OMG! He left that in purpose?
My jaw was hanging when I looked at Dan na pilyong nakangiti lang sa akin na parang nagpapaka inosente. I leaned over to check if someone’s at the door but nobody’s there. I wasn’t satisfied pa as I went behind the door and peeked into the living room just to be sure, pero mukhang busy naman silang lahat sa game nila.
I gave Dan a death stare while mouthing the word ‘why’. He was nervously smiling without saying any word. He looked concerned as if I caught him ruining my trust sa kanya. What was he thinking? Does he want us to get caught yet preferred it to look like an accident or unintentional? The answer was yes and it was written all over his smug smile. Am I ready to get caught?
I shook my head in disbelief while smiling and gestured to him to push the chair closer to the bed squeezing the floor lamp in between. I went to peek one last time at the door before walking towards him leaving a door slightly closed but wasn’t fully shut… enough opening if somebody from the outside decided to have a peek.
I stood right in front of Dan, smirking ng malandi while biting my lip. I glanced to my right to check the tiny little opening of the door but couldn’t see much of the outside as it was dark. The thrill of not knowing if somebody was there peeking brought my libog to a whole new level.
Kung kanina naka blocked off sa tenga ko lahat ng ingay nila sa living room, now everything seems to be amplified. Every loud step and walking sounds pound my chest as I began to drop on my knees and geared on all fours once again. I leaned my head and face closer to his cock as I started licking it again up and down. Palinga linga naman si Dan sa door as he couldn't believe that I played along sa gusto nya.
“Proud ka pa ha…. Sige taena pakita mo sa kanila kung paang ka magpaligaya ng burat….” Hirit pa ni Dan
I smiled playfully before doing exactly what he ordered. I went back to work by sucking him using only mouth for all I was worth. Moaning while giving head. I picked up the pace as my head started moving like a machine, jack hammering my own head sa titi nya. I serviced his cock like it was my professional job to do. Yung hair at boobs ko were jiggling from the energetic way ng pagtaas baba ng head at upper body ko sa titi nya.
I can hear Christian’s voice from the living area, laughing and joking around, walang kaalam alam sa ginagawa ko a few feet away from him. If only he would shut up and blocked all the noises around him and focuses on the sound na nanggagaling sa room ni Dan, the only sound that’s ever going to matter, he would hear those sucking noises that I was doing habang nagpapasarap ng titi ng iba. He would hear my pigil na pigil na ungol not because I was trying to resist from making any sound, but because I have my mouth full of cock and I was loving it every second of it.
“Sarap ba J? **** may I swear I swear ka pang nalalaman dati….” Dan said between clenched teeth. “Taena... ngayon ka mag swear swear na pakakantot mo sa akin lagi bibig mo….” Dan growled, more of an order than a request.
I didn’t say anything. I paused what I was doing but his cock remained stuffed inside my mouth. I stared at him with my begging puppy eyes then I slowly raised my right hand and gave him a pleading look on my face. There are no words needed to be said as I look like a desperate tramp with a cock in mouth… swearing na habambuhay na magpapasarap sa titi nya.
My right hand was still raised in the air as I continue to suck the life out of him. Tuwang tuwa naman si Dan dahil kung kuha na nya ako. Napahinto lang ako when suddenly we heard footsteps heading towards the corridor. We didn’t know who it was pero we heard the steps slowing down bigla. Nakikiramdam pa ako at first but then I decided to screw it and continue pistoning my head off of Dan’s dick.
I don't know what came to me pero sinexyhan ko pa yung pagkakatuwad ko sa floor... raising my ass higher while completely ignoring the fact na baka may nanonood na sa amin. Pero shit wala na talaga akong pakialam. Lust has taken over me completely and I have zero fucks kung sino pa yung nasa corridor. My only sole focus was Dan’s manhood na pinapasarap ko.
A few seconds later, we heard a creaky door sound somewhere along the corridor, like it was opened and then shut back in. I didn't know which door it was and to be honest I didn’t care either, pero mas lalo lang nadagdagan yung libog ko knowing that someone may have seen us already.
"******* mo… malapit na ako!" Dan groaned loudly.
Less than a breath later, I suddenly felt his body tense. Glancing up to his alapaap face, I started sucking his cock as my life depended on it. For a moment, akala ko he wanted to cum inside my mouth, which I have mixed feelings for as I wasn’t sure if magugustuhan ko sya… But Dan was true to his word on where he’s actually saving his cum for.
Dan suddenly pushed me back sabay tayo sa harap ko. I was on the floor kneeling right in front of him as I watched him jerking his cock ng manyakis na nakatitig sa akin. I took a glimpse at the door partly hoping that someone was peeking but I still couldn’t see anything. If only one of those guys went near the corridor, they may witness what it seems like a porno scene… me on my knees and almost naked while Dan stood in front of me jacking off his cock.
There’s no doubt that he wanted to cum in my face again and this time around I was more than prepared for it. I no longer find it degrading nor feeling grossed out having it in my face. More than anything else, I wanted him to cover me with his cum. Fuck, I earned it. Pinaghirapan ko sya.
Instead of closing my eyes with a deadpan face looking like kawawa trying to get over with it, I wanted to witness this ‘money shot’ moment. Feeling ko ang landi landi ko when I smiled at him and waved my hair like I was getting ready to be photographed.
“******* ang ganda mo…. ******* kaaaa” I heard him trying to control the volume of his yell. After all the nasty words, the trash talks, pambabastos at pangaasar that I got from him all night, he finally gave me a compliment. A very odd compliment lalo na na he’s about to baboy my face with his tamod.
I gave him a teasing smile habang nakatingin ako sa titi nya sabay balik ng tingin sa mga mata nya. Then I switched my face in to a more seductive look with my mouth slightly open as I geared up to what’s about to come.
"Tanginaaaa!..."
With that loud groan, Dan fired his first jet of cum na sa sobrang fierce he nearly fell to his knees. His cum was so intense, I almost threw my head back when it finally hit my face. Ramdam na ramdam ko yung pagkalinya ng cum nya sa face ko starting from my left cheek, continuing over my left eye, then sa forehead ko, tapos yung iba naman napunta sa hair ko. I didn't have time to recover as blast after blast of his cum shot all over my face.
Ewan ko ba pero I reacted almost instinctively and I opened my mouth wider pa while smiling in disbelief. Load after load of his tamod pumped into my hair, cheeks, nose, eyes… some if it went inside my mouth ko pa while the rest splattered across my neck then tumulo na sya sa shoulders running all the way chest at boobs ko. Lasang lasa ko yung cum na napunta sa mouth ko. Dan suddenly fell back onto the sofa, nanlalambot pa yung legs nya sa intense ng pag cum nya.
“*******! ganda mo tingnan...” I heard him say while hingal na hingal. I was still on the floor when he stood up and gathered his underwear, shorts and shirt. He quickly cleaned himself up and hurried himself to get dressed na parang walang nangyari.
“Laro lang ako sa labas…” paalam pa nya.
“Really!? Ganun ganun lang…” I said habang nakatawa.
“Haha bakit? Nagawa mo na purpose mo eh…” he said ng pabiro. “Pahinga ka na muna jan…” dagdag pa nya
I saw him walked away palabas ng room and just when he’s about to close the door, sabay naman nag open yung door sa corridor (which appears to be another toilet). My heart stopped when I saw Christian come out of that door and his visual instinct went directly towards our way agad. I swear for just a split second our eyes met just before ako nakaiwas. He wasn’t wearing his glasses so maybe he didn’t recognize what he saw. Dan reacted quickly and closed the door right away. I caught them talking and mumbling something pero wala na akong maintindihan. I listened to them making those kantyawan noises followed by a few jeers and cheers. I can only assume they were all talking about me.
I was still in a kneeling/sitting position to the floor when I took a glimpse of myself at the closet mirror. What I saw in the mirror shocked me worse than I thought it would. I felt so nababoy with my face full of cum. Strangely, something about the way I looked really turned me on. Napasandal ako sa side ng bed in a slouch position, face to face with myself in front of the mirror. I was all alone just by myself. I have no more inhibitions at wala na akong dapat pang ikahiya. With complete privacy, I loosened up and just acted the way I always wanted to be.
I began playing with myself right there and then in front of the mirror. I shutted my brain and let my body take over and do whatever it wants… My own body controlled my actions as I began licking those tamod dripping into my lips and scoop some of the cum galing sa face ko sabay dila sa mga fingers ko. shouldn’t be sharing this and I recognized how gross it was but I recall that my own body was doing that for me.
That probably was the most perverted thing na nagawa ko sa sarili ko- watching my cum-covered self sa harap ng mirror, scooping, licking and sucking my fingers as I pleasured myself to my total bliss until I felt my own body erupted. As my mind began to return to reality, I thought about what just happened. There’s no denying it anymore; I’m officially a cocksucker. I didn't get laid but I felt so fulfilled serving my purpose.
My life has definitely changed, that much I knew.
By Stellargirl
Suddenly nag flashback lahat yung mga guys na binasted ko over the years including those guys who I didn’t entertain because of their looks, age, weight, job at pagiging chicboy at bastos. Yep, I was kinda judgemental din pero not to the point naman na I’m telling people off. I just kept all those remarks to myself lang. But still, people around me tingin pa rin nila na mataas ang standards ko. I wonder about their reactions if they see me right there habang nagpaparaos ng burat in the most demeaning fashion… down on all fours like a bitch.
I wonder if those guys ever thought of me in that position and wish that I was the one crouching in front of them at sumusubo ng cocks nila. If they do, I bet they can only fantasize about it as they thought I’m too prim and proper para pumayag sa kalibugan nila.
Honestly, they were right naman. Just a few weeks prior, I would've never imagined myself giving head, let alone letting a cock anywhere near my face. But there I am, bent down on my hands and knees like I was a natural at this position, servicing a guy only with my mouth at nagpasarap ng titi ng lalaki. Truth be told, I could live my whole life just like this.
My body began taking over my actions. Again, I wasn’t on the receiving end of the physical pleasure pero parang ako yung libog na libog sa aming dalawa. I couldn’t help myself anymore as I pushed myself palayo sa kanya then humiga ako sabay tanggal ng jeans ko. I went back to the same tuwad position I was before only this time I was only wearing my very soaked bikini type underwear.
That transition took probably less than 20 seconds pero parang namimiss ko agad yung titi nya. I swear talaga na feeling ko my mouth and lips weren't the same as before na parang I got used to having a cock stuffed inside my disfigured mouth. I went right back it and began sucking on his cock and I never felt sooooo complete. I wasn’t feeling any ngawit kahit nakatuwad ako or experiencing discomfort around my neck. It all felt natural like I was born and sculptured to be in a 'tuwad' position while my head and neck area were built to bounce for a purpose.
My body started behaving on its own as my hand reached out inside my panties and play with my clit. My libog reached new heights that I couldn't help but to pleasure myself habang nagpapasarap ng lalaki. Lust blazed through my body as I started moaning habang sinisipsip ko yung titi nya. My face changed from being seductive to simangot faces like I was woman in need habang tuloy tuloy pa rin ako sa pagpapasarap ko sa kanya.
Apparently, Dan wasn’t satisfied pa sa ginagawa kong pagpapaka pokpok sa kanya. He took his cock away from my mouth and his left hand grabbed my hair and yank my ponytail para mapatingin ako sa kanya.
“Labas mo dila mo J…” utos nya na parang gigil na gigil sa akin
I wasn’t sure if it is my submissive nature or just being on fire sa libog na nararamdaman ko pero parang hindi ako makatanggi sa mga gusto nyang mangyari. I conceded and stuck my tongue out while nakatitig sa kanya.
“******* ka… ano kita J?” Tanong nya ng gigil na gigil as he slaps his cock sa dila ko while grabbing my ponytail. “Sagutin mo ako ******* ka….”
I was too consumed with libog to the point that I surrendered to his perversion. Wala na akong maipagmamalaki sa sarili ko and all that’s left was to accept who I really am and admit who my body and my mouth belongs to...
“Pokpok moko Dan…” I said softly as I started sucking his cock again with my eyes shut in defeat.
“Ha? Lakasan mo J... pakantot ba lips mo?…” utos pa nya, trying to make me admit that my lips were only meant for fucking and nothing else.
Hindi ko sya sinagot as I thought he was just trying to talk dirty. Tuloy tuloy lang pagsubo ko, moaning like a slut while his cock buried inside my mouth. My fingers were feasting on my pussy and I was about to reach my climax until I saw him slowly pulling his hips away from me. My cock-hungry reflex couldn’t let go na parang hinahabol ko pa sa bibig ko yung cock nya until it popped right out of my mouth.
“Sagutin mo ako J...sarap ba? Pakantot ba yang bibig mo ******* ka!!!…” he said ng pagalit.
“Oh my god... shit yes!... pakantot lips ko talaga…please...” I said as I grab his hips pulling him closer and started sucking his cock in desperation.
Dan grabbed my head then pivots it to my right na parang subo subo ko yung titi nya sideways. He held my head still and steady until I felt him pumping his hips sa bibig ko. He wasn’t thrusting directly sa throat ko, rather his cock was aiming my side cheeks slowly gently fucking my mouth with those shallow pumps na ginagawa nya. I stared at him sa mga gilid ng mga mata ko while witnessing the way his cock pokes in and out of my left cheek.
“Hindi ka ba sumusubo ng burat ha J?.... ******* ka...nasaan na prinsipyo mo? Hindi uubra kaartehan mo sa akin…” He said sarcastically as he continue to fuck my mouth while making fun of me….“Ano ka ngayon at pinapakantot mo na lips mo ha?....”
It was then that reality suddenly dawned on me, the realization of the promise that I made for myself were all gone. All my principles and beliefs were all set aside and neglected. I wasn’t being fair anymore to myself and to all those people na mataas ang tingin sa akin. In a single week, I saw myself transformed from a traditional prim and proper chic na sobrang taas ng tingin sa sarili turned into a cock-hungry whore na nagpapaka-baba at nagpapaka-**** sa kagaya lang ni Dan. All these realizations flashed through my mind while thinking I shouldn't be doing this... pero pucha! I've never felt this kind of closure about myself. No more denials... malibog talaga ako.
“Ewan ko din…ikaw kasi eh” I said after he let go of my head. “I don't know what you did to me, pero shit talaga! Dan gusto ko to…”
“Gusto mo alin? Linawin mo ******* ka…” pangungulit pa ni Dan
“This!…gusto ko to!” proclaim ko as I lapped on his cock once again while staring at him. “Daaaann….what did you do to me?? bakit gusto ko to? shit talaga!”
“Shocks Christian sorry talaga…. shit sorry talaga...” sabi ko pa like having some sort of breakdown, pouring all my contained emotions out.
“Haha sorry? Bakit sorry?....” patawa tawang tanong ni Dan.
“Basta….Naalala ko lang efforts nya sa akin for the past few days…” pa-arte ko pang sagot while my eyes were shut and smiling in disbelief.
“Kung alam nya lang what I’m doing right now…. kung alam nya lang na ginagawa ko to...” I said before showing his cock deep inside my mouth like a true slut.
“Taena nya, wala syang kaalalam na pokpok na kitang malibog ka…. Sinusuyo suyo ka nya e ******* gingawa lang kitang parausan…” gigil na gigil na pagkakasabi ni Dan.
He grabbed my head again and hold it still. Same position pa rin ako with my hands and knees sideways on to the bed facing him na nakatayo sa floor next to the sofa chair. He began moving his hips in forwarding and backward motion pero this time his cock was directly aiming my throat na. He’s not forcing his cock all the way in naman, his movements are smooth and in rhythm, not hard but not too gentle, not too fast but not too slow. He just wants to show na he’s in control pero not to point na masasaktan na nya ako.
All week long, all I wanted to do was to get back at Dan for ghosting me but I have no idea how. I couldn’t do anything and have nothing to get myself even, as in wala talaga unless we get a chance to see each other in person.
That opportunity came and I thought I had a solid plan by looking all hot and desirable, sabay sya naman ang hindi ko papansinin. I know it was petty payback but torturing him and giving him his own dose of medicine was all I can do to settle the score. Pero wala din pala. In the end, all the groundwork and effort ko to impress him were all bound for his pleasure lang din pala.
The hour long make-up and prep that I did were all meant pala for me to look pretty habang nagpapasarap ng ng titi nya. I recall pa nga na nahihirapan pa ako mag decide what type shade of lipstick to wear. Little that I know I was trying to decide na pala what color of my lips is gonna be when finally having a cock in my mouth for the very first time.
Strangely, I bought that pricey pink buttoned top that I was wearing that night with full intention of dashing him while giving him a tormenting cold shoulder. I bought it with zero premonition that it will be just an accessory to look captivating while performing a striptease lol. That clothing served its purpose and now worthlessly laid somewhere on the floor. I recall using my Dad's credit card to buy that and had blast of begging him to consider it as a gift for me. Unbeknownst to him that he just funded my expensive strip show.
“Sana makita ni Christian kung paano lang kita babuyin... hayup ka!” Narinig kong hirit ni Dan.
That’s when he stopped being gentle. Dumiin na yung pagkakahawak nya sa ulo ko sabay banat sa bibig ko bigla. His cock pushed all the way sa throat ko until I felt myself gagging and choking. I tried my best to back away pero pinigilan nya ako. Instead, he forced his cock into my throat a couple more inches before I was able to resist, enough to impress him how deep my mouth can accomodate him.
“Taena ka.… Marami kang pinaasa diba? Para sa kanila to…” I heard him say habang nakabaon na halos sa lalamunan ko yung titi nya.
He began fucking my mouth deep and hard. I did my best to relax and force my body to accept it habang sya naman e sarap na sarap sya sa pagbanat sa bibig ko. My heart was pounding from the adrenaline rush of having my mouth fucked like I was a nobody. I could barely hold my breath…. Tinanggap ko lang, I just held on for my dear life and focused on giving the blowjob I surrendred myself to.
“Kung nakilala na kita dati at nanligaw din ako sayo…. Taena malamang binasted mo din ako diba Diba ha? diba?” hirit pa nya na parang totoong nangyari yung sinasabi nya.
That last remark sounded odd coming from the guy who was literally fucking my mouth with his huge cock. But he's right naman talaga, he has no chance at all. He crosses all the check boxes of a guy I’d instantly reject and avoid; married, age gap difference, bastos, mayabang at mukhang tambay. My pickiness says it all as far as my dating history goes after Christian- zero boyfriends. Even those guys that I was attracted to and are gwapo... they too never won me over. I’m enjoying the attention and the chase eh.
Ngayon ramdam na ramdam ko yung consequence ng pagiging maarte ko sa lalaki. Somehow habang kinakantot ni Dan yung bibig ko, I can imagine those guys… the very same guys I avoided or failed to win me over, I can visualize them watching me with their vengeful eyes while cheering on as they witness me getting a much warranted face fuck that a snobby pakipot bitch like me deserves.
Dan continued to fuck my mouth ng mabilis na parang he’s jacking off his cock but instead of using his own hand, he’s using my mouth as his own fist. In my everyday grind, bibig ko ang puhunan. I mean, I use my mouth to sell and win projects, to communicate during site meetings, and convey my katarayans sa mga pasaway na site workers. I won arguments when I speak to show how smart I am and demonstrate who’s in charge.
But there I am no longer in-charge and can no longer speak. My mouth and lips were being used as a cock sleeve at ginagawa lang parausan. I kept saying “oh my god” sa utak ko na parang hindi ako makapaniwala sa ginagawa nya sa akin. I felt so sorry for Christian, who kissed me so gently with love and care for the entire 3 ½ years we’ve been together and yet heto ako ngayon kinakantot lang ni Dan yung bibig ko.
Dan didn’t care about my pleasure. There was no love there. Wala siyang pakialam kung gaano ba sya ka swerte. Aside from sarap, all he cared about is his ego. Feeling proud of himself how he made this chic as his personal fuck toy. The same chick that Brian is drooling over… the same chick that Jeff is going out on a brunch date the next day… the very same chic inalagaan, iniyakan at binabalik balikan ni Christian.
Soon my lungs screamed for air. I tried to pull away, pero pinigilan ako ni Dan. He adjusted and tightened his grip to the point na natanggal na yung ponytail ng hair ko then mas lalo pa nyang kinantot ng madiin yung bibig ko. I struggled to get away pero enjoy na enjoy lang sya. I swear I was just about to blackout when he finally released me. I fell backward, coughing, choking, gasping for breath. I could hear him laughing at me so I shot him with a resentful taray look... but all I could see was his tigas na tigas na titi, glistening and dripping dahil sa laway ko.
He didn’t have to fuck my face. Willing naman ako eh. Dan drives on being in control and he will never be the guy who just lays down at nagpapakasarap lang and enjoys being serviced. Fucking my mouth like that wasn’t for sarap. That was nothing more than flexing his ego and validation that he owns me and can do anything he wants with me.
I saw myself sa closet mirror. My eyes are watery with my lips and chin glistening with saliva. My jaw was throbbing with pain and I was physically and emotionally drained. Dan was definitely out of line, but the sight of his angry cock na sa paningin ko parang lalo pang tumigas, ignored all the trauma I just went through. Nawala na agad pagka inis ko sa nangyari. In fact, hindi naman talaga ako naiinis... more like a mild shock over that assault I just endured.
"Oh… my… God! grabe ka…” was all I could muster while breathing heavily and smiling in disbelief as I still couldn’t believe sa nangyari.
“Haha bakit? Di ba ikaw mismo nagsabi na pakantot lips mo?” He said like he had no remorse as he sat down and slouch like mob boss sa sofa chair. “Malapit na ako J... Tapusin mo na…”
As I stood up to geared myself to kneel in front of him, napatingin ako sa door dahil ngayon ko lang napansin na parang lumalakas at lumilinaw yung mga boses sa living area. I noticed a tiny gap and that the door wasn’t fully shut pala. OMG! He left that in purpose?
My jaw was hanging when I looked at Dan na pilyong nakangiti lang sa akin na parang nagpapaka inosente. I leaned over to check if someone’s at the door but nobody’s there. I wasn’t satisfied pa as I went behind the door and peeked into the living room just to be sure, pero mukhang busy naman silang lahat sa game nila.
I gave Dan a death stare while mouthing the word ‘why’. He was nervously smiling without saying any word. He looked concerned as if I caught him ruining my trust sa kanya. What was he thinking? Does he want us to get caught yet preferred it to look like an accident or unintentional? The answer was yes and it was written all over his smug smile. Am I ready to get caught?
I shook my head in disbelief while smiling and gestured to him to push the chair closer to the bed squeezing the floor lamp in between. I went to peek one last time at the door before walking towards him leaving a door slightly closed but wasn’t fully shut… enough opening if somebody from the outside decided to have a peek.
I stood right in front of Dan, smirking ng malandi while biting my lip. I glanced to my right to check the tiny little opening of the door but couldn’t see much of the outside as it was dark. The thrill of not knowing if somebody was there peeking brought my libog to a whole new level.
Kung kanina naka blocked off sa tenga ko lahat ng ingay nila sa living room, now everything seems to be amplified. Every loud step and walking sounds pound my chest as I began to drop on my knees and geared on all fours once again. I leaned my head and face closer to his cock as I started licking it again up and down. Palinga linga naman si Dan sa door as he couldn't believe that I played along sa gusto nya.
“Proud ka pa ha…. Sige taena pakita mo sa kanila kung paang ka magpaligaya ng burat….” Hirit pa ni Dan
I smiled playfully before doing exactly what he ordered. I went back to work by sucking him using only mouth for all I was worth. Moaning while giving head. I picked up the pace as my head started moving like a machine, jack hammering my own head sa titi nya. I serviced his cock like it was my professional job to do. Yung hair at boobs ko were jiggling from the energetic way ng pagtaas baba ng head at upper body ko sa titi nya.
I can hear Christian’s voice from the living area, laughing and joking around, walang kaalam alam sa ginagawa ko a few feet away from him. If only he would shut up and blocked all the noises around him and focuses on the sound na nanggagaling sa room ni Dan, the only sound that’s ever going to matter, he would hear those sucking noises that I was doing habang nagpapasarap ng titi ng iba. He would hear my pigil na pigil na ungol not because I was trying to resist from making any sound, but because I have my mouth full of cock and I was loving it every second of it.
“Sarap ba J? **** may I swear I swear ka pang nalalaman dati….” Dan said between clenched teeth. “Taena... ngayon ka mag swear swear na pakakantot mo sa akin lagi bibig mo….” Dan growled, more of an order than a request.
I didn’t say anything. I paused what I was doing but his cock remained stuffed inside my mouth. I stared at him with my begging puppy eyes then I slowly raised my right hand and gave him a pleading look on my face. There are no words needed to be said as I look like a desperate tramp with a cock in mouth… swearing na habambuhay na magpapasarap sa titi nya.
My right hand was still raised in the air as I continue to suck the life out of him. Tuwang tuwa naman si Dan dahil kung kuha na nya ako. Napahinto lang ako when suddenly we heard footsteps heading towards the corridor. We didn’t know who it was pero we heard the steps slowing down bigla. Nakikiramdam pa ako at first but then I decided to screw it and continue pistoning my head off of Dan’s dick.
I don't know what came to me pero sinexyhan ko pa yung pagkakatuwad ko sa floor... raising my ass higher while completely ignoring the fact na baka may nanonood na sa amin. Pero shit wala na talaga akong pakialam. Lust has taken over me completely and I have zero fucks kung sino pa yung nasa corridor. My only sole focus was Dan’s manhood na pinapasarap ko.
A few seconds later, we heard a creaky door sound somewhere along the corridor, like it was opened and then shut back in. I didn't know which door it was and to be honest I didn’t care either, pero mas lalo lang nadagdagan yung libog ko knowing that someone may have seen us already.
"******* mo… malapit na ako!" Dan groaned loudly.
Less than a breath later, I suddenly felt his body tense. Glancing up to his alapaap face, I started sucking his cock as my life depended on it. For a moment, akala ko he wanted to cum inside my mouth, which I have mixed feelings for as I wasn’t sure if magugustuhan ko sya… But Dan was true to his word on where he’s actually saving his cum for.
Dan suddenly pushed me back sabay tayo sa harap ko. I was on the floor kneeling right in front of him as I watched him jerking his cock ng manyakis na nakatitig sa akin. I took a glimpse at the door partly hoping that someone was peeking but I still couldn’t see anything. If only one of those guys went near the corridor, they may witness what it seems like a porno scene… me on my knees and almost naked while Dan stood in front of me jacking off his cock.
There’s no doubt that he wanted to cum in my face again and this time around I was more than prepared for it. I no longer find it degrading nor feeling grossed out having it in my face. More than anything else, I wanted him to cover me with his cum. Fuck, I earned it. Pinaghirapan ko sya.
Instead of closing my eyes with a deadpan face looking like kawawa trying to get over with it, I wanted to witness this ‘money shot’ moment. Feeling ko ang landi landi ko when I smiled at him and waved my hair like I was getting ready to be photographed.
“******* ang ganda mo…. ******* kaaaa” I heard him trying to control the volume of his yell. After all the nasty words, the trash talks, pambabastos at pangaasar that I got from him all night, he finally gave me a compliment. A very odd compliment lalo na na he’s about to baboy my face with his tamod.
I gave him a teasing smile habang nakatingin ako sa titi nya sabay balik ng tingin sa mga mata nya. Then I switched my face in to a more seductive look with my mouth slightly open as I geared up to what’s about to come.
"Tanginaaaa!..."
With that loud groan, Dan fired his first jet of cum na sa sobrang fierce he nearly fell to his knees. His cum was so intense, I almost threw my head back when it finally hit my face. Ramdam na ramdam ko yung pagkalinya ng cum nya sa face ko starting from my left cheek, continuing over my left eye, then sa forehead ko, tapos yung iba naman napunta sa hair ko. I didn't have time to recover as blast after blast of his cum shot all over my face.
Ewan ko ba pero I reacted almost instinctively and I opened my mouth wider pa while smiling in disbelief. Load after load of his tamod pumped into my hair, cheeks, nose, eyes… some if it went inside my mouth ko pa while the rest splattered across my neck then tumulo na sya sa shoulders running all the way chest at boobs ko. Lasang lasa ko yung cum na napunta sa mouth ko. Dan suddenly fell back onto the sofa, nanlalambot pa yung legs nya sa intense ng pag cum nya.
“*******! ganda mo tingnan...” I heard him say while hingal na hingal. I was still on the floor when he stood up and gathered his underwear, shorts and shirt. He quickly cleaned himself up and hurried himself to get dressed na parang walang nangyari.
“Laro lang ako sa labas…” paalam pa nya.
“Really!? Ganun ganun lang…” I said habang nakatawa.
“Haha bakit? Nagawa mo na purpose mo eh…” he said ng pabiro. “Pahinga ka na muna jan…” dagdag pa nya
I saw him walked away palabas ng room and just when he’s about to close the door, sabay naman nag open yung door sa corridor (which appears to be another toilet). My heart stopped when I saw Christian come out of that door and his visual instinct went directly towards our way agad. I swear for just a split second our eyes met just before ako nakaiwas. He wasn’t wearing his glasses so maybe he didn’t recognize what he saw. Dan reacted quickly and closed the door right away. I caught them talking and mumbling something pero wala na akong maintindihan. I listened to them making those kantyawan noises followed by a few jeers and cheers. I can only assume they were all talking about me.
I was still in a kneeling/sitting position to the floor when I took a glimpse of myself at the closet mirror. What I saw in the mirror shocked me worse than I thought it would. I felt so nababoy with my face full of cum. Strangely, something about the way I looked really turned me on. Napasandal ako sa side ng bed in a slouch position, face to face with myself in front of the mirror. I was all alone just by myself. I have no more inhibitions at wala na akong dapat pang ikahiya. With complete privacy, I loosened up and just acted the way I always wanted to be.
I began playing with myself right there and then in front of the mirror. I shutted my brain and let my body take over and do whatever it wants… My own body controlled my actions as I began licking those tamod dripping into my lips and scoop some of the cum galing sa face ko sabay dila sa mga fingers ko. shouldn’t be sharing this and I recognized how gross it was but I recall that my own body was doing that for me.
That probably was the most perverted thing na nagawa ko sa sarili ko- watching my cum-covered self sa harap ng mirror, scooping, licking and sucking my fingers as I pleasured myself to my total bliss until I felt my own body erupted. As my mind began to return to reality, I thought about what just happened. There’s no denying it anymore; I’m officially a cocksucker. I didn't get laid but I felt so fulfilled serving my purpose.
My life has definitely changed, that much I knew.
