NSFWReawakening Sister's
By stellargirl
Hi Guys. I’ve been lurking here in ****** for quite some time just because every google search I do about various topics/interests it always leads me to this site lol. I’m mostly just a reader/observer and I’m such a noob about ****** that I never thought na may mga Filipinos din pala dito until stumbled upon this sub. I’ve been looking for an avenue to share my recent experience and I thought about sharing them here.I’ve been living and working overseas for the past few years. Last year, I was assigned to a different place for 3 months, wont name it nalang where coz I ended up moving there permanently. Out of boredom and having all the privacy in the world, I decided to write and share a story of my first ever ‘hook-up’ in to an adult section of a certain pinoy message board (Again, won’t tell which one). Given that this message board is not “sikat”, I thought it was the safe space to share my story anonymously.The feedback was so overwhelming good which I didn’t quite expect. From supposedly a short “how did it happen” story turned into a 13 ‘forkin’ chapters of fully narrated memoir (lasted for 20 chapters). I received messages of such amazing support from those legendary and upstart writers all the way to the creepy ones (someone even offered me money to write him a story haha).*I never envisioned such overwhelming response when I first started writing. I was blinded by excitement to the point na I was being careless about some of the personal details I was putting in to my story without realizing the risk of all information that I’m sharing...I was playing with fire, writing along the borderline between reality and not... na if somebody knew me for real and read my story…..they can tell na, well... it is really me.Sadly, the risk that I took didn’t go very well. I received threats from someone trying to expose my private life and I don't take threats like that very lightly. It was so serious enough that I decided to shut down that story asap. I have deleted all the previous chapters leaving no trace of that story behind…Readers are still encouraging me to continue the story so I decided to host my previously written chapters in to a dummy facebook account that I created and I began continuing with the updates over there. The account was private and I set the rules na only with FB real accounts lang will have access to my account or I can accept pseudo accounts only if they message me with their real ones. This is to filter out those peeps na gusto nanaman akong pag tripan. Some didn’t like it and calling me a “diva”. Others are claiming na it’s my way to invade their privacy pero I didn’t care, I’d rather be safe than sorry.Continuing the story privately for only those brave readers who truly supports me… Well, it didn’t bring much excitement as I thought it was. I have zero obligation to finish the story. But, somehow I don’t want to leave the story hanging so I decided to modify the previously written chapters and post them to a more ‘sikat’ na site, well known for pinoy erotic stories. The plan was to post a few chapters to gather more audience but the updates will still be posted exclusively sa existing private FB page ko. My rules are still in place so safe pa din naman ako.It worked and I got new readers coming in that provided enough motivation for me to start writing again. My aim is to finish the story and after that I’m done *“stop na ako” as my situation was a lot different na and my life is getting busier and busier everyday. Besides I don’t want to start something again na later on ma prepressure na naman akong tapusin. Okay na ako. I was happy to share my story and that was all I ever wanted lang naman talaga. I didn’t write them to meet guys to hook-up with or to get laid or for anything else. It's freeing coz I’m actually quite reserved about this stuff in person. Now I can go back to my perfect little life that with less weight off my shoulders.I’m in a happy and content relationship. In my mind I thought I wasn’t doing anything wrong, Dahilan ko pa sa sarili ko na na I wasn't cheating or flirting or hooking up with other guys. It’s just a harmless erotica that’s all and it won’t have any impact sa current relationship ko.But I was wrong. It did lit a fire under me.I suddenly realized na I was missing the good ol’ single days of being sexually more active. Don’t get me wrong, I'm not that type of girl who casually hooks up with guys left and right. But I surely miss the thrill of having an option to do something crazy. Nowadays, I can’t do that stuff anymore because there’s a lot of invested good life to give up right now if I decided to break bad again or go back to my kalokohan days.My perfect quiet life turned upside down when suddenly a familiar guy who claims to be a fan of my story added me to that FB page that I created. We’ll he added me using his dummy account so of course I did my whole routine of asking him to message me using his real account before accepting him blah blah blah... Kinabahan ako bigla when I recognized his profile photo kaagad.Holy Mother Forking Shirt balls. It was my sister’s ex-boyfriend.I panicked. Feeling ko na-exposed ako na parang I got caught doing something wrong. Chineck ko pa talaga profile nya just to make sure kung sya nga yun and indeed it was him, connected kami sa real account ko eh. I ended up ghosting his messages and ignored him completely.Days passed, I was bored in the office when he hit me with another message. I was hesitant pa nga to respond pero I was looking for kausap that time so nagreply ako and pretended na I’m so ‘forkin’ bad in facebook interface that I didn’t receive any of his messages from his real account. To be fair, all messages coming from people you are not connected to goes into a message request section. I decided no to ask for his personal info anymore and I granted his request agad na parang pinalabas ko na lang na I’m really not that strict sa pagbibigay ng access sa story ko.Since then naging regular chatmates na kami. Our situation was so compelling - he didn’t know it was me yung kausap nya while I was pretending naman na he’s a stranger and no idea who he really was. In my mind, hanggang chat lang naman and there’s no way naman na irereveal ko yung sarili ko sa kanya. I made it clear from the very start na i’m keeping my identity private for security reasons and he respects that naman. Gusto nya lang daw ng ka kwentuhan while he’s stuck with a desk job all day and he’s super interested in-depth sa story ko like what happened after or what made me write etc…Funny thing is I’ve only met him once during one of my vacation sa pinas a few years ago. That time nanliligaw pa lang sya sa kapatid ko nun at sumasama sama sa mga family gatherings namin. We remained connected with our socials pero walang namang direct communication. World is literally that small talaga kasi he’s a friend of my newly met friends here sa current country ko. Common denominator namin lahat talaga is yung sister ko.He dated my sister for 6 or so months. Back then I have no idea why they broke up pero yun nga nalaman ko nalang while chatting with him recently na they weren't really that serious pala with each other. Parang FWB lang setup sila. Chismosa din ako so nag enjoy naman ako fishing for information tungkol sa kanila. How i wished I didn't snooped as he shared information more than I can ever imagine… no hesitation about the kinky stuff talaga.Minsan nga parang awkward na, na parang “Shit, TMI na! I don't need to know all that stuff..” He’s flexing his muscles sa akin na parang pinapalabas nya na he’s good in bed and his exes couldn’t get enough of him. In my head I was like *“dude, that’s my sister you are talking about...lol kung alam mo lang sino kausap mo…”*Regardless I was having fun talking to him na parang almost everyday na kami magkausap. Dumating na sa point na I’m not weirded out by our flirtation everyday despite the fact na he used to date my sister. Naging comfortable na rin ako sa kanya as our chats became less filtered and more intimate. He gets me talaga.. and if it weren’t for the circumstances that we have, I’m game to meet him and allow him to do the things he always wanted to do to me.There’s no denying na he knows na I’m kind of in to him as well... kaya dito na sya naging makulit about getting to know me for real. He started requesting photos or mag video call kami kasi daw he’s wondering what I really look like talaga. He’s asking for my full name and number and all those information that I’m not ready to share with him. Sabi nya na he deserved naman daw na malaman nya na if I’m for real talaga… which is definitely fair.Takot pa rin ako sa posibleng mangyari so I still refused even though I’m super ready to tell him the truth about me. That’s when he started being super cold towards me at bihira na rin sya mag message which bothered me talaga… but then of course I understand why.Few weeks later, I was away on a different country naman for travel and visiting some old pals. Maybe he’s bored or whatever so he messaged me and he started na mangulit. He’s urging me to update my story dahil Sobrang libog daw sya while reading them ng paulit ulit. I told him na I was in another country travelling etc… and then he asked for a picture of me kahit daw cropped lang for imagination purposes daw. I sent a few cropped photos of me that day just showing my outfit without my face. I think he’s in one of those topak libog days na he’s very intense sexually sa pangungulit… pero kasi at that time, I was out with my friends so hindi ako maka reply sa kanya gaano.That night ko lang nabasa mga yung mga bastos na messages nya. I kind of missed him and the way he behaves towards me so I felt like I’m done hiding. Bahala na talaga. I found a way to reveal myself without confessing to him directly and suffer from the awkwardness of that conversation. I decided to plant the seeds nalang of who I really am. The rest is for him to figure it out if he’s smart.I posted several photos of me and friends that day on my socials… and I’m wearing the same outfit that I sent to him earlier that day. I added in my current location… the same location as I told him earlier as well. Kinakabahan ako na naeexcite as I told myself na bahala na if mapapansin nya. I was super paranoid as I expected a reaction out of him. I was wondering if maybe he missed my post o ano… basta sobrang confused ako. Nangamusta nalang sya a few days later and he didn’t mention anything. Normal lang sya so I assumed na hindi nya talaga napansin.Since then I was giving him more and more hints like sharing vague information about me na posibleng maconnect nya coz he dated my sister. I started telling him about my family, where I grew up, school and about my work etc. Ako naman I’m still pretending na he’s unknown to me - a stranger that starts gaining my trust na kunwari I was loosening up my doubts and started opening up more and more.Nagpapahalata na talaga ako. I was eager for him to make a move and tell me na I’m familiar to him na parang kilala nya ako... this way we can start having that conversation of revealing our identities to one another. Regardless kahit i-corner nya ako, never na never ako aamin na I knew it was him from the very beginning. I’m gonna die out of embarrassment if malaman nya na we were doing all this libog chats and yet I knew all along na ex sya ng sister ko. Regardless, nonchalant lang sya sa mga nirereveal ko sa kanya which frustrates me to no end… but at least our way of communication is back to where it was before.Fast forward to last month he ended up visiting his friends here at nagkita din kami. I won't go further into details of what happened that day (probably for my next share nalang) pero it was a surprise visit and we met as our real selves not as dummies online. He flirted with confidence disregarding the fact na sibling ko yung ex nya. No brave soul would ever do that unless he’s not so innocent pala and he’s gotten all my hints na its was really me… the same person na kalandian nya online for months.He read my story. He knew all about the other side of me. Alam niya how to get through me. Stars were aligning as It happens naka assign sa ibang state yung boyfriend ko at that time. It was inevitable as we ended up fucking that night inside my apartment pa. To the same bed that my boyfriend and I sleep and to the same sofa that my boyfriend and I cuddles while watching TV every night. There’s a part of me that felt guilty but I didn’t care at that time. I was so high in my libog state that I wasn’t offended by the term “tuhog” or “natuhog nya kami ng kapatid ko”. All I care about is fulfilling this guy’s fantasy and making him feel extremely lucky.We ended up doing it over that whole weekend before he went flying back to Pinas. At that time, walang aminan na nangyari about our dummy accounts or that he knew na it was me or I knew it was him along. Walang ganun. We never talked about that. I hope he's not a member hereHow it happened and the events that led for it to happen was so rare that it deserves to be told, written and shared. Have a wonderful weekend guys.
By stellargirl
Hi Guys. I’ve been lurking here in ****** for quite some time just because every google search I do about various topics/interests it always leads me to this site lol. I’m mostly just a reader/observer and I’m such a noob about ****** that I never thought na may mga Filipinos din pala dito until stumbled upon this sub. I’ve been looking for an avenue to share my recent experience and I thought about sharing them here.I’ve been living and working overseas for the past few years. Last year, I was assigned to a different place for 3 months, wont name it nalang where coz I ended up moving there permanently. Out of boredom and having all the privacy in the world, I decided to write and share a story of my first ever ‘hook-up’ in to an adult section of a certain pinoy message board (Again, won’t tell which one). Given that this message board is not “sikat”, I thought it was the safe space to share my story anonymously.The feedback was so overwhelming good which I didn’t quite expect. From supposedly a short “how did it happen” story turned into a 13 ‘forkin’ chapters of fully narrated memoir (lasted for 20 chapters). I received messages of such amazing support from those legendary and upstart writers all the way to the creepy ones (someone even offered me money to write him a story haha).*I never envisioned such overwhelming response when I first started writing. I was blinded by excitement to the point na I was being careless about some of the personal details I was putting in to my story without realizing the risk of all information that I’m sharing...I was playing with fire, writing along the borderline between reality and not... na if somebody knew me for real and read my story…..they can tell na, well... it is really me.Sadly, the risk that I took didn’t go very well. I received threats from someone trying to expose my private life and I don't take threats like that very lightly. It was so serious enough that I decided to shut down that story asap. I have deleted all the previous chapters leaving no trace of that story behind…Readers are still encouraging me to continue the story so I decided to host my previously written chapters in to a dummy facebook account that I created and I began continuing with the updates over there. The account was private and I set the rules na only with FB real accounts lang will have access to my account or I can accept pseudo accounts only if they message me with their real ones. This is to filter out those peeps na gusto nanaman akong pag tripan. Some didn’t like it and calling me a “diva”. Others are claiming na it’s my way to invade their privacy pero I didn’t care, I’d rather be safe than sorry.Continuing the story privately for only those brave readers who truly supports me… Well, it didn’t bring much excitement as I thought it was. I have zero obligation to finish the story. But, somehow I don’t want to leave the story hanging so I decided to modify the previously written chapters and post them to a more ‘sikat’ na site, well known for pinoy erotic stories. The plan was to post a few chapters to gather more audience but the updates will still be posted exclusively sa existing private FB page ko. My rules are still in place so safe pa din naman ako.It worked and I got new readers coming in that provided enough motivation for me to start writing again. My aim is to finish the story and after that I’m done *“stop na ako” as my situation was a lot different na and my life is getting busier and busier everyday. Besides I don’t want to start something again na later on ma prepressure na naman akong tapusin. Okay na ako. I was happy to share my story and that was all I ever wanted lang naman talaga. I didn’t write them to meet guys to hook-up with or to get laid or for anything else. It's freeing coz I’m actually quite reserved about this stuff in person. Now I can go back to my perfect little life that with less weight off my shoulders.I’m in a happy and content relationship. In my mind I thought I wasn’t doing anything wrong, Dahilan ko pa sa sarili ko na na I wasn't cheating or flirting or hooking up with other guys. It’s just a harmless erotica that’s all and it won’t have any impact sa current relationship ko.But I was wrong. It did lit a fire under me.I suddenly realized na I was missing the good ol’ single days of being sexually more active. Don’t get me wrong, I'm not that type of girl who casually hooks up with guys left and right. But I surely miss the thrill of having an option to do something crazy. Nowadays, I can’t do that stuff anymore because there’s a lot of invested good life to give up right now if I decided to break bad again or go back to my kalokohan days.My perfect quiet life turned upside down when suddenly a familiar guy who claims to be a fan of my story added me to that FB page that I created. We’ll he added me using his dummy account so of course I did my whole routine of asking him to message me using his real account before accepting him blah blah blah... Kinabahan ako bigla when I recognized his profile photo kaagad.Holy Mother Forking Shirt balls. It was my sister’s ex-boyfriend.I panicked. Feeling ko na-exposed ako na parang I got caught doing something wrong. Chineck ko pa talaga profile nya just to make sure kung sya nga yun and indeed it was him, connected kami sa real account ko eh. I ended up ghosting his messages and ignored him completely.Days passed, I was bored in the office when he hit me with another message. I was hesitant pa nga to respond pero I was looking for kausap that time so nagreply ako and pretended na I’m so ‘forkin’ bad in facebook interface that I didn’t receive any of his messages from his real account. To be fair, all messages coming from people you are not connected to goes into a message request section. I decided no to ask for his personal info anymore and I granted his request agad na parang pinalabas ko na lang na I’m really not that strict sa pagbibigay ng access sa story ko.Since then naging regular chatmates na kami. Our situation was so compelling - he didn’t know it was me yung kausap nya while I was pretending naman na he’s a stranger and no idea who he really was. In my mind, hanggang chat lang naman and there’s no way naman na irereveal ko yung sarili ko sa kanya. I made it clear from the very start na i’m keeping my identity private for security reasons and he respects that naman. Gusto nya lang daw ng ka kwentuhan while he’s stuck with a desk job all day and he’s super interested in-depth sa story ko like what happened after or what made me write etc…Funny thing is I’ve only met him once during one of my vacation sa pinas a few years ago. That time nanliligaw pa lang sya sa kapatid ko nun at sumasama sama sa mga family gatherings namin. We remained connected with our socials pero walang namang direct communication. World is literally that small talaga kasi he’s a friend of my newly met friends here sa current country ko. Common denominator namin lahat talaga is yung sister ko.He dated my sister for 6 or so months. Back then I have no idea why they broke up pero yun nga nalaman ko nalang while chatting with him recently na they weren't really that serious pala with each other. Parang FWB lang setup sila. Chismosa din ako so nag enjoy naman ako fishing for information tungkol sa kanila. How i wished I didn't snooped as he shared information more than I can ever imagine… no hesitation about the kinky stuff talaga.Minsan nga parang awkward na, na parang “Shit, TMI na! I don't need to know all that stuff..” He’s flexing his muscles sa akin na parang pinapalabas nya na he’s good in bed and his exes couldn’t get enough of him. In my head I was like *“dude, that’s my sister you are talking about...lol kung alam mo lang sino kausap mo…”*Regardless I was having fun talking to him na parang almost everyday na kami magkausap. Dumating na sa point na I’m not weirded out by our flirtation everyday despite the fact na he used to date my sister. Naging comfortable na rin ako sa kanya as our chats became less filtered and more intimate. He gets me talaga.. and if it weren’t for the circumstances that we have, I’m game to meet him and allow him to do the things he always wanted to do to me.There’s no denying na he knows na I’m kind of in to him as well... kaya dito na sya naging makulit about getting to know me for real. He started requesting photos or mag video call kami kasi daw he’s wondering what I really look like talaga. He’s asking for my full name and number and all those information that I’m not ready to share with him. Sabi nya na he deserved naman daw na malaman nya na if I’m for real talaga… which is definitely fair.Takot pa rin ako sa posibleng mangyari so I still refused even though I’m super ready to tell him the truth about me. That’s when he started being super cold towards me at bihira na rin sya mag message which bothered me talaga… but then of course I understand why.Few weeks later, I was away on a different country naman for travel and visiting some old pals. Maybe he’s bored or whatever so he messaged me and he started na mangulit. He’s urging me to update my story dahil Sobrang libog daw sya while reading them ng paulit ulit. I told him na I was in another country travelling etc… and then he asked for a picture of me kahit daw cropped lang for imagination purposes daw. I sent a few cropped photos of me that day just showing my outfit without my face. I think he’s in one of those topak libog days na he’s very intense sexually sa pangungulit… pero kasi at that time, I was out with my friends so hindi ako maka reply sa kanya gaano.That night ko lang nabasa mga yung mga bastos na messages nya. I kind of missed him and the way he behaves towards me so I felt like I’m done hiding. Bahala na talaga. I found a way to reveal myself without confessing to him directly and suffer from the awkwardness of that conversation. I decided to plant the seeds nalang of who I really am. The rest is for him to figure it out if he’s smart.I posted several photos of me and friends that day on my socials… and I’m wearing the same outfit that I sent to him earlier that day. I added in my current location… the same location as I told him earlier as well. Kinakabahan ako na naeexcite as I told myself na bahala na if mapapansin nya. I was super paranoid as I expected a reaction out of him. I was wondering if maybe he missed my post o ano… basta sobrang confused ako. Nangamusta nalang sya a few days later and he didn’t mention anything. Normal lang sya so I assumed na hindi nya talaga napansin.Since then I was giving him more and more hints like sharing vague information about me na posibleng maconnect nya coz he dated my sister. I started telling him about my family, where I grew up, school and about my work etc. Ako naman I’m still pretending na he’s unknown to me - a stranger that starts gaining my trust na kunwari I was loosening up my doubts and started opening up more and more.Nagpapahalata na talaga ako. I was eager for him to make a move and tell me na I’m familiar to him na parang kilala nya ako... this way we can start having that conversation of revealing our identities to one another. Regardless kahit i-corner nya ako, never na never ako aamin na I knew it was him from the very beginning. I’m gonna die out of embarrassment if malaman nya na we were doing all this libog chats and yet I knew all along na ex sya ng sister ko. Regardless, nonchalant lang sya sa mga nirereveal ko sa kanya which frustrates me to no end… but at least our way of communication is back to where it was before.Fast forward to last month he ended up visiting his friends here at nagkita din kami. I won't go further into details of what happened that day (probably for my next share nalang) pero it was a surprise visit and we met as our real selves not as dummies online. He flirted with confidence disregarding the fact na sibling ko yung ex nya. No brave soul would ever do that unless he’s not so innocent pala and he’s gotten all my hints na its was really me… the same person na kalandian nya online for months.He read my story. He knew all about the other side of me. Alam niya how to get through me. Stars were aligning as It happens naka assign sa ibang state yung boyfriend ko at that time. It was inevitable as we ended up fucking that night inside my apartment pa. To the same bed that my boyfriend and I sleep and to the same sofa that my boyfriend and I cuddles while watching TV every night. There’s a part of me that felt guilty but I didn’t care at that time. I was so high in my libog state that I wasn’t offended by the term “tuhog” or “natuhog nya kami ng kapatid ko”. All I care about is fulfilling this guy’s fantasy and making him feel extremely lucky.We ended up doing it over that whole weekend before he went flying back to Pinas. At that time, walang aminan na nangyari about our dummy accounts or that he knew na it was me or I knew it was him along. Walang ganun. We never talked about that. I hope he's not a member hereHow it happened and the events that led for it to happen was so rare that it deserves to be told, written and shared. Have a wonderful weekend guys.
