Tips & Advice Badly need advice

[2PacFanSince2010]

I am writing this without filter, i just wirte whatever comes to mind. I am 27M, paralyzed from waist down due to spinal cord injury. I was just 25 when it happened, right at the height of my youth.

Dati work at bahay lang routine ko. If im stressed sex, drugs at alak lang, ok na ko. Now i cant even do those things. I cant feel my dick, drugs and alcohol are now out of the picture dahil sa mga maintenance medications ko at sobrang hassle gumalaw pag intoxicated ka, lalo na kung wala kang balance at the first place.

Fuck this life. I dont even know what the fuck to do anymore. Man what happened to me.

Sa totoo lang hindi ko maintindhan libido ko. Im still a man, pero kung hindi mo maramdaman. It feels like the desire is just stuck in my head with no way of releasing it. Man sobrang gulo

Anyways, if youre reading this, do what youve always wanted to do. Mas magaan ang pagsisisi dahil nagkamali ka kaysa sa pagsisisi sa mga bagay na hindi mo man lang sinubukang gawin

And lastly protect your spine.

 

[Ultramotard]

Most important things in life are health and love. Malinaw na nawala mo ang unang nabanggit so I hope you will find love. Try not to think about sex all the time at dahil diyan, marahil ang forum na ito ay hindi ang pinakamagandang lugar para sa iyo...

 

[2PacFanSince2010]

Most important things in life are health and love. Malinaw na nawala mo ang unang nabanggit so I hope you will find love. Try not to think about sex all the time at dahil diyan, marahil ang forum na ito ay hindi ang pinakamagandang lugar para sa iyo...

I get your point bro. The main reason why i came here is to share my nsfw concern. I dont know where other place to discuss it. Also i know theres more to life than sex, especially with my situation. Its just that this pent up frustration is getting into my head like crazy. Thanks for the input man.

 

[xdrolvader]

Ahh been there than that. I feel you. Though in my case not paralysis but depression. At first it is just anxiety from being a first batch of SHS back then. Until it turn into depression for failing their expectation. I got back up when my dad help me got up. Back then I promised to him that I will make it right. I did graduate SHS and he is the one who received my medal and diploma since I maintain my High Honor Grades back then.

But when COVID strikes 21 months after his first injection for job protocol, days after his second injection. His body collapse with high fever then low pulse at dawn. During that time it is the start of my second year college. I did continue the school year 'cuz at first month I am okay but it turns hell since I got covid after. I'm like a dog a night just to cough my mucus. My throat is already itchy and there is already blood mix with my mucus every time I cough.

When I recovered, at first two months I am okay but the rest of the year I am not. My mind goes blank during the school year. I even break up with my ex gf after New Year. My friends got my back then. But now those friends back then, turn their back on me after some misunderstanding during our reunion this April. Now I am trying to finish my my last subject which is Thesis Subject while I have no friends to talk to. Since all them blocked me so I just better deactivate my social media. No matter how I want to end my life just because of what happen or how deep my depression is, I cannot do it 'cuz I promise my dad back then I will finish my school and make my life better after that.

Now I am here just sharing my stuff before I got busy with my life again with no friends. Starting from scratch. All I can say is that, ikaw lang din makakatulong sa sarili mo kahit anong status makuha mo as you live on.

 

[wowo]

Damn, i hope the best for you bro. Itbisndtill not late tho. We human are adaptsble.