I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.

[2PacFanSince2010]

I am writing this without filter, i just wirte whatever comes to mind. I am 27M, paralyzed from waist down due to spinal cord injury. I was just 25 when it happened, right at the height of my youth.

Dati work at bahay lang routine ko. If im stressed sex, drugs at alak lang, ok na ko. Now i cant even do those things. I cant feel my dick, drugs and alcohol are now out of the picture dahil sa mga maintenance medications ko at sobrang hassle gumalaw pag intoxicated ka, lalo na kung wala kang balance at the first place.

Fuck this life. I dont even know what the fuck to do anymore. Man what happened to me.

Sa totoo lang hindi ko maintindhan libido ko. Im still a man, pero kung hindi mo maramdaman. It feels like the desire is just stuck in my head with no way of releasing it. Man sobrang gulo

Anyways, if youre reading this, do what youve always wanted to do. Mas magaan ang pagsisisi dahil nagkamali ka kaysa sa pagsisisi sa mga bagay na hindi mo man lang sinubukang gawin

And lastly protect your spine.

 

[Bigadamage1008]

sana mahanap mo yung totoong kaligayahan bro. grabe experience mo.. sa sulat palang ramdam na yung hirap. baka yan na sign mo. mataas ang pleasures sa sex pero meron naman talagang ibang mas mataas na kaligayahan.. alam yan ng mga taong may exp sa buhay.