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Chapter 6 (part 1 of 2)
Nina’s POV
I sat up in bed screaming, ang noo ko basang-basa ng pawis. I was gasping for breath and didn’t even realize that I was already sobbing uncontrollably.
But I was relieved… so relieved that everything was just a dream. With hands trembling, I looked for my husband inside this unfamiliar room.
Where is he?
Then suddenly, the bedroom door was opened from the outside. Hurriedly, my husband, Bernie, came running to the bed, his face full of unconcealed worry.
“Ano’ng nangyari?” Tanong nya.
I cried miserably because I don’t know how to answer him. Should I tell him that I dreamed of kuya Gabo shoving his fat dick into my pussy?
“Did you have a bad dream… again?” He answered his own question with another question and patted my head, trying to calm me down.
“Don’t worry. It’s just a dream. They would all just go away, like always.”
I closed my eyes and listened to his soothing voice. I like leaning on his strong arms. He always has this aura that puts me at ease. I don’t know how else to describe it. Basta, my husband, Bernie, makes me at peace with myself.
Aminado ako, if we had not met, I would not have been able to survive my own demons.
Kasi I was somebody previously broken, until Bernie found me and healed my scars. Rarely have I thought of the past and I had done well moving on with my life.
But with the recent affair with Kuya Gabo, I’m scared that I’d lose myself again. However, the most terrifying thing is the possibility of losing my husband if ever he knew of what I had done.
I hugged Bernie tightly, afraid of those thoughts from happening.
“Please, don’t leave me, baby. Huhu…”
He kissed my forehead and smiled tenderly, “Never. I will never ever leave you, you know that right? Because I love you.”
I nodded my head and listened to him more, until I have totally calmed down.
We stayed that way for some time. Before noon, we checked out of the hotel and went back home.
Nang dumating kami sa bahay, Bernie was surprised to find that kuya Gabo was nowhere to be found. His things were also not in his designated room.
“Did he tell you something when he left?” My husband asked as he fiddled with his phone to call kuya. But he was disappointed that he could not contact him at all.
He was looking at me, waiting for my response. I had to make something up fast, otherwise, he’d suspect something had gone wrong while he was away.
“S-abi ni kuya may usapan sila with his fellow masahistas. He hinted at something important that they would do this week. I’m not sure what it was. So baka, andoon sya sa grupo nya. Unfortunately, he didn’t leave an address when he left.”
My husband nodded his head in understanding, but a trace of dismay was etched on his face.
“Ganoon ba? Sayang, marami pa naman sana akong gustong ikwento sa kanya. We cousins have a lot of catching up to do. Nevermind. Perhaps he’ll drop by when he’s not busy.”
I hope not, I thought to myself. He should remain busy all his life and never bother us again. But of course, I couldn’t say that to Bernie when he’s so looking forward to meeting his cousin.
I felt the heavy burden of my guilt arising once more in my mind. Napapaisip na naman ulit ako kung dapat na nga ba akong magsabi ng totoo sa asawa ko o hindi.
No, I couldn’t, I persuaded myself. How could Bernie forgive me, if I could not even forgive myself? He would forever hate me. And he would forever be hurt. And I don’t want that to happen.
That day, nag-relax lang kami sa bahay. Cuddle-cuddle lang, order ng take-out and lazily ate on the bed while watching Netflix. For once, dumaan ang isang araw na hindi ako nakantot. These past few days kasi ay grabe yung bakbakang naganap, hindi halos nakapag-pahinga ang pussy ko.
It’s a bit sore na nga, kung tutuusin. Kuya Gabo had such thick dick that na-i-stretch ang width ng puke ko ng sobra. Si hubby naman ang haba ng sa kanya, at extra pa yung tigas nito kagabi, so talagang banat na banat rin ako last night.
One day na walang pumasok na malaki sa pwerta ko, and surprisingly, nagsisimula na naman itong mangati. But I tried my best to control this itch because I don’t want my hubby to see this kind of change on me—ngayon pa kung kelan bumisita yung pinsan nya at nakitira sa aming mag-asawa.
Baka kung ano pang pumasok sa kukote nya. So I silently eased my sexual craving by masturbating in the bathroom, excusing myself na maiihi o magpupunas sa sarili.
“Ang tagal mo d’yan sa banyo, Babe?” Tanong nya at one point.
“Masakit kasi ang puson ko.” Pagdadahilan ko, while keeping mysefl from moaning. I was in the bathroom and he was on our bed checking his e-mails.
“Your period has come?”
“N-o, not yet.”
“We didn’t use protection last night.” He smiled, his voicing hinting at something.
Yes, we didn’t. This period of time is my ovulation time. I’m supposed to be fertile, kaya nga I was trying my hardest to refuse Kuya Gabo to cum inside me. Mahirap nang siya pa ang makabuntis sa akin.
“Let’s cross our fingers, Babe.” I smiled and cleaned myself up. I then gently caressed my tummy, imagining a hump there. It’s been more than a year that we we’re trying to have a baby.
The next day though, my period arrived. It greatly disappointed my husband. Ako rin medyo disappointed, pero mas relieved ako kasi nga, di ba, hindi naman 100% sure na hindi ka mabubuntis kahit nag withdrawal yung katalik mo?
Kahapon na realize ko, hindi nga naman nagsuot na protection si kuya Gabo ng kinantot ako. There’s that very slight chance that his semen got into me somehow, so I was a little apprehensive when my period didn’t come yesterday.
Now, I’m totally relieved. I can assure myself that I could move on na. I should move on, forget about what happened and treat the sex with kuya Gabo as something like a dream—a very bad one.
So life continued for us couple. Normalcy has returned—me with my remote work, dealing with clients abroad, tapos si hubby naman meeting clients during weekends.
“This would be the final batch of clients I’ll see.” He told me one day. “I won’t be seeing another for the short time, so I can devote more time on you.”
His promise brought tingles to my skin. I was looking forward to having sex with him now that the soreness of my pussy is gone.
The next day, he returned but he looked out of sorts. Sabi nya may hang-over daw sya dahil nag host ng party yung isang client with some guests sa isang private hotel room. Syempre invited si hubby at hindi ito nakatanggi.
My husband is not a heavy drinker, and he had this weird condition na nakakalimot ng mga nangyayari after na maging sober. That’s why aside from nagiging mayabang ito kapag nasobrahan ny inom ay, nakakalimutan pa nito ang pinaggagagawa pagkatapos mahimasmasan kinabukasan.
This uncanny condition never got in the way of our lives naman, so Bernie and I never bothered to have someone professional look into him.
Palagi ko na lang itong pinapa-alalahanan na iwasang malasing ng sobra. But well, I couldn’t completely blame him rin when he has to meet clients to seal some business deals over some bottle of alcohol.
Minsan talaga parte ito ng pag-so-socialize para makabingwit ng clients.
“At isa pa, Babe. I have something here.” He awkwardly took out something from his small luggage.
“Ano ito?” I was perplexed to see him bring something like this in the morning, straight from a meeting from his clients.
Of course, I know what it was, even if I pretend I didn’t know. I’ve seen some porn and I knew what a vibrator looks like.
He scratched his head and clumsily explained.
What happened was that he had drank too much at the party last night. There were some female guests who stayed after everyone else left. He had to socialize and drink together with those women because they were friends of an important client.
But this one particular female guest, my husband said, was giving him so much special attention. His description was, “she was obviously hitting on me.” The other guys—his clients—were secretly teasing him for this.
My husband was helpless, but he couldn’t be rude to this woman. Well, I know Bernie, he is always the perfect gentleman.
Bernie said he always maintained his distance though, and throughout the party and even afterwards, he stayed cordial lang with this lady.
Then come morning, he couldn’t remember what else happened. Except he was on one of the beds with a hang-over, and his trousers were pulled down. He had some lipstick marks on his chests and cheeks. What’s more, this pink vibrator was left on top of his luggage, like it was left for him to be a memento.
So did he have a one night stand with some stranger? That, he didn’t know. He couldn’t be sure. He might, or he might not.
One thing he’s sure about is that he didn’t contract any STD. He had a rapid STD test done to him, that’s why he arrived a little late today because dumaan pa siya sa isang specialized clinic.
Well, I could only be impressed with how meticulous my husband is. He only suspected that he had sex with someone, and he had himself checked kaagad.
Compared to me. I had sex with my husband’s cousin a week ago and I didn’t even bother that I may have contracted some disease. I felt so ashamed at how thoughtless I was, but I didn’t show that to my face.
The silver lining is that hindi ko na need ang magpa-test. With my husband’s testing turning negative, I couldn’t have STD kasi nga we had sex sa hotel ilang araw na ang nakalipas.
Now I only had to deal with his “cheating.” How should I react? I should respond appropriately, right? Like yung magdabog ba o magwala, o magalit? Sasampalin ko ba si hubby?
I thought of several responses, but I had a hard time doing them kasi nga hindi ko magawang totohanang magalit sa kanya. Even if may totoong nangyaring one-night-stand, that is still way more harmless than what I did to him.
But still, the thought that my husband slept with another woman somehow ‘unburdened’ me, like parang gumaan yung pakiramdam ko. Hindi ko inaasahan na I was keeping this agitation to myself pala.
I shook my worries and let all of these worries go, finally.
But for now, I had to act like a hurt wife in front of Bernie. Otherwise, my keen husband would know something was amiss if I acted differently to what’s expected of me as a wife.
“Bernard, yan naman kasi sinasabi ko sa iyo. Hinay-hinay sa pag-inom. Paano na lang kung may nangyaring masama? Paano na tayo? If you got some incurable disease, how can we face it?”
I call his full first name kapag nag-aaway kami o may inasal syang hindi ko nagustuhan. That’s why I called him Bernard. I hastily covered my face to pretend that I was hurt. The truth was that I am a pretty bad actor, so ayokong makita nya ang ekspresyon ng mukha ko.
I counted one, two, three, on my head then rushed inside the bathroom and nagkulong doon. I opened the showers para kunwari ay para hindi nya marinig na umiiyak ako. But ang totoo was, I was just biding my time. I was not crying at all.
I heard my hubby’s anxious voice outside the door. “Babe, I’m sorry.” He said.
“Just leave me alone for now, Bernard. Please.” Pagalit kong sabi, but I was giggling inside the bathroom.
After twenty minutes ay lumabas na ako. I rubbed my eyes to make them red before coming out.
Bernie had this apologetic expression when I saw him waiting for me on our bed.
“I can only forgive you this once. Never again.” I told him sternly.
He nodded and promised that he’d listen to me. After that short episode ay nagkabati na kami. Hay ang hirap namang umakting. I’m just glad that we got that behind us, for now.
Pero ano ang gagawin ko with the vibrator? Sa totoo lang ay gusto ko itong subukan, pero the thought of someone previously using it, it just feels gross.
Parang nahulaan naman agad ng asawa ko kung ano ang nasa isip ko. Without making me feel awkward, he told me that there are shops online that we could buy sex toys from.
While we were lying in bed, he took his phone and opened an online adult shop. I was amazed at how wide their array of products is. Ang dami lang—from the colors, size, material, and design. Nakakalula sa dami. Meron ding mga equipment para sa kahit anong klaseng sexual fetish.
I secretly said ‘wow’ to myself.
“How about we order some?” He offered.
“Hindi ba nakakahiya?” I asked to which my husband only laughed. Sabi nya within his circle of clients among those businessmen, they talked about buying all sorts of sex toys to their wives to give more bite to their sex lives.
Normal na normal daw ito sa mga couples sabi pa ni hubby. Kami na lang daw ata ang backwards pa rin mag-isip.
Well, he didn’t really need to convince me. Curious nga akong masubukan ang mga ito. So I just let him order what he wants.
“There.” He told me he ordered a few and had them express-delivered. Express-delivered talaga? I was shocked at how he seemed to be more eager than me.
Offhandedly, he also told me that he ordered food so we can have an early dinner while waiting for the sex toys to arrive in a few hours.
“So we’ll use those toys tonight?” I clarified with him.
“Of course, that’s why I had the shop deliver the items to us fast. Hehe.” He chuckled excitedly.
I snorted and pretended that I was against it, but the truth is I was getting a bit wet na rin.
The food came in a matter of minutes. Hindi ko nakita yung nag-deliver pero mukhang binata pa sa boses nito. Kinausap siya sandali ng mister ko sa labas ng pintuan bago bumalik si Bernie na bitbit ang dalawang malaking plastic bags.
Dahil maagang dumating ang pagkain, kahit 4:35 pa ng hapon ay nag-dinner na kaming dalawa.
Marami pang natira sa pagkain, so tinabi lang namin. Hindi lang ako approved na sobra-sobra sa aming dalawa ang inorder nya.
“Baka gutumin tayo mamaya, so dinamihan ko na ang pagkain,” ang nakangising pagdadahilan ng asawa ko.
Six’o clock on the dot, nang marinig naming tumunog ang doorbell. Bernie and I walked to the door to receive the package.
I was surprised that the delivery person was a mature-looking woman, but he was voluptuously beautiful, and had a sensual air about her. She dressed in tight jeans that showed her amazing curves. And he had a pair of huge tits that almost burst out of her tight sleeveless shirt.
She introduced herself as Madam Shelly, the proprietor of the sex shop. She said she had to personally deliver the items dahil sa dami daw ng inorder ng asawa ko. Gusto nyang masiguro na maayos talagang madeliver ang mga ito.
She even gave us a business card before she left, telling us not to hesitate to call if ever we need help with the items we bought or if ever we need product recommendations.
Now I was super curious at what my husband ordered that warranted the personal presence of the proprietor.
The box was quite big. It was like a compact balikbayan box, but not that heavy. Bernie placed it at the center of the living room by the couch.
We took out the contents one by one, like kids excitedly opening gifts during Christmas. There were four sets of cock-looking toys. Two of them were battery operated.
Then there are some outfits too. They were lewdly designed, a few with straps and some had lacy outer layers. But each of them were meant for erotic settings. I imagined I’d look more alluring if I wore one of them.
Bernie put them aside, teasing me that he’d let me wear them outdoors for people to see.
I blushed at the thought of me wearing them in front of other people. But it made the uncontrollable itch in my crotch more intense.
Hindi nilabas lahat ni Bernie ang laman ng box. “Sikreto muna, para may i-lo-look forward ka,” he said while grabbing a black blindfold out.
“Come here,” he waved his hand to me, so I approached him. I was surprised to see him put the blindfold onto me.
“Para sa’an to?” tanong ko habang nag-aadjust sa dilim. I tried to take it off but Bernie warned me not to.
“Don’t take it off, no matter what. It’s part of our play today. I heard from my male clients that their wives love being put into blindfold. I wanna try it on you.”
I heard my husband’s deep voice by my ears. Nakikiliti ako, but more than that, without seeing him, I was able to focus on just his voice, and noticed he could be very sexy pala when he speaks.
Suddenly, I was anticipating what else would he be doing to me.
He started by taking off my shirt and bra. I was completely topless though I still had my thin cotton shorts on.
Then naramdaman ko ang kamay nya sa isa kong dibdib. Marahan nya itong nilalamas.
“My clients bragged about how sexy their wives are. Sabi nila ang ganda ng misis nila at ang sexy ng katawan. Malaki ang boobs at sobrang landi sa kama. The best daw.”
“I told them, ‘Well, that’s because you haven’t seen my wife yet. She’s more than just sexy. Everything about her is delicious.”
Hearing him say that, kahit hindi ko nakikita ang hitsura nya, nag-blush pa rin ako.
“Naghiyawan sila and asked me to bring you with me next time ng makilatis nila. Haha. Yung mga loko-loko, if I didn’t know, pagpapantasyahan ka lang ng mga iyon pag nakita ka. Lalo na siguro pag nakita ka nila sa ganitong ayos. Itong tayung-tayo mong suso. Tiyak mababaliw ang mga iyon.”
I moaned when I felt his mouth on my nipple. He sucked and bit it hanggang tumigas ang mga ito. He then took off my shorts leaving me with just my thong.
After that, he made me sit on the couch, with my two legs resting on the couch seat. So nakabukaka ako habang nakasandal sa back rest ng couch.
He started fingering my pussy through my panties, making my underwear drenched. While he was doing that, patuloy pa rin ito sa pagku-kwento.
Sabi nya, gusto daw nya akong ibida sa mga taong iyon dahil ang yayabang daw pagdating sa mga asawa nila. He also opened up that it would be great to tease those old timers, habang nag-ma-making out kami tapos nakatingin yung mga lalaking clients nya. He said that should bring those braggarts down from their high horse.
I was shocked, but nevertheless very much turned on na rin. May ganitong fetish pala ang asawa ko? Eh, anong tawag sa akin na sobrang turned-on sa pantasyang, ibabalandra ni hubby ang hubad kong katawan sa kanyang mga kliyente?
“What do you think, Babe? Would you mind if may nakatingin sa iyo nang ganito lang ang suot mo?” Tanong naman nya.
“I don’t know,” sabi ko, habang umuungol. Pero sa loob loob ko ay parang nakaka-arouse isipin. Lalo na’t hindi mo sila nakikita at iniimagine mo lang na pinagpapantasyahan ka.
I suddenly felt so wet down there that I couldn’t help but squirm in my seat.
By this time, yung isang finger ng asawa ko ay pumasok na sa panties ko at kinakalikot ang hiwa ko ng dahan dahan.
Napakagat ako sa labi at nagpatuloy, “I-if they are just gonna watch. S-siguro Babe, wala namang masama, basta nakapiring ako at hindi sila nakikita. Well, tulad ng ngayon.”
I heard him chuckle and his excitement is obvious in his voice. “Ganon ba, mahal? Then, it’s good.”
While I was wondering what he meant by that, the doorbell rang.
Then I was stunned by what hubby told me.
“Tinawagan ko ulit yung binatang nag-deliver ng pagkain natin kanina. Nagpa-order ako ng wine, para mamaya. This must be him na. Stay there, okay baby? I’m going to open the door a little bit and let our delivery boy take a peek at you. Consider it our reward for him. Hehe.”
I heard the light footsteps of my husband walking towards the door. I was uneasy and my body was hot when I head the door open.
Gusto kong takpan ang hubad kong katawan, but Shit! Sa bilis ng pangyayari, hindi nga ako nakakilos. Nanatili akong nakabukaka sa couch habang naka-blindfold. I felt my heartbeat drumming, sa magkahalong nerbyos at excitement.
Is the delivery boy looking at me? Naisip ko pa lang ay parang sobrang naglawa ng puke ko. I couldn’t help but touch my pussy while I squirmed uncomfortably sa ibabaw ng sofa.
Hindi ko masyadong marinig ang buong usapan nila, but I heard na may boses binata na bumati ng “Good evening” kay hubby.
Then mas lumakas ang kabog ng dibdib ko when I heard Bernie say, “Thank you, ulit. Do you want to come inside and drink some water before you go? You looked parched.”
I almost could not help but curse my husband. What are you doing? I almost screamed at him from where I am.
Mabuti na lang at tumanggi yung binata, nagsabing nagmamadali ito at marami pang deliveries.
“It’s up to you,” sabi ni hubby. “just come in, if you change your mind.”
After a while, bumalik si Bernie at umupo sa tabi ko. Naramdaman ko ang mainit na palad nya na sumapo sa isang suso ko.
Then I heard him tease me, “By the way, I didn’t completely lock the door. May itinira akong konting awang. The delivery boy is outside, I’m not sure if he’s looking at us. Well, he should be. Hehe”
Tama, hindi ko narinig na kumalabog ang pinto bago bumalik si mister. Totoo nga siguro na he left the door ajar para makasilip yung delivery boy.
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Author's Note: Hindi ko alam na 25K lang ang character count, so I had to split this chapter into two. I'll post the second half of the chapter dito rin lang sa baba.
Nina’s POV
I sat up in bed screaming, ang noo ko basang-basa ng pawis. I was gasping for breath and didn’t even realize that I was already sobbing uncontrollably.
But I was relieved… so relieved that everything was just a dream. With hands trembling, I looked for my husband inside this unfamiliar room.
Where is he?
Then suddenly, the bedroom door was opened from the outside. Hurriedly, my husband, Bernie, came running to the bed, his face full of unconcealed worry.
“Ano’ng nangyari?” Tanong nya.
I cried miserably because I don’t know how to answer him. Should I tell him that I dreamed of kuya Gabo shoving his fat dick into my pussy?
“Did you have a bad dream… again?” He answered his own question with another question and patted my head, trying to calm me down.
“Don’t worry. It’s just a dream. They would all just go away, like always.”
I closed my eyes and listened to his soothing voice. I like leaning on his strong arms. He always has this aura that puts me at ease. I don’t know how else to describe it. Basta, my husband, Bernie, makes me at peace with myself.
Aminado ako, if we had not met, I would not have been able to survive my own demons.
Kasi I was somebody previously broken, until Bernie found me and healed my scars. Rarely have I thought of the past and I had done well moving on with my life.
But with the recent affair with Kuya Gabo, I’m scared that I’d lose myself again. However, the most terrifying thing is the possibility of losing my husband if ever he knew of what I had done.
I hugged Bernie tightly, afraid of those thoughts from happening.
“Please, don’t leave me, baby. Huhu…”
He kissed my forehead and smiled tenderly, “Never. I will never ever leave you, you know that right? Because I love you.”
I nodded my head and listened to him more, until I have totally calmed down.
We stayed that way for some time. Before noon, we checked out of the hotel and went back home.
Nang dumating kami sa bahay, Bernie was surprised to find that kuya Gabo was nowhere to be found. His things were also not in his designated room.
“Did he tell you something when he left?” My husband asked as he fiddled with his phone to call kuya. But he was disappointed that he could not contact him at all.
He was looking at me, waiting for my response. I had to make something up fast, otherwise, he’d suspect something had gone wrong while he was away.
“S-abi ni kuya may usapan sila with his fellow masahistas. He hinted at something important that they would do this week. I’m not sure what it was. So baka, andoon sya sa grupo nya. Unfortunately, he didn’t leave an address when he left.”
My husband nodded his head in understanding, but a trace of dismay was etched on his face.
“Ganoon ba? Sayang, marami pa naman sana akong gustong ikwento sa kanya. We cousins have a lot of catching up to do. Nevermind. Perhaps he’ll drop by when he’s not busy.”
I hope not, I thought to myself. He should remain busy all his life and never bother us again. But of course, I couldn’t say that to Bernie when he’s so looking forward to meeting his cousin.
I felt the heavy burden of my guilt arising once more in my mind. Napapaisip na naman ulit ako kung dapat na nga ba akong magsabi ng totoo sa asawa ko o hindi.
No, I couldn’t, I persuaded myself. How could Bernie forgive me, if I could not even forgive myself? He would forever hate me. And he would forever be hurt. And I don’t want that to happen.
That day, nag-relax lang kami sa bahay. Cuddle-cuddle lang, order ng take-out and lazily ate on the bed while watching Netflix. For once, dumaan ang isang araw na hindi ako nakantot. These past few days kasi ay grabe yung bakbakang naganap, hindi halos nakapag-pahinga ang pussy ko.
It’s a bit sore na nga, kung tutuusin. Kuya Gabo had such thick dick that na-i-stretch ang width ng puke ko ng sobra. Si hubby naman ang haba ng sa kanya, at extra pa yung tigas nito kagabi, so talagang banat na banat rin ako last night.
One day na walang pumasok na malaki sa pwerta ko, and surprisingly, nagsisimula na naman itong mangati. But I tried my best to control this itch because I don’t want my hubby to see this kind of change on me—ngayon pa kung kelan bumisita yung pinsan nya at nakitira sa aming mag-asawa.
Baka kung ano pang pumasok sa kukote nya. So I silently eased my sexual craving by masturbating in the bathroom, excusing myself na maiihi o magpupunas sa sarili.
“Ang tagal mo d’yan sa banyo, Babe?” Tanong nya at one point.
“Masakit kasi ang puson ko.” Pagdadahilan ko, while keeping mysefl from moaning. I was in the bathroom and he was on our bed checking his e-mails.
“Your period has come?”
“N-o, not yet.”
“We didn’t use protection last night.” He smiled, his voicing hinting at something.
Yes, we didn’t. This period of time is my ovulation time. I’m supposed to be fertile, kaya nga I was trying my hardest to refuse Kuya Gabo to cum inside me. Mahirap nang siya pa ang makabuntis sa akin.
“Let’s cross our fingers, Babe.” I smiled and cleaned myself up. I then gently caressed my tummy, imagining a hump there. It’s been more than a year that we we’re trying to have a baby.
The next day though, my period arrived. It greatly disappointed my husband. Ako rin medyo disappointed, pero mas relieved ako kasi nga, di ba, hindi naman 100% sure na hindi ka mabubuntis kahit nag withdrawal yung katalik mo?
Kahapon na realize ko, hindi nga naman nagsuot na protection si kuya Gabo ng kinantot ako. There’s that very slight chance that his semen got into me somehow, so I was a little apprehensive when my period didn’t come yesterday.
Now, I’m totally relieved. I can assure myself that I could move on na. I should move on, forget about what happened and treat the sex with kuya Gabo as something like a dream—a very bad one.
So life continued for us couple. Normalcy has returned—me with my remote work, dealing with clients abroad, tapos si hubby naman meeting clients during weekends.
“This would be the final batch of clients I’ll see.” He told me one day. “I won’t be seeing another for the short time, so I can devote more time on you.”
His promise brought tingles to my skin. I was looking forward to having sex with him now that the soreness of my pussy is gone.
The next day, he returned but he looked out of sorts. Sabi nya may hang-over daw sya dahil nag host ng party yung isang client with some guests sa isang private hotel room. Syempre invited si hubby at hindi ito nakatanggi.
My husband is not a heavy drinker, and he had this weird condition na nakakalimot ng mga nangyayari after na maging sober. That’s why aside from nagiging mayabang ito kapag nasobrahan ny inom ay, nakakalimutan pa nito ang pinaggagagawa pagkatapos mahimasmasan kinabukasan.
This uncanny condition never got in the way of our lives naman, so Bernie and I never bothered to have someone professional look into him.
Palagi ko na lang itong pinapa-alalahanan na iwasang malasing ng sobra. But well, I couldn’t completely blame him rin when he has to meet clients to seal some business deals over some bottle of alcohol.
Minsan talaga parte ito ng pag-so-socialize para makabingwit ng clients.
“At isa pa, Babe. I have something here.” He awkwardly took out something from his small luggage.
“Ano ito?” I was perplexed to see him bring something like this in the morning, straight from a meeting from his clients.
Of course, I know what it was, even if I pretend I didn’t know. I’ve seen some porn and I knew what a vibrator looks like.
He scratched his head and clumsily explained.
What happened was that he had drank too much at the party last night. There were some female guests who stayed after everyone else left. He had to socialize and drink together with those women because they were friends of an important client.
But this one particular female guest, my husband said, was giving him so much special attention. His description was, “she was obviously hitting on me.” The other guys—his clients—were secretly teasing him for this.
My husband was helpless, but he couldn’t be rude to this woman. Well, I know Bernie, he is always the perfect gentleman.
Bernie said he always maintained his distance though, and throughout the party and even afterwards, he stayed cordial lang with this lady.
Then come morning, he couldn’t remember what else happened. Except he was on one of the beds with a hang-over, and his trousers were pulled down. He had some lipstick marks on his chests and cheeks. What’s more, this pink vibrator was left on top of his luggage, like it was left for him to be a memento.
So did he have a one night stand with some stranger? That, he didn’t know. He couldn’t be sure. He might, or he might not.
One thing he’s sure about is that he didn’t contract any STD. He had a rapid STD test done to him, that’s why he arrived a little late today because dumaan pa siya sa isang specialized clinic.
Well, I could only be impressed with how meticulous my husband is. He only suspected that he had sex with someone, and he had himself checked kaagad.
Compared to me. I had sex with my husband’s cousin a week ago and I didn’t even bother that I may have contracted some disease. I felt so ashamed at how thoughtless I was, but I didn’t show that to my face.
The silver lining is that hindi ko na need ang magpa-test. With my husband’s testing turning negative, I couldn’t have STD kasi nga we had sex sa hotel ilang araw na ang nakalipas.
Now I only had to deal with his “cheating.” How should I react? I should respond appropriately, right? Like yung magdabog ba o magwala, o magalit? Sasampalin ko ba si hubby?
I thought of several responses, but I had a hard time doing them kasi nga hindi ko magawang totohanang magalit sa kanya. Even if may totoong nangyaring one-night-stand, that is still way more harmless than what I did to him.
But still, the thought that my husband slept with another woman somehow ‘unburdened’ me, like parang gumaan yung pakiramdam ko. Hindi ko inaasahan na I was keeping this agitation to myself pala.
I shook my worries and let all of these worries go, finally.
But for now, I had to act like a hurt wife in front of Bernie. Otherwise, my keen husband would know something was amiss if I acted differently to what’s expected of me as a wife.
“Bernard, yan naman kasi sinasabi ko sa iyo. Hinay-hinay sa pag-inom. Paano na lang kung may nangyaring masama? Paano na tayo? If you got some incurable disease, how can we face it?”
I call his full first name kapag nag-aaway kami o may inasal syang hindi ko nagustuhan. That’s why I called him Bernard. I hastily covered my face to pretend that I was hurt. The truth was that I am a pretty bad actor, so ayokong makita nya ang ekspresyon ng mukha ko.
I counted one, two, three, on my head then rushed inside the bathroom and nagkulong doon. I opened the showers para kunwari ay para hindi nya marinig na umiiyak ako. But ang totoo was, I was just biding my time. I was not crying at all.
I heard my hubby’s anxious voice outside the door. “Babe, I’m sorry.” He said.
“Just leave me alone for now, Bernard. Please.” Pagalit kong sabi, but I was giggling inside the bathroom.
After twenty minutes ay lumabas na ako. I rubbed my eyes to make them red before coming out.
Bernie had this apologetic expression when I saw him waiting for me on our bed.
“I can only forgive you this once. Never again.” I told him sternly.
He nodded and promised that he’d listen to me. After that short episode ay nagkabati na kami. Hay ang hirap namang umakting. I’m just glad that we got that behind us, for now.
Pero ano ang gagawin ko with the vibrator? Sa totoo lang ay gusto ko itong subukan, pero the thought of someone previously using it, it just feels gross.
Parang nahulaan naman agad ng asawa ko kung ano ang nasa isip ko. Without making me feel awkward, he told me that there are shops online that we could buy sex toys from.
While we were lying in bed, he took his phone and opened an online adult shop. I was amazed at how wide their array of products is. Ang dami lang—from the colors, size, material, and design. Nakakalula sa dami. Meron ding mga equipment para sa kahit anong klaseng sexual fetish.
I secretly said ‘wow’ to myself.
“How about we order some?” He offered.
“Hindi ba nakakahiya?” I asked to which my husband only laughed. Sabi nya within his circle of clients among those businessmen, they talked about buying all sorts of sex toys to their wives to give more bite to their sex lives.
Normal na normal daw ito sa mga couples sabi pa ni hubby. Kami na lang daw ata ang backwards pa rin mag-isip.
Well, he didn’t really need to convince me. Curious nga akong masubukan ang mga ito. So I just let him order what he wants.
“There.” He told me he ordered a few and had them express-delivered. Express-delivered talaga? I was shocked at how he seemed to be more eager than me.
Offhandedly, he also told me that he ordered food so we can have an early dinner while waiting for the sex toys to arrive in a few hours.
“So we’ll use those toys tonight?” I clarified with him.
“Of course, that’s why I had the shop deliver the items to us fast. Hehe.” He chuckled excitedly.
I snorted and pretended that I was against it, but the truth is I was getting a bit wet na rin.
The food came in a matter of minutes. Hindi ko nakita yung nag-deliver pero mukhang binata pa sa boses nito. Kinausap siya sandali ng mister ko sa labas ng pintuan bago bumalik si Bernie na bitbit ang dalawang malaking plastic bags.
Dahil maagang dumating ang pagkain, kahit 4:35 pa ng hapon ay nag-dinner na kaming dalawa.
Marami pang natira sa pagkain, so tinabi lang namin. Hindi lang ako approved na sobra-sobra sa aming dalawa ang inorder nya.
“Baka gutumin tayo mamaya, so dinamihan ko na ang pagkain,” ang nakangising pagdadahilan ng asawa ko.
Six’o clock on the dot, nang marinig naming tumunog ang doorbell. Bernie and I walked to the door to receive the package.
I was surprised that the delivery person was a mature-looking woman, but he was voluptuously beautiful, and had a sensual air about her. She dressed in tight jeans that showed her amazing curves. And he had a pair of huge tits that almost burst out of her tight sleeveless shirt.
She introduced herself as Madam Shelly, the proprietor of the sex shop. She said she had to personally deliver the items dahil sa dami daw ng inorder ng asawa ko. Gusto nyang masiguro na maayos talagang madeliver ang mga ito.
She even gave us a business card before she left, telling us not to hesitate to call if ever we need help with the items we bought or if ever we need product recommendations.
Now I was super curious at what my husband ordered that warranted the personal presence of the proprietor.
The box was quite big. It was like a compact balikbayan box, but not that heavy. Bernie placed it at the center of the living room by the couch.
We took out the contents one by one, like kids excitedly opening gifts during Christmas. There were four sets of cock-looking toys. Two of them were battery operated.
Then there are some outfits too. They were lewdly designed, a few with straps and some had lacy outer layers. But each of them were meant for erotic settings. I imagined I’d look more alluring if I wore one of them.
Bernie put them aside, teasing me that he’d let me wear them outdoors for people to see.
I blushed at the thought of me wearing them in front of other people. But it made the uncontrollable itch in my crotch more intense.
Hindi nilabas lahat ni Bernie ang laman ng box. “Sikreto muna, para may i-lo-look forward ka,” he said while grabbing a black blindfold out.
“Come here,” he waved his hand to me, so I approached him. I was surprised to see him put the blindfold onto me.
“Para sa’an to?” tanong ko habang nag-aadjust sa dilim. I tried to take it off but Bernie warned me not to.
“Don’t take it off, no matter what. It’s part of our play today. I heard from my male clients that their wives love being put into blindfold. I wanna try it on you.”
I heard my husband’s deep voice by my ears. Nakikiliti ako, but more than that, without seeing him, I was able to focus on just his voice, and noticed he could be very sexy pala when he speaks.
Suddenly, I was anticipating what else would he be doing to me.
He started by taking off my shirt and bra. I was completely topless though I still had my thin cotton shorts on.
Then naramdaman ko ang kamay nya sa isa kong dibdib. Marahan nya itong nilalamas.
“My clients bragged about how sexy their wives are. Sabi nila ang ganda ng misis nila at ang sexy ng katawan. Malaki ang boobs at sobrang landi sa kama. The best daw.”
“I told them, ‘Well, that’s because you haven’t seen my wife yet. She’s more than just sexy. Everything about her is delicious.”
Hearing him say that, kahit hindi ko nakikita ang hitsura nya, nag-blush pa rin ako.
“Naghiyawan sila and asked me to bring you with me next time ng makilatis nila. Haha. Yung mga loko-loko, if I didn’t know, pagpapantasyahan ka lang ng mga iyon pag nakita ka. Lalo na siguro pag nakita ka nila sa ganitong ayos. Itong tayung-tayo mong suso. Tiyak mababaliw ang mga iyon.”
I moaned when I felt his mouth on my nipple. He sucked and bit it hanggang tumigas ang mga ito. He then took off my shorts leaving me with just my thong.
After that, he made me sit on the couch, with my two legs resting on the couch seat. So nakabukaka ako habang nakasandal sa back rest ng couch.
He started fingering my pussy through my panties, making my underwear drenched. While he was doing that, patuloy pa rin ito sa pagku-kwento.
Sabi nya, gusto daw nya akong ibida sa mga taong iyon dahil ang yayabang daw pagdating sa mga asawa nila. He also opened up that it would be great to tease those old timers, habang nag-ma-making out kami tapos nakatingin yung mga lalaking clients nya. He said that should bring those braggarts down from their high horse.
I was shocked, but nevertheless very much turned on na rin. May ganitong fetish pala ang asawa ko? Eh, anong tawag sa akin na sobrang turned-on sa pantasyang, ibabalandra ni hubby ang hubad kong katawan sa kanyang mga kliyente?
“What do you think, Babe? Would you mind if may nakatingin sa iyo nang ganito lang ang suot mo?” Tanong naman nya.
“I don’t know,” sabi ko, habang umuungol. Pero sa loob loob ko ay parang nakaka-arouse isipin. Lalo na’t hindi mo sila nakikita at iniimagine mo lang na pinagpapantasyahan ka.
I suddenly felt so wet down there that I couldn’t help but squirm in my seat.
By this time, yung isang finger ng asawa ko ay pumasok na sa panties ko at kinakalikot ang hiwa ko ng dahan dahan.
Napakagat ako sa labi at nagpatuloy, “I-if they are just gonna watch. S-siguro Babe, wala namang masama, basta nakapiring ako at hindi sila nakikita. Well, tulad ng ngayon.”
I heard him chuckle and his excitement is obvious in his voice. “Ganon ba, mahal? Then, it’s good.”
While I was wondering what he meant by that, the doorbell rang.
Then I was stunned by what hubby told me.
“Tinawagan ko ulit yung binatang nag-deliver ng pagkain natin kanina. Nagpa-order ako ng wine, para mamaya. This must be him na. Stay there, okay baby? I’m going to open the door a little bit and let our delivery boy take a peek at you. Consider it our reward for him. Hehe.”
I heard the light footsteps of my husband walking towards the door. I was uneasy and my body was hot when I head the door open.
Gusto kong takpan ang hubad kong katawan, but Shit! Sa bilis ng pangyayari, hindi nga ako nakakilos. Nanatili akong nakabukaka sa couch habang naka-blindfold. I felt my heartbeat drumming, sa magkahalong nerbyos at excitement.
Is the delivery boy looking at me? Naisip ko pa lang ay parang sobrang naglawa ng puke ko. I couldn’t help but touch my pussy while I squirmed uncomfortably sa ibabaw ng sofa.
Hindi ko masyadong marinig ang buong usapan nila, but I heard na may boses binata na bumati ng “Good evening” kay hubby.
Then mas lumakas ang kabog ng dibdib ko when I heard Bernie say, “Thank you, ulit. Do you want to come inside and drink some water before you go? You looked parched.”
I almost could not help but curse my husband. What are you doing? I almost screamed at him from where I am.
Mabuti na lang at tumanggi yung binata, nagsabing nagmamadali ito at marami pang deliveries.
“It’s up to you,” sabi ni hubby. “just come in, if you change your mind.”
After a while, bumalik si Bernie at umupo sa tabi ko. Naramdaman ko ang mainit na palad nya na sumapo sa isang suso ko.
Then I heard him tease me, “By the way, I didn’t completely lock the door. May itinira akong konting awang. The delivery boy is outside, I’m not sure if he’s looking at us. Well, he should be. Hehe”
Tama, hindi ko narinig na kumalabog ang pinto bago bumalik si mister. Totoo nga siguro na he left the door ajar para makasilip yung delivery boy.
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Author's Note: Hindi ko alam na 25K lang ang character count, so I had to split this chapter into two. I'll post the second half of the chapter dito rin lang sa baba.
