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Nina’s POV
For the past few hours, I felt like I was in a daze, my mind like in some kind of a fog. I felt so wretched and heartbroken, and dirty. Yes, feeling ko ang dumi ng katawan ko. But what disgusts me most is this feeling of pleasure, a burning, consuming passion corroding my body.
Palaging nasa isip ko buong araw, ‘nangyari nga ba lahat ng iyon?’
I was wishing na panaginip lang o isang masamang bangungot, pero hindi eh. I have videos proving I have slept with my husband’s cousin.
Yes, I don’t know how it happened. The sex was already inconceivable, but to have allowed that guy to record the deed—Hindi ko na alam kung ano ang nakain ko. It was so crazy that I felt myself so small, overwhelming guilt eating at me.
Okay, I can perhaps justify the first sex to be a mistake on my part, that I was led on, that I had a momentary lapse of judgment. Then, boom, I was swept away unaware and just didn’t realize I had fallen until it was too late. So what? Everybody makes mistakes.
I could comfort myself thinking that way. But how about the second time having sex with kuya? The third? And that lewd shower moment together with him? How could I still fool myself knowing I repeatedly allowed myself to be swept away?
Nina, how could you? I kept blaming myself every minute of my waking hour but I could not ease the terrible feeling in my heart.
I love my husband. He is my world, my everything. He brought light to my dark world. I was able to overcome my troubled past because of him.
At our wedding, I vowed to be loyal, faithful, and devoted to him in front of the crowd. How could I break that vow so easily, and with his cousin pa, of all people?
As I thought of all these things, I broke down in tears, again, as I’ve done countless times today, already.
Then I heard the door open, followed by some footsteps.
“Nina, anong nangyari?”
I heard someone say, his voice worried. Hindi ko na kailangang tingnan kong sino sya. Dalawa lang naman kaming tao sa bahay ngayon.
Hindi ko ito pinansin. I curled myself inside the blanket like a ball, trying to make myself smaller.
But then I felt his hand on my shoulder, and my anger burst out, feeling disgusted by his touch.
“Get Out! Get your hands off me!” I screamed and sat up, I looked at him with hatred in my eyes. I was getting tired of blaming myself over and over again. This man. This terrible man, kung hindi sya dumating, none of this would have happened.
“N-nina—“
I didn’t want to hear his voice so I cut him off, “Kuya, please lang. You are the last person that I want to see right now. I know Bernie wants you to stay with us, so I’m trying my best to just ignore everything. BUT PLEASE, huwag kang magpapakita sa harap ko! Not right now, not ever!”
My tears fell down. I must have looked terrible. But I don’t care. I just don’t want to be near this person.
He looked shocked and bewildered. He must not have expected this strong of a reaction from me. That’s because we parted this morning na okay naman.
After the shower sex, he left para asikasuhin ang mga papeles nya sa inaaplayang trabaho overseas. Nagpaalam siya sa akin, and I remembered telling him ‘goodluck’ pa nga.
But at that time, I was still numb or terribly shocked sa mga nangyari. Hindi ko pa na-process ang lahat lahat. But having spent the entire afternoon by myself, I then realized the gravity of the mistake I committed.
Everything came crashing down, and right now I have no idea what to do except to have this built-up anger and guilt vented out.
Pagkalabas ni Kuya, agad kong ini-lock ang kwarto. I don’t feel really safe with him around, not entirely because of him, but more so because of how weak I was to his advances.
Maraming pagkakataon na pwedeng salagin ko ang bawat galaw niya, pero naging mahina ako sa tukso. It dawned to me na kung nagmatigas lang sana ako, refused him adamantly, I don’t think he could have had his way on me, unless he’d use force, which is another matter.
I don’t think he would risk doing that because by then, talagang he could not explain it to Bernie na, his cousin. I'd be mad and the cat would be out of the bag, ika nga.
But with me having consented, albeit reluctantly, he could keep everything a secret because I would not be able to defend my side if I confessed.
Alam nyang hindi ko gustong malaman ng asawa ko ang mga nangyari. That If I want to keep my relationship with my husband harmonious, I would have no choice but to keep this secret for him as well.
Helpless, I sobbed and went back to replaying everything, wondering how I could have done better and prevent this mess.
I grabbed my phone and had to see the video, dahil maging ako, hindi pa talaga makapaniwala hanggang sa ngayon.
There were 2 videos saved on my phone. They were quite long—both more than 30 minutes long.
With hands trembling, I clicked the first one.
The video opened with me shamelessly sucking kuya Gabo’s dick. From the angle, he must have been standing, and I was kneeling on the bed, the camera capturing the top of my head as his dick went in and out of my mouth.
I was waving my hands to prevent kuya from recording my face. At one point I took out his dick and complained, “Kuya, walang video please!”
He laughed and assured me that he would not keep a copy.
“Don’t worry, Nina. Phone mo naman itong ginamit ko, whether you delete or keep it afterwards, nasa sa iyo na. Isa pa, hindi ka ba curious kung gaano ka ka-hot habang kinakantot ko?”
Looking at the video, masasabi ko ngang parang wala ako sa katinuan. Dito pa lang, pwede ko nang tanggihan pa si kuya. I could have stopped everything and not complicate things further. Pero hindi ko ito ginawa.
This was, I believe, the second time we had sex. After the first time noong minasahe nya ako, nakatulog ako dahil sa pagod. When I woke up, he was already caressing my body.
He licked my breasts and played with my nipples then kinain na naman nya ang keps ko. I woke up with my pussy on fire. I believed I had already cum once when he took this video.
He said, “Sarap mong sumubo kanina,” referring to the first sex where he tricked me into sucking his dick. But now here I was, but no tricks this time. I was willingly kneeling before him, taking his fat dick inside my mouth.
"Heh. sobrang nasabik ka sa burat ko ano?"
After he said that, I looked up and that's when I saw him filming me.
I didn’t realize he had my phone na pala. I was already sucking him when I looked up and saw him recording. That's how this video came about.
Ang nakakagalit, ay hindi ako nagpakita ng masyadong pagpalag man lang. Even with my husband, I’d get mad noong sinubukan nyang i-video ang pagtatalik namin. I told him I don’t want to end in someone’s laptop list of scandals. Mahirap na.
Yet here I was clearly allowing this person to videotape me as I gave him head.
In the background, naririnig ko ang bruskong boses ni kuya telling me to go deeper or lick his balls or use more tongue. Paiba-iba ang utos nya.
I obeyed him every single time, with little resistance, as if I was his slut.
Oo nga, I looked pretty much a slut when I stared at myself sucking him, lalo na kapag tumitingin ako straight sa lens ng camera habang subo-subo ang titi ni kuya, yung bibig ko talagang bukang buka dahil sa taba ng batuta nya.
The blowjob scene played on for several minutes. At the end, kuya placed the phone on the desk para malaya nang nakakagalaw ang mga kamay niya.
Naka-steady ang camera, ang anggulo ng kuha sa side namin ni kuya. Then, he grabbed my head and he tried to shove his dick deeper. I held on to his arms as I flailed from the lack of oxygen.
When he finally let me go, I was bending over and was gasping for air.
As I looked at this scene, my heart sank. I couldn’t believe this lewd woman was me. The ‘normal’ me would not allow myself to be used this way.
But before I could further digest the disgust I feel for myself, the scene escalated to kuya Gabo pushing me on my back harshly.
I heard him say, “gusto mong kantutin na kita, ****?” then he pushed two of his fingers into my pussy, rubbing the inside walls.
Napanganga ako at humalinghing, hinahawakan ang kamay nya para pigilan ang mabilis na pagkalikot nya sa puke ko.
“Ahhhh… Ahhhh… Ahhhhhhh… Ahhhhhh…” Ang ingay ng bawat ungol ko, nakakabingi.
After making sure that I was properly wet, he pushed my legs apart before rubbing his stiff dick on my clit.
“Ready?” He asked, pero hindi naman nito inantay ang sagot ko. He just shoved his dick in, kalahati lang muna, then urong ulit pagkatapos pasok, diin, atras, pasok, paulit-ulit hanggang sumagad na siya.
Nakita ko kung paano nanginig ang katawan ko nang pumasok na nang buo ang uten nya. I also saw my hands grabbing his legs in place as I writhe below him. Napakapit ako sa kanya.
“Kuya, h’wag ka munang gumalaw… please… Haaaaahhhh…”
It’s weird to see myself getting pleasured by another man besides my husband. But here is the video, a proof of this strange version of myself, so unfamiliar and unacceptable.
A flash of hot feeling invaded me as I watched the video, my crotch suddenly becoming so itchy. Unwittingly, I found my hand touching myself down there.
“Heh. Ang libog mo talagang babae ka,” nangungutyang sabi ni kuya sa video.
Pero nakinig naman sya at hindi gumalaw, ang pototoy niya nanatiling nakatarak lang sa kailaliman ng aking puke.
I suddenly recalled what happened here, like flash backs playing on my mind.
What happened was this. Hindi ako nakapaghanda sa biglang pagka-banat ng puke ko at this point. Yes, an hour or so ago before this, nakantot na nya ako, pero at that time, parang hilo ako sa bilis ng mga pangyayari.
But by this time, nakapag-isip na ako, nakaidlip na nga. I was well aware of what I was about to commit. When he started penetrating me, I was not looking at his dick at all because I was suddenly afraid and had this thought of backing out.
Then a couple of strokes, he suddenly shoved his dick so deep. Ang taba pa naman ng burat ni kuya. Naramdaman kong biglang parang nakuryente ako- parang maiihi na may kiliti. Basta yung sensasyon ng biglang pagbunggo ng ulo ng titi nya sa matris ko ay naghalo-halo ang hindi maipaliwanag na sarap.
Ang pakiramdam ko, at this time, kung biglang aararuhin nya ako ng hindi pa ako nakapag-adjust ay baka hindi ko makayanan. That’s why I held his legs firmly in place-- I was afraid of losing my mind.
I didn’t even realize na ang dami palang malalaswang salita ang binitawan nya sa akin.
As I watched it all happen again, as an onlooker this time, I had no words to express how slutty I was… and hot… and so wild.
I continued to watch the video in a daze.
“Gustong-gusto mo ang burat ko ha, Nina?” he continued to provoke me in the video. But I was just moaning and twisting my head, not saying anything.
“Siguradong after ngayong gabi, mas hahanap-hanapin mo na ang titi ko kaysa sa asawa mo. Grabe kang **** ka!”
And without pulling back, he swirled his butt, making me grip harder on his legs.
“AHHhhhhGGSsssttttmpppptttttttt……”
I was making weird noises as he grinded his hips in circular motion. My body shook and stiffened. Then I screamed at the top of my lungs, screamed like I didn’t care if I woke up the whole town.
I came within seconds the moment he penetrated me. It was insane just looking at how I convulsed by him merely dipping his dick inside me.
Kuya almost could not hold on to me as I wriggled fiercely below him. Pero malakas sya at kahit anong kisay ko, nanatiling nakatusok ang tarugo nya sa akin. Kaya siguro sobrang tindi ng orgasm ko this time.
Kuya Gabo had this wide smile as he marveled at my ecstatic state. It was a few seconds after that I came to my senses.
I remembered that I seem to pass out dahil nang mahimasmasan ako, I really had no recollection apart from him starting to penetrate me.
Now looking at the video, I didn’t pass out pala, I was merely so confused when I sobered up.
By this time, Kuya was starting to make slight hip thrusts na, but not fully fucking me yet.
“Ready ka na, Nina?” tanong nito.
I still looked out of sorts, but I managed to weakly nod my head. Then kuya made his move.
He pushed my legs further apart before shoving his fat dick in and out of my wet pussy. The bed creaked but it didn’t dampen the lewd sound of our lovemaking.
Nakikita ko na may puting likido na na kumakapit sa maitim na tarugo ni kuya kada atras nito. Katas ito galing sa pussy ko na nagpapadulas ng pagkakasugpong ng aming mga ari, making that loud slurping sound na parang may hinihigop.
Ang bilis ng pagbayo nya, nakikita ko na umaalog yung boobs ko sa lakas ng pag-galaw nya sa ibabaw ko. Pero hindi pa ito nakuntento at umiba sya ng posisyon.
He took one of my leg and put it on his shoulder while he trapped the other one in between his legs. My body was slightly turned sideways as he banged me with great speed.
Plok… Plok… Plok…
By this point I was just moaning and squirming underneath him, lalo na nang kinapa pa ng isang kamay niya ang pussy ko at kinalikot yung clit ko.
I screamed and begged him to slow down, but he didn’t. Instead, he tightly hugged my leg that’s on his shoulders and leaned forward. Sagad na sagad yung pasok ng titi nya sa puke ko, at yung anggulo ng bawat tira nya natatamaan yung sensitibong parte sa loob.
Napaliyad ako at nangisay, then grabbed his hand to stop it from rubbing my clit. I just can’t handle the double sensation of his cock hitting me deep and his fingers playing with my clit.
I thought I was about to go crazy na.
“No… Noo… Kuya… Hindi ko kaya ang ginagawa moh…. Shit… Bakit ang sarap? Haaaahhh… Haaaaahh…”
Mura, halinghing at ungol ang tanging maririnig sa bibig ko na halos nakanganga na lang. Then my body just jerked wildly like a string being pulled.
Then I came. Again. I came and came. Waves and waves of pleasure engulfed my trembling body. I held on to his hand and screamed.
“I’mmmmmmmm CummmmmmminGGGGGGGGGG!!!!! AHhhhhhhhhh…..”
While I reached orgasm, kuya Gabo didn’t stop fucking me. When the pleasure finally subsided, he slowed down and put my leg down.
We were back to missionary position again, but he was leaning his body towards me this time, his mouth on one of my breasts.
Sabi nya, “Hindi nga ako nagkamali nang una kitang makita na nakasuot ng maikling shorts. Alam ko na malibog ka talagang babae ka. Alam kong makakantot din kita. Hahaha. At ang seksi ng katawan mo ha, at itong boobs mo, ang lusog din. Ummmph..”
Nilalamas nya ang dalawa kong suso habang dinidilaan yung isa, paminsan-minsan sinisipsip nya at kinakagat-kagat yung nipples ko.
Palipat-lipat sya, one minute sa kanan then sa kaliwa naman. Kitang-kita sa video na sobrang tumigas yung utong ko, umusli na parang nanunuro.
“Ngayon lang ako nakatikim ng napaka-pink na utong, Nina. Parang teenager. Kahit araw-araw mo itong ihain sa akin, hinding-hindi ko ito pagsasawaan.”
Him playing with my boobs got me aroused again. As he was still connected with me, pasimple kong itinaas ang dalawa kong paa at inangkla sa baywang nya. I crossed my feet on his back, locking him in place.
I felt his cock hitting different parts of my pussy walls with this position, and it was so pleasurable. I let out a long moan. "Ummmmppppp........"
As he was still busy saying dirty words to me and not moving that much, I told him to get right back to fucking me.
“Shut up, kuya. Just fuck me na.” I wriggled my hips, egging him on to start pounding me.
“Heh,” he mumbled and then went on full fuck-boy mode. Para syang tinurukan ng adrenaline sa bilis ng pagkadyot nya.
Plok…plok…plok…plok…plokk…plokk... sunod sunod ang pinakawalan nyang pagbayo.
“T-angina mong **** ka. Ihuhulma ko itong uten ko sa puke mo, sige ka, hanggang ito na lang ang makasanayan mo. Ganito ba… ganito ba ang gusto mo ha?”
He repeatedly asked me this, while he pounded me without mercy.
I could only nod my head frantically, as I could no longer put words into my mouth. All the sound that’s coming to my mouth are deep moans and screeches.
Then he straightened his legs, yung daliri ng mga paa nya na lang ang nakatukod sa kama, supporting his body. With my legs tightly hugging his hips, when he leaned forward, umangat yung ****** ko at yung buong weight ng lower body nya nasa sa akin lahat.
Tuloy, talagang diretsong tarak na tarak yung matabang uten nya sa puke ko. I was so wet at this point, yung katas ko umagos na papuntang pwet ko. Yung ilan, tumatalsik pa kada ulos nya pababa.
Mula sa taas, walang tigil ng bayo si kuya at ramdam ko ang diin sa bawat pagpasok nya.
“kuya… kuya… kuya… h’wag kang tumigil… yes… yes… yess. yesss. More… harder… deeepppeeerrrrr… arghh”
Paulit-ulit na sabi ko sa kanya. And he never stopped. He pounded me, shoved his dick in and out with great momentum.
“Malapit na ako kuya… Malapit na… Shit… shit…”
“Gusto mo bang sa loob ko iputok, Nina?” Narinig kong sabi nya, in between his grunts. By his deep breaths, pihadong malapit na rin itong labasan.
“Noo, kuya… h’wag sa loob.”
“Okay.” Tumigil sya sandali at kinalag ang naka-angklang paa ko sa kanyang likuran. Then he placed both of my legs sa shoulders nya.
I bit my lips because I didn’t like that he momentarily stopped. But I get it. Kung nanatiling naka-angkla ang paa ko sa kanya, baka pag nag-orgasm ako ay hindi na magawang bunutin ni kuya ang uten nya.
But now with my legs on his shoulders, and him leaning forward. Ang lapit na nang mukha nya sa akin. I could almost hear his quickened heartbeat and his restrained breath.
Akala ko nga hahalikan nya ako. With how dazed I was at this point, ay baka magpatianod na lang ako. But he didn’t. He just stared straight at me and banged me hard.
I was twisting my head, enjoying the pleasure. The collision of our wet bodies is just so arousing at this point. And with his fat dick fully stuffing my pussy, I just couldn’t bear the stimulation and I reached my orgasm—once more.
“Ayan na, Kuyaaaaaa! Ahhhhh… Shittttt…”
Nanigas yung mga paa ko, at sobrang tumuwid ito, bago nangisay ang buong katawan ko. Ang sarap. Ang sarap. Halos mag-deliryo na ako sa sarap.
A second or so after, kuya Gabo groaned loudly and with swift movement, pulled his dick out of my trembling pussy. He then slid beside me, his dick just an inch away from my face.
I knew what was about to happen, and I didn’t like it. But I was too tired to move, or care. I stared as his dick dazedly, which is too fat, by how near it was to my face.
He grunted as he stroked his dick furiously. Then he buckled up and his semen flew out, wave after wave, drenching my face wet. Some of it went to my lips, which I kept closed. Some to my nose, and bit landed towards my left eye.
Fortunately, I managed to close my eyes; Otherwise, it would have stung me.
I smelled his sticky goo on my face, and it was pungent and hot, but it was not as disgusting as I imagined. I grimaced as I thought of my husband.
My husband has not done something like this because I forbid him. I thought it was too lewd for me. But here I was being showered with cum by another man.
I felt guilt wash over me as watched the entire episode. Lalo na nang makita kong napuno ng tamod ang mukha ko na parang isang pornstar.
Then I realized that I was rubbing my clit this whole time, a finger in fact was inside my pussy. What the actual fuck? I was so wet watching myself being violated, ravaged, and cummed all over.
I thought of my husband Bernie, and silently said sorry over and over again. How can I make up for this mistake? Could I even have that chance?
I realized that I missed him. Subconsciously, I dialed his number. I have thousands of things that I wanted to say to him. I wanted to apologize. I wanted to say that I love him. I wanted say that nothing has changed, more to assure myself than him.
But when the call got connected, I suddenly have no words to say. Strangely, my husband on the other line, was also silent.
The silence between us was maddening. I felt choked, because I was having this premonition that something was not right with him at the moment.
Mustering courage, I mumbled, “H-ello… B-babe?”
Then I heard his voice. I felt so relieved to hear his familiar and soothing voice, that I almost teared up again.
“Hmmm? Yes, Babe. M-miss me?” he said.
Holding my phone, I nodded vigorously even though he could not possibly see me.
“I miss you, Babe. I love you… I love you… I love you. W-hen are you coming back?” I was holding back my tears, but even I could tell how desperate I sounded.
For the past few hours, I felt like I was in a daze, my mind like in some kind of a fog. I felt so wretched and heartbroken, and dirty. Yes, feeling ko ang dumi ng katawan ko. But what disgusts me most is this feeling of pleasure, a burning, consuming passion corroding my body.
Palaging nasa isip ko buong araw, ‘nangyari nga ba lahat ng iyon?’
I was wishing na panaginip lang o isang masamang bangungot, pero hindi eh. I have videos proving I have slept with my husband’s cousin.
Yes, I don’t know how it happened. The sex was already inconceivable, but to have allowed that guy to record the deed—Hindi ko na alam kung ano ang nakain ko. It was so crazy that I felt myself so small, overwhelming guilt eating at me.
Okay, I can perhaps justify the first sex to be a mistake on my part, that I was led on, that I had a momentary lapse of judgment. Then, boom, I was swept away unaware and just didn’t realize I had fallen until it was too late. So what? Everybody makes mistakes.
I could comfort myself thinking that way. But how about the second time having sex with kuya? The third? And that lewd shower moment together with him? How could I still fool myself knowing I repeatedly allowed myself to be swept away?
Nina, how could you? I kept blaming myself every minute of my waking hour but I could not ease the terrible feeling in my heart.
I love my husband. He is my world, my everything. He brought light to my dark world. I was able to overcome my troubled past because of him.
At our wedding, I vowed to be loyal, faithful, and devoted to him in front of the crowd. How could I break that vow so easily, and with his cousin pa, of all people?
As I thought of all these things, I broke down in tears, again, as I’ve done countless times today, already.
Then I heard the door open, followed by some footsteps.
“Nina, anong nangyari?”
I heard someone say, his voice worried. Hindi ko na kailangang tingnan kong sino sya. Dalawa lang naman kaming tao sa bahay ngayon.
Hindi ko ito pinansin. I curled myself inside the blanket like a ball, trying to make myself smaller.
But then I felt his hand on my shoulder, and my anger burst out, feeling disgusted by his touch.
“Get Out! Get your hands off me!” I screamed and sat up, I looked at him with hatred in my eyes. I was getting tired of blaming myself over and over again. This man. This terrible man, kung hindi sya dumating, none of this would have happened.
“N-nina—“
I didn’t want to hear his voice so I cut him off, “Kuya, please lang. You are the last person that I want to see right now. I know Bernie wants you to stay with us, so I’m trying my best to just ignore everything. BUT PLEASE, huwag kang magpapakita sa harap ko! Not right now, not ever!”
My tears fell down. I must have looked terrible. But I don’t care. I just don’t want to be near this person.
He looked shocked and bewildered. He must not have expected this strong of a reaction from me. That’s because we parted this morning na okay naman.
After the shower sex, he left para asikasuhin ang mga papeles nya sa inaaplayang trabaho overseas. Nagpaalam siya sa akin, and I remembered telling him ‘goodluck’ pa nga.
But at that time, I was still numb or terribly shocked sa mga nangyari. Hindi ko pa na-process ang lahat lahat. But having spent the entire afternoon by myself, I then realized the gravity of the mistake I committed.
Everything came crashing down, and right now I have no idea what to do except to have this built-up anger and guilt vented out.
Pagkalabas ni Kuya, agad kong ini-lock ang kwarto. I don’t feel really safe with him around, not entirely because of him, but more so because of how weak I was to his advances.
Maraming pagkakataon na pwedeng salagin ko ang bawat galaw niya, pero naging mahina ako sa tukso. It dawned to me na kung nagmatigas lang sana ako, refused him adamantly, I don’t think he could have had his way on me, unless he’d use force, which is another matter.
I don’t think he would risk doing that because by then, talagang he could not explain it to Bernie na, his cousin. I'd be mad and the cat would be out of the bag, ika nga.
But with me having consented, albeit reluctantly, he could keep everything a secret because I would not be able to defend my side if I confessed.
Alam nyang hindi ko gustong malaman ng asawa ko ang mga nangyari. That If I want to keep my relationship with my husband harmonious, I would have no choice but to keep this secret for him as well.
Helpless, I sobbed and went back to replaying everything, wondering how I could have done better and prevent this mess.
I grabbed my phone and had to see the video, dahil maging ako, hindi pa talaga makapaniwala hanggang sa ngayon.
There were 2 videos saved on my phone. They were quite long—both more than 30 minutes long.
With hands trembling, I clicked the first one.
The video opened with me shamelessly sucking kuya Gabo’s dick. From the angle, he must have been standing, and I was kneeling on the bed, the camera capturing the top of my head as his dick went in and out of my mouth.
I was waving my hands to prevent kuya from recording my face. At one point I took out his dick and complained, “Kuya, walang video please!”
He laughed and assured me that he would not keep a copy.
“Don’t worry, Nina. Phone mo naman itong ginamit ko, whether you delete or keep it afterwards, nasa sa iyo na. Isa pa, hindi ka ba curious kung gaano ka ka-hot habang kinakantot ko?”
Looking at the video, masasabi ko ngang parang wala ako sa katinuan. Dito pa lang, pwede ko nang tanggihan pa si kuya. I could have stopped everything and not complicate things further. Pero hindi ko ito ginawa.
This was, I believe, the second time we had sex. After the first time noong minasahe nya ako, nakatulog ako dahil sa pagod. When I woke up, he was already caressing my body.
He licked my breasts and played with my nipples then kinain na naman nya ang keps ko. I woke up with my pussy on fire. I believed I had already cum once when he took this video.
He said, “Sarap mong sumubo kanina,” referring to the first sex where he tricked me into sucking his dick. But now here I was, but no tricks this time. I was willingly kneeling before him, taking his fat dick inside my mouth.
"Heh. sobrang nasabik ka sa burat ko ano?"
After he said that, I looked up and that's when I saw him filming me.
I didn’t realize he had my phone na pala. I was already sucking him when I looked up and saw him recording. That's how this video came about.
Ang nakakagalit, ay hindi ako nagpakita ng masyadong pagpalag man lang. Even with my husband, I’d get mad noong sinubukan nyang i-video ang pagtatalik namin. I told him I don’t want to end in someone’s laptop list of scandals. Mahirap na.
Yet here I was clearly allowing this person to videotape me as I gave him head.
In the background, naririnig ko ang bruskong boses ni kuya telling me to go deeper or lick his balls or use more tongue. Paiba-iba ang utos nya.
I obeyed him every single time, with little resistance, as if I was his slut.
Oo nga, I looked pretty much a slut when I stared at myself sucking him, lalo na kapag tumitingin ako straight sa lens ng camera habang subo-subo ang titi ni kuya, yung bibig ko talagang bukang buka dahil sa taba ng batuta nya.
The blowjob scene played on for several minutes. At the end, kuya placed the phone on the desk para malaya nang nakakagalaw ang mga kamay niya.
Naka-steady ang camera, ang anggulo ng kuha sa side namin ni kuya. Then, he grabbed my head and he tried to shove his dick deeper. I held on to his arms as I flailed from the lack of oxygen.
When he finally let me go, I was bending over and was gasping for air.
As I looked at this scene, my heart sank. I couldn’t believe this lewd woman was me. The ‘normal’ me would not allow myself to be used this way.
But before I could further digest the disgust I feel for myself, the scene escalated to kuya Gabo pushing me on my back harshly.
I heard him say, “gusto mong kantutin na kita, ****?” then he pushed two of his fingers into my pussy, rubbing the inside walls.
Napanganga ako at humalinghing, hinahawakan ang kamay nya para pigilan ang mabilis na pagkalikot nya sa puke ko.
“Ahhhh… Ahhhh… Ahhhhhhh… Ahhhhhh…” Ang ingay ng bawat ungol ko, nakakabingi.
After making sure that I was properly wet, he pushed my legs apart before rubbing his stiff dick on my clit.
“Ready?” He asked, pero hindi naman nito inantay ang sagot ko. He just shoved his dick in, kalahati lang muna, then urong ulit pagkatapos pasok, diin, atras, pasok, paulit-ulit hanggang sumagad na siya.
Nakita ko kung paano nanginig ang katawan ko nang pumasok na nang buo ang uten nya. I also saw my hands grabbing his legs in place as I writhe below him. Napakapit ako sa kanya.
“Kuya, h’wag ka munang gumalaw… please… Haaaaahhhh…”
It’s weird to see myself getting pleasured by another man besides my husband. But here is the video, a proof of this strange version of myself, so unfamiliar and unacceptable.
A flash of hot feeling invaded me as I watched the video, my crotch suddenly becoming so itchy. Unwittingly, I found my hand touching myself down there.
“Heh. Ang libog mo talagang babae ka,” nangungutyang sabi ni kuya sa video.
Pero nakinig naman sya at hindi gumalaw, ang pototoy niya nanatiling nakatarak lang sa kailaliman ng aking puke.
I suddenly recalled what happened here, like flash backs playing on my mind.
What happened was this. Hindi ako nakapaghanda sa biglang pagka-banat ng puke ko at this point. Yes, an hour or so ago before this, nakantot na nya ako, pero at that time, parang hilo ako sa bilis ng mga pangyayari.
But by this time, nakapag-isip na ako, nakaidlip na nga. I was well aware of what I was about to commit. When he started penetrating me, I was not looking at his dick at all because I was suddenly afraid and had this thought of backing out.
Then a couple of strokes, he suddenly shoved his dick so deep. Ang taba pa naman ng burat ni kuya. Naramdaman kong biglang parang nakuryente ako- parang maiihi na may kiliti. Basta yung sensasyon ng biglang pagbunggo ng ulo ng titi nya sa matris ko ay naghalo-halo ang hindi maipaliwanag na sarap.
Ang pakiramdam ko, at this time, kung biglang aararuhin nya ako ng hindi pa ako nakapag-adjust ay baka hindi ko makayanan. That’s why I held his legs firmly in place-- I was afraid of losing my mind.
I didn’t even realize na ang dami palang malalaswang salita ang binitawan nya sa akin.
As I watched it all happen again, as an onlooker this time, I had no words to express how slutty I was… and hot… and so wild.
I continued to watch the video in a daze.
“Gustong-gusto mo ang burat ko ha, Nina?” he continued to provoke me in the video. But I was just moaning and twisting my head, not saying anything.
“Siguradong after ngayong gabi, mas hahanap-hanapin mo na ang titi ko kaysa sa asawa mo. Grabe kang **** ka!”
And without pulling back, he swirled his butt, making me grip harder on his legs.
“AHHhhhhGGSsssttttmpppptttttttt……”
I was making weird noises as he grinded his hips in circular motion. My body shook and stiffened. Then I screamed at the top of my lungs, screamed like I didn’t care if I woke up the whole town.
I came within seconds the moment he penetrated me. It was insane just looking at how I convulsed by him merely dipping his dick inside me.
Kuya almost could not hold on to me as I wriggled fiercely below him. Pero malakas sya at kahit anong kisay ko, nanatiling nakatusok ang tarugo nya sa akin. Kaya siguro sobrang tindi ng orgasm ko this time.
Kuya Gabo had this wide smile as he marveled at my ecstatic state. It was a few seconds after that I came to my senses.
I remembered that I seem to pass out dahil nang mahimasmasan ako, I really had no recollection apart from him starting to penetrate me.
Now looking at the video, I didn’t pass out pala, I was merely so confused when I sobered up.
By this time, Kuya was starting to make slight hip thrusts na, but not fully fucking me yet.
“Ready ka na, Nina?” tanong nito.
I still looked out of sorts, but I managed to weakly nod my head. Then kuya made his move.
He pushed my legs further apart before shoving his fat dick in and out of my wet pussy. The bed creaked but it didn’t dampen the lewd sound of our lovemaking.
Nakikita ko na may puting likido na na kumakapit sa maitim na tarugo ni kuya kada atras nito. Katas ito galing sa pussy ko na nagpapadulas ng pagkakasugpong ng aming mga ari, making that loud slurping sound na parang may hinihigop.
Ang bilis ng pagbayo nya, nakikita ko na umaalog yung boobs ko sa lakas ng pag-galaw nya sa ibabaw ko. Pero hindi pa ito nakuntento at umiba sya ng posisyon.
He took one of my leg and put it on his shoulder while he trapped the other one in between his legs. My body was slightly turned sideways as he banged me with great speed.
Plok… Plok… Plok…
By this point I was just moaning and squirming underneath him, lalo na nang kinapa pa ng isang kamay niya ang pussy ko at kinalikot yung clit ko.
I screamed and begged him to slow down, but he didn’t. Instead, he tightly hugged my leg that’s on his shoulders and leaned forward. Sagad na sagad yung pasok ng titi nya sa puke ko, at yung anggulo ng bawat tira nya natatamaan yung sensitibong parte sa loob.
Napaliyad ako at nangisay, then grabbed his hand to stop it from rubbing my clit. I just can’t handle the double sensation of his cock hitting me deep and his fingers playing with my clit.
I thought I was about to go crazy na.
“No… Noo… Kuya… Hindi ko kaya ang ginagawa moh…. Shit… Bakit ang sarap? Haaaahhh… Haaaaahh…”
Mura, halinghing at ungol ang tanging maririnig sa bibig ko na halos nakanganga na lang. Then my body just jerked wildly like a string being pulled.
Then I came. Again. I came and came. Waves and waves of pleasure engulfed my trembling body. I held on to his hand and screamed.
“I’mmmmmmmm CummmmmmminGGGGGGGGGG!!!!! AHhhhhhhhhh…..”
While I reached orgasm, kuya Gabo didn’t stop fucking me. When the pleasure finally subsided, he slowed down and put my leg down.
We were back to missionary position again, but he was leaning his body towards me this time, his mouth on one of my breasts.
Sabi nya, “Hindi nga ako nagkamali nang una kitang makita na nakasuot ng maikling shorts. Alam ko na malibog ka talagang babae ka. Alam kong makakantot din kita. Hahaha. At ang seksi ng katawan mo ha, at itong boobs mo, ang lusog din. Ummmph..”
Nilalamas nya ang dalawa kong suso habang dinidilaan yung isa, paminsan-minsan sinisipsip nya at kinakagat-kagat yung nipples ko.
Palipat-lipat sya, one minute sa kanan then sa kaliwa naman. Kitang-kita sa video na sobrang tumigas yung utong ko, umusli na parang nanunuro.
“Ngayon lang ako nakatikim ng napaka-pink na utong, Nina. Parang teenager. Kahit araw-araw mo itong ihain sa akin, hinding-hindi ko ito pagsasawaan.”
Him playing with my boobs got me aroused again. As he was still connected with me, pasimple kong itinaas ang dalawa kong paa at inangkla sa baywang nya. I crossed my feet on his back, locking him in place.
I felt his cock hitting different parts of my pussy walls with this position, and it was so pleasurable. I let out a long moan. "Ummmmppppp........"
As he was still busy saying dirty words to me and not moving that much, I told him to get right back to fucking me.
“Shut up, kuya. Just fuck me na.” I wriggled my hips, egging him on to start pounding me.
“Heh,” he mumbled and then went on full fuck-boy mode. Para syang tinurukan ng adrenaline sa bilis ng pagkadyot nya.
Plok…plok…plok…plok…plokk…plokk... sunod sunod ang pinakawalan nyang pagbayo.
“T-angina mong **** ka. Ihuhulma ko itong uten ko sa puke mo, sige ka, hanggang ito na lang ang makasanayan mo. Ganito ba… ganito ba ang gusto mo ha?”
He repeatedly asked me this, while he pounded me without mercy.
I could only nod my head frantically, as I could no longer put words into my mouth. All the sound that’s coming to my mouth are deep moans and screeches.
Then he straightened his legs, yung daliri ng mga paa nya na lang ang nakatukod sa kama, supporting his body. With my legs tightly hugging his hips, when he leaned forward, umangat yung ****** ko at yung buong weight ng lower body nya nasa sa akin lahat.
Tuloy, talagang diretsong tarak na tarak yung matabang uten nya sa puke ko. I was so wet at this point, yung katas ko umagos na papuntang pwet ko. Yung ilan, tumatalsik pa kada ulos nya pababa.
Mula sa taas, walang tigil ng bayo si kuya at ramdam ko ang diin sa bawat pagpasok nya.
“kuya… kuya… kuya… h’wag kang tumigil… yes… yes… yess. yesss. More… harder… deeepppeeerrrrr… arghh”
Paulit-ulit na sabi ko sa kanya. And he never stopped. He pounded me, shoved his dick in and out with great momentum.
“Malapit na ako kuya… Malapit na… Shit… shit…”
“Gusto mo bang sa loob ko iputok, Nina?” Narinig kong sabi nya, in between his grunts. By his deep breaths, pihadong malapit na rin itong labasan.
“Noo, kuya… h’wag sa loob.”
“Okay.” Tumigil sya sandali at kinalag ang naka-angklang paa ko sa kanyang likuran. Then he placed both of my legs sa shoulders nya.
I bit my lips because I didn’t like that he momentarily stopped. But I get it. Kung nanatiling naka-angkla ang paa ko sa kanya, baka pag nag-orgasm ako ay hindi na magawang bunutin ni kuya ang uten nya.
But now with my legs on his shoulders, and him leaning forward. Ang lapit na nang mukha nya sa akin. I could almost hear his quickened heartbeat and his restrained breath.
Akala ko nga hahalikan nya ako. With how dazed I was at this point, ay baka magpatianod na lang ako. But he didn’t. He just stared straight at me and banged me hard.
I was twisting my head, enjoying the pleasure. The collision of our wet bodies is just so arousing at this point. And with his fat dick fully stuffing my pussy, I just couldn’t bear the stimulation and I reached my orgasm—once more.
“Ayan na, Kuyaaaaaa! Ahhhhh… Shittttt…”
Nanigas yung mga paa ko, at sobrang tumuwid ito, bago nangisay ang buong katawan ko. Ang sarap. Ang sarap. Halos mag-deliryo na ako sa sarap.
A second or so after, kuya Gabo groaned loudly and with swift movement, pulled his dick out of my trembling pussy. He then slid beside me, his dick just an inch away from my face.
I knew what was about to happen, and I didn’t like it. But I was too tired to move, or care. I stared as his dick dazedly, which is too fat, by how near it was to my face.
He grunted as he stroked his dick furiously. Then he buckled up and his semen flew out, wave after wave, drenching my face wet. Some of it went to my lips, which I kept closed. Some to my nose, and bit landed towards my left eye.
Fortunately, I managed to close my eyes; Otherwise, it would have stung me.
I smelled his sticky goo on my face, and it was pungent and hot, but it was not as disgusting as I imagined. I grimaced as I thought of my husband.
My husband has not done something like this because I forbid him. I thought it was too lewd for me. But here I was being showered with cum by another man.
I felt guilt wash over me as watched the entire episode. Lalo na nang makita kong napuno ng tamod ang mukha ko na parang isang pornstar.
Then I realized that I was rubbing my clit this whole time, a finger in fact was inside my pussy. What the actual fuck? I was so wet watching myself being violated, ravaged, and cummed all over.
I thought of my husband Bernie, and silently said sorry over and over again. How can I make up for this mistake? Could I even have that chance?
I realized that I missed him. Subconsciously, I dialed his number. I have thousands of things that I wanted to say to him. I wanted to apologize. I wanted to say that I love him. I wanted say that nothing has changed, more to assure myself than him.
But when the call got connected, I suddenly have no words to say. Strangely, my husband on the other line, was also silent.
The silence between us was maddening. I felt choked, because I was having this premonition that something was not right with him at the moment.
Mustering courage, I mumbled, “H-ello… B-babe?”
Then I heard his voice. I felt so relieved to hear his familiar and soothing voice, that I almost teared up again.
“Hmmm? Yes, Babe. M-miss me?” he said.
Holding my phone, I nodded vigorously even though he could not possibly see me.
“I miss you, Babe. I love you… I love you… I love you. W-hen are you coming back?” I was holding back my tears, but even I could tell how desperate I sounded.
