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Hi pipol, me again!
Continuation lang nung part 1.
So the night after ng booking, nagkachat kami ni Kish. Kamustahan kung nakauwi na siya, turns out nag-inuman sila ng friends niya and pagod daw siya. Natanong niya kung bakit daw ako ngiti ng ngiti when we’re together. Inamin ko, nagandahan talaga ako genuinely sa mata niya and how sweet she looks kapa lg nakatingin siya sakin. Almost 15 mins lang pala kaming nagtitigan, doing nothing. Nasabi ko rin na felt like hours yung moment na yun and anything that came after was just extra. Nasabi ko na I haven’t felt happy in a long while and she said naappreciate niya naman daw how sweet I am. Nashare niya rin na ako raw yung one of the few clients na mabait sa kanya, usually daw di siya sinisipot or iniiscam siya and nagrant siya kung gano talaga kahirap ang pagiging sex provider. I asked, respectfully, kailan siya nagstart and sabi niya she’s doing it for quite a while na since medyo malaki narin baby boy niya. Ang tanging nakakaalam lang ng side hustle niya is kapatid niyang lalaki and usually yun yung tumutulong sa kanya of things get bad. I felt bad and said I’m sorry to hear that and she didn’t mind sharing it since she felt daw na mabait naman daw ako. Anyways, during the convo lumabas ako kasi nakita ko sa socmed na may super moon daw and sent her a pic of it. Sabi ko labas siya and I hope she sees how beautiful the moon is. I think she liked it pero I wasn’t being romantic or anything, talagang nagustuhan ko lang siya kausap and sabi niya that’s what she felt with me too.
Humaba ang usapan and I feel like I’m getting to know the good and sweet girl she is. But then, she cleared to me na hindi pa siya ready to enter a relationship since she’s just fresh from a breakup a few months ago. And his ex, former client niya rin. Nakwento niya na niloko daw siya ng guy and found it really hard to trust anyone again. Focus muna daw siya in making money for her baby boy and binalaan niya ko na she can’t promise na marereciprocate niya kung ano mang ibibigay ko sa kanya. She also said na since ganon ang work niya, baka mahirapan akong magbuild ng feelings toward her. Medyo nadisappoint ako nung marinig ko yun pero I respect her decision and mentioned na 1 night palang naman kami nag-uusap. Natawa siya and nagsorry na napangunahan niya and I assured her na alam ko naman yung point niya. We’re both adults and I get it. I just said I really appreciate the convo and sobrang sarap niya kausap. Then maya maya the convo ended.
Days go by and unti unting nagkakamabutihan kami. And one night sinabi ko rin and naclear na I really like her. Pinaalala niya yung sabi niya nung first night na baka di niya mareciprocate yung feelings ko but… sabi niya na I was special daw sa kanya. She likes me too and sabi ko naman na okay lang na we take our time and babase ako sa pace na gusto niya. She liked the idea and I’m so happy sinabi niya yun. But then again, sumagi sa isip ko yung work niya and yung +1. Medyo napanghinaan ng loob pero inisip ko nalang na bahala na, kahit saan nalang siguro dalhin ng agos. I just like her lang naman, wala pang love. Love for me is very deep kasi and very overstatement naman siguro if sabihin kong mahal ko na siya in this small amount of time. Plus di ko pa alam real name niya or socmeds, all this time sa TG lang kami nag uusap. Hahaha sobrang hopeful romantic ko at the time *******.
Anyways, inaya ko na agad siya lumabas. Kain lang and talking, no big deal. She said she liked the idea and nagset kami na magmeet around 5pm sa SM Fairview since craving niya ramen. My treat naman and perfect kasi 4pm out ko sa work. Feel ko answerte ko and I forgot all about the red flags kasi this is the first time mamemeet ko siya ng walang libog na involved. I really wanna get to know this person and I really like her, that’s it.
Come around morning kinabukasan, chineck ko if G parin siya sa plan namin later in the day and sabi niya G daw. Tinanong ko if kamusta siya and what she’s doing. Sabi niya kakaout niya lang sa remote job niya and preparing pumunta SM Fairview para “magwork”. I knew what that meant and I got a sudden weird feeling sa stomach ko. Fuck… nalimutan ko yung other work niya and I felt sad. I just said okay, and left it at that. I genuinely hoped wala siyang mahanap na client kasi I really don’t know if kaya ko siyang siputin knowing na galing siya sa ibang lalaki. I really didn’t know what to do and just hoped for the best.
Come 4pm nagchat ako sa kanya, nakaout nako and maliligo nalang. Mind you this is a Friday and dayoff kinabukasan so I’m prepared kahit san man kami mapunta. Balak ko sana magrides kami and coffee sa city lights para mas humaba usapan. 4:30 walang reply. 5pm wala parin. Di ko alam why she won’t reply. 6pm wala parin and napagpasyahan ko na pabayaan nalang. I hung out with friends and kumain nalang kami at tumambay til 8pm. Pagkauwi ko nagcheck ako TG and nagchat siya around 7pm. Sabi niya sorry nakaligtaan niya yung meet namin kasi may inasikaso daw siya and sabi okay lang yun. In my head, nakatipid ako and I didn’t really push it. Nagreply agad siya and sabi niya matutulog na daw siya since super tiring ng araw, wala pa siyang tulog. We said goodnights and I understood naman. Then one super maling mistake na ginawa ko, since di ako napakali, chineck ko yung TG channel niya (usually may channels yung mga sex providers where they post mga legitimacy claims and client rates nila). Then I saw, 7pm nagpost siya ng review ng client niya. Nanlumo ako hahaha alam ko namang ganun yung nangyari pero wow, masakit parin. And that’s one of the many mistakes I did.
One more mistake is kinabukasan nun, nagchat siya sakin para mangutang ng 3k. May extra naman ako pero sinabi ko 1k lang mabibigay ko. Sobrang behind siya sa bills and okay lang naman sakin magbigay kahit na sobrang scam pakinggan based on our relationship (provider & client). And yun, aalis daw siya para maghanap ng client since need talaa ng pera. Sobrang crucial netong 1k for the future pero sa next part ko na ikwento. Sobrang haba na neto hahaha.
Thank you for reading and dugtungan ko when I have more time. COMMENT AND LIKE NALANG PARA GANAHAN.
Continuation lang nung part 1.
So the night after ng booking, nagkachat kami ni Kish. Kamustahan kung nakauwi na siya, turns out nag-inuman sila ng friends niya and pagod daw siya. Natanong niya kung bakit daw ako ngiti ng ngiti when we’re together. Inamin ko, nagandahan talaga ako genuinely sa mata niya and how sweet she looks kapa lg nakatingin siya sakin. Almost 15 mins lang pala kaming nagtitigan, doing nothing. Nasabi ko rin na felt like hours yung moment na yun and anything that came after was just extra. Nasabi ko na I haven’t felt happy in a long while and she said naappreciate niya naman daw how sweet I am. Nashare niya rin na ako raw yung one of the few clients na mabait sa kanya, usually daw di siya sinisipot or iniiscam siya and nagrant siya kung gano talaga kahirap ang pagiging sex provider. I asked, respectfully, kailan siya nagstart and sabi niya she’s doing it for quite a while na since medyo malaki narin baby boy niya. Ang tanging nakakaalam lang ng side hustle niya is kapatid niyang lalaki and usually yun yung tumutulong sa kanya of things get bad. I felt bad and said I’m sorry to hear that and she didn’t mind sharing it since she felt daw na mabait naman daw ako. Anyways, during the convo lumabas ako kasi nakita ko sa socmed na may super moon daw and sent her a pic of it. Sabi ko labas siya and I hope she sees how beautiful the moon is. I think she liked it pero I wasn’t being romantic or anything, talagang nagustuhan ko lang siya kausap and sabi niya that’s what she felt with me too.
Humaba ang usapan and I feel like I’m getting to know the good and sweet girl she is. But then, she cleared to me na hindi pa siya ready to enter a relationship since she’s just fresh from a breakup a few months ago. And his ex, former client niya rin. Nakwento niya na niloko daw siya ng guy and found it really hard to trust anyone again. Focus muna daw siya in making money for her baby boy and binalaan niya ko na she can’t promise na marereciprocate niya kung ano mang ibibigay ko sa kanya. She also said na since ganon ang work niya, baka mahirapan akong magbuild ng feelings toward her. Medyo nadisappoint ako nung marinig ko yun pero I respect her decision and mentioned na 1 night palang naman kami nag-uusap. Natawa siya and nagsorry na napangunahan niya and I assured her na alam ko naman yung point niya. We’re both adults and I get it. I just said I really appreciate the convo and sobrang sarap niya kausap. Then maya maya the convo ended.
Days go by and unti unting nagkakamabutihan kami. And one night sinabi ko rin and naclear na I really like her. Pinaalala niya yung sabi niya nung first night na baka di niya mareciprocate yung feelings ko but… sabi niya na I was special daw sa kanya. She likes me too and sabi ko naman na okay lang na we take our time and babase ako sa pace na gusto niya. She liked the idea and I’m so happy sinabi niya yun. But then again, sumagi sa isip ko yung work niya and yung +1. Medyo napanghinaan ng loob pero inisip ko nalang na bahala na, kahit saan nalang siguro dalhin ng agos. I just like her lang naman, wala pang love. Love for me is very deep kasi and very overstatement naman siguro if sabihin kong mahal ko na siya in this small amount of time. Plus di ko pa alam real name niya or socmeds, all this time sa TG lang kami nag uusap. Hahaha sobrang hopeful romantic ko at the time *******.
Anyways, inaya ko na agad siya lumabas. Kain lang and talking, no big deal. She said she liked the idea and nagset kami na magmeet around 5pm sa SM Fairview since craving niya ramen. My treat naman and perfect kasi 4pm out ko sa work. Feel ko answerte ko and I forgot all about the red flags kasi this is the first time mamemeet ko siya ng walang libog na involved. I really wanna get to know this person and I really like her, that’s it.
Come around morning kinabukasan, chineck ko if G parin siya sa plan namin later in the day and sabi niya G daw. Tinanong ko if kamusta siya and what she’s doing. Sabi niya kakaout niya lang sa remote job niya and preparing pumunta SM Fairview para “magwork”. I knew what that meant and I got a sudden weird feeling sa stomach ko. Fuck… nalimutan ko yung other work niya and I felt sad. I just said okay, and left it at that. I genuinely hoped wala siyang mahanap na client kasi I really don’t know if kaya ko siyang siputin knowing na galing siya sa ibang lalaki. I really didn’t know what to do and just hoped for the best.
Come 4pm nagchat ako sa kanya, nakaout nako and maliligo nalang. Mind you this is a Friday and dayoff kinabukasan so I’m prepared kahit san man kami mapunta. Balak ko sana magrides kami and coffee sa city lights para mas humaba usapan. 4:30 walang reply. 5pm wala parin. Di ko alam why she won’t reply. 6pm wala parin and napagpasyahan ko na pabayaan nalang. I hung out with friends and kumain nalang kami at tumambay til 8pm. Pagkauwi ko nagcheck ako TG and nagchat siya around 7pm. Sabi niya sorry nakaligtaan niya yung meet namin kasi may inasikaso daw siya and sabi okay lang yun. In my head, nakatipid ako and I didn’t really push it. Nagreply agad siya and sabi niya matutulog na daw siya since super tiring ng araw, wala pa siyang tulog. We said goodnights and I understood naman. Then one super maling mistake na ginawa ko, since di ako napakali, chineck ko yung TG channel niya (usually may channels yung mga sex providers where they post mga legitimacy claims and client rates nila). Then I saw, 7pm nagpost siya ng review ng client niya. Nanlumo ako hahaha alam ko namang ganun yung nangyari pero wow, masakit parin. And that’s one of the many mistakes I did.
One more mistake is kinabukasan nun, nagchat siya sakin para mangutang ng 3k. May extra naman ako pero sinabi ko 1k lang mabibigay ko. Sobrang behind siya sa bills and okay lang naman sakin magbigay kahit na sobrang scam pakinggan based on our relationship (provider & client). And yun, aalis daw siya para maghanap ng client since need talaa ng pera. Sobrang crucial netong 1k for the future pero sa next part ko na ikwento. Sobrang haba na neto hahaha.
Thank you for reading and dugtungan ko when I have more time. COMMENT AND LIKE NALANG PARA GANAHAN.