I started wearing thin tank tops habang walang bra, spent more time with him, regularly invited him to work out with me (na parang ako naman ang lalong naaattract LMAOOO), and became more touchy while still keeping things SFW. We got closer and closer, and feeling ko naman hindi na ako nag-iimagine lang na may tension between us.
Then dahil bumabagyo sa amin, wala kaming pasok. Halos kami lang tao sa buong apartment kasi hindi naman suspended ang work sa private companies. Nakatambay lang kami sa common area dahil brownout, nagkukwentuhan, hanggang sa somehow napunta yung usapan sa NSFW topics.
At one point, bigla kaming natahimik parehas and nagkatitigan lang.
Jusko, eye contact pa lang, di ko na kinaya mga teh
I think ako yung unang humalik sa kanya. He seemed genuinely shocked and reminded me na he's 13 years older than me. Hindi ko rin alam saan ko nakuha yung kapal ng mukha ko pero sinabi ko sa kanya na matagal ko na siyang gusto and I didn't really mind our age gap.
Ready na talaga ako mareject. Iniisip ko na rin kung gaano magiging awkward after, considering na tenant namin siya. Pero gulat si ante nang tanungin niya ako kung sure ba talaga ako.
Nagkatitigan lang ulit kami for a few minutes. Para na akong mahihimatay sa kaba bago niya ako tinanong kung okay lang ba na halikan niya ako.
Hindi na ako nakapag-antay, ako na naman unang humalik
From there, everything just escalated. After months of flirting, teasing, and pretending na wala lang yung tension between us, finally hindi na namin napigilan. He admitted na matagal na rin pala siyang attracted sa akin and had been trying not to act on it, habang ako naman pala tong ilang buwan nang obvious na obvious sa kanya.
Sobrang nakakakilig and nakakahiya at the same time kasi nasa common area pa rin kami. Literally, anyone could've walked in at any moment, pero somehow parang wala na kaming pakialam. I was so nervous pero at the same time, ang hirap umatras after finally knowing na mutual pala yung attraction.
We ended up getting intimate, and since first time ko, sobrang overwhelming ng buong experience. He was patient with me the entire time and kept reassuring and complimenting me, which honestly helped a lot kasi half the time kinakabahan ako sa ginagawa ko.
Judging from his reactions, mukhang hindi naman ako nag-fail sa pagiging first-timer.
Sobrang satisfying din marinig yung reactions niya, lalo na after months of wondering kung gusto niya rin ba talaga ako.
Akala ko rin aabot sa sex, pero wala siyang condom and literal na sobrang baha sa labas, kaya ayun, hanggang doon lang muna. Hay
Pero honestly, yung aftercare niya yung pinaka-cute. Sobrang gentleman after, 100/10. Nag-check pa siya kung okay ako and nagsorry pa for some of the things he said habang caught up kami sa moment.
SUPER CUTE HUHU.
Nabitan ako nang slight, not gonna lie, pero marami pa namang next time, I guess?
Then dahil bumabagyo sa amin, wala kaming pasok. Halos kami lang tao sa buong apartment kasi hindi naman suspended ang work sa private companies. Nakatambay lang kami sa common area dahil brownout, nagkukwentuhan, hanggang sa somehow napunta yung usapan sa NSFW topics.
At one point, bigla kaming natahimik parehas and nagkatitigan lang.
Jusko, eye contact pa lang, di ko na kinaya mga teh

I think ako yung unang humalik sa kanya. He seemed genuinely shocked and reminded me na he's 13 years older than me. Hindi ko rin alam saan ko nakuha yung kapal ng mukha ko pero sinabi ko sa kanya na matagal ko na siyang gusto and I didn't really mind our age gap.
Ready na talaga ako mareject. Iniisip ko na rin kung gaano magiging awkward after, considering na tenant namin siya. Pero gulat si ante nang tanungin niya ako kung sure ba talaga ako.
Nagkatitigan lang ulit kami for a few minutes. Para na akong mahihimatay sa kaba bago niya ako tinanong kung okay lang ba na halikan niya ako.
Hindi na ako nakapag-antay, ako na naman unang humalik

From there, everything just escalated. After months of flirting, teasing, and pretending na wala lang yung tension between us, finally hindi na namin napigilan. He admitted na matagal na rin pala siyang attracted sa akin and had been trying not to act on it, habang ako naman pala tong ilang buwan nang obvious na obvious sa kanya.

Sobrang nakakakilig and nakakahiya at the same time kasi nasa common area pa rin kami. Literally, anyone could've walked in at any moment, pero somehow parang wala na kaming pakialam. I was so nervous pero at the same time, ang hirap umatras after finally knowing na mutual pala yung attraction.
We ended up getting intimate, and since first time ko, sobrang overwhelming ng buong experience. He was patient with me the entire time and kept reassuring and complimenting me, which honestly helped a lot kasi half the time kinakabahan ako sa ginagawa ko.

Judging from his reactions, mukhang hindi naman ako nag-fail sa pagiging first-timer.
Sobrang satisfying din marinig yung reactions niya, lalo na after months of wondering kung gusto niya rin ba talaga ako.Akala ko rin aabot sa sex, pero wala siyang condom and literal na sobrang baha sa labas, kaya ayun, hanggang doon lang muna. Hay

Pero honestly, yung aftercare niya yung pinaka-cute. Sobrang gentleman after, 100/10. Nag-check pa siya kung okay ako and nagsorry pa for some of the things he said habang caught up kami sa moment.
SUPER CUTE HUHU.
Nabitan ako nang slight, not gonna lie, pero marami pa namang next time, I guess?
