NSFWMy ex broke up with me two months ago. The reason? Me. I know I played a big part in why our relationship fell apart, and I've been struggling to come to terms with it.
Before we got together, she was a virgin. I was her first everything. First bj, sex, and everything that you can think about. Her pussy was the tightest and cleanest. Pare sobrang kinis and pink na pink. Yung tipong pwede mong kainin hanggang pwet. Yung bj niya at first was mid pero naturuan ko siya to give the best blowjobs ever. Favorite ko na ginagawa niya yung kahit nilalabasan na ako tuloy tuloy padin siya sa pag blowjob.
Now, two months after the breakup, I’ve heard news that she has a fubu. Meanwhile, I feel like a cuck watching someone else have the place in her life that I once had.
The thought of someone else being intimate with her, knowing that I was her first, messes with my head more than I'd like to admit. Naiimagine ko kung paano siya hinahardfuck ngayon, tapos nanginginig legs niya sa sarap. Tapos puputukan siya sa muka, at malalasahan niya tamod ng iba.
I know I have no right to control her life anymore. She's my ex, and she's free to do whatever she wants. But that doesn't make these feelings any easier to deal with.
I guess I'm just struggling with the fact that I lost someone who used to be mine, knowing that I was also the reason things ended.
Before we got together, she was a virgin. I was her first everything. First bj, sex, and everything that you can think about. Her pussy was the tightest and cleanest. Pare sobrang kinis and pink na pink. Yung tipong pwede mong kainin hanggang pwet. Yung bj niya at first was mid pero naturuan ko siya to give the best blowjobs ever. Favorite ko na ginagawa niya yung kahit nilalabasan na ako tuloy tuloy padin siya sa pag blowjob.
Now, two months after the breakup, I’ve heard news that she has a fubu. Meanwhile, I feel like a cuck watching someone else have the place in her life that I once had.
The thought of someone else being intimate with her, knowing that I was her first, messes with my head more than I'd like to admit. Naiimagine ko kung paano siya hinahardfuck ngayon, tapos nanginginig legs niya sa sarap. Tapos puputukan siya sa muka, at malalasahan niya tamod ng iba.
I know I have no right to control her life anymore. She's my ex, and she's free to do whatever she wants. But that doesn't make these feelings any easier to deal with.
I guess I'm just struggling with the fact that I lost someone who used to be mine, knowing that I was also the reason things ended.