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odingoesgold25
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Hi! This is gonna be a summary.
I have been friends with this girl for 11 years, and for the first 7 years I had a crush on her, and she knew that—wala naman ako ineexpect kaya i was just chilling, showing her I want her. Pero I eventually moved on from her, and got interested in a different girl. Still talked to her and i thought na that was the end of my feelings for her.
Flash forward to a few weeks ago, she broke up with her boyfriend, and a day later my girlfriend broke up with me. Both of us somehow felt better without our exes, and we started talking more ulit.
Then she suddenly chatted me, asking me about my kinks, I was so surprised she asked pero I'm not one to refuse a conversation like this, with her of all people. We talked about my kinks and she had so many questions, and I felt na she was kinda too interested in the topic (like she had ulterior motives). I know her very well, kaya all my answers were targeted towards what I think she'd like.
And I thought na since she knows my kinks, I should know hers too. I asked "So what're your kinks?" And she replied with half of the things I mentioned before, pero kinda vanilla lang yung gusto nya.
After that, we had sprinkles of those kinds of questions during normal convos, na parang extra curiosities lang, "when you said you wanted to be fucked while you sleep, do you want to be fingered muna or do you want your pussy to be lickrd before ipasok?" Stuff like this.
She had taken over my mind with what I find out sa mga gusto nya. Started searching on the internet for tips and tricks about how to do better in bed kahit wala naman dahilan. I tried to bury it in my mind, pero wala eh, I really wanna fuck her.
We live far away from eachother, pero my family forced me na uuwi ako ng hometown ko this summer. And my mind started working on how I could get her. So I asked her if she wanted to drink at a bar pag uwi ko—she always asked me to come with her if ever iinom sya, di ko lang alam if joke or hindi, pero eto na yung chance para malaman.
Wala pa naman syang sinabi na oo o hindi, kaya still hoping. Pero nung iniisip ko, is it really worth it to fuck her? What if she gets awkward with me after and we grow apart? She's my best friend, and the person I have come to for 11 years of my life. I don't even know what I'd do if i lose her.
I have been friends with this girl for 11 years, and for the first 7 years I had a crush on her, and she knew that—wala naman ako ineexpect kaya i was just chilling, showing her I want her. Pero I eventually moved on from her, and got interested in a different girl. Still talked to her and i thought na that was the end of my feelings for her.
Flash forward to a few weeks ago, she broke up with her boyfriend, and a day later my girlfriend broke up with me. Both of us somehow felt better without our exes, and we started talking more ulit.
Then she suddenly chatted me, asking me about my kinks, I was so surprised she asked pero I'm not one to refuse a conversation like this, with her of all people. We talked about my kinks and she had so many questions, and I felt na she was kinda too interested in the topic (like she had ulterior motives). I know her very well, kaya all my answers were targeted towards what I think she'd like.
And I thought na since she knows my kinks, I should know hers too. I asked "So what're your kinks?" And she replied with half of the things I mentioned before, pero kinda vanilla lang yung gusto nya.
After that, we had sprinkles of those kinds of questions during normal convos, na parang extra curiosities lang, "when you said you wanted to be fucked while you sleep, do you want to be fingered muna or do you want your pussy to be lickrd before ipasok?" Stuff like this.
She had taken over my mind with what I find out sa mga gusto nya. Started searching on the internet for tips and tricks about how to do better in bed kahit wala naman dahilan. I tried to bury it in my mind, pero wala eh, I really wanna fuck her.
We live far away from eachother, pero my family forced me na uuwi ako ng hometown ko this summer. And my mind started working on how I could get her. So I asked her if she wanted to drink at a bar pag uwi ko—she always asked me to come with her if ever iinom sya, di ko lang alam if joke or hindi, pero eto na yung chance para malaman.
Wala pa naman syang sinabi na oo o hindi, kaya still hoping. Pero nung iniisip ko, is it really worth it to fuck her? What if she gets awkward with me after and we grow apart? She's my best friend, and the person I have come to for 11 years of my life. I don't even know what I'd do if i lose her.
