NSFWGroper Confessions Pt 1
Trigger warning: Public groping. Possible act of lasciviousness.
Disclaimers: I do not encourage anyone in any way to grope someone without their consent. Sexual assault/Acts of lasciviousness is a crime.
The stories that I will be sharing in this series happened several years ago. What I did was wrong and I will never defend what I did nor try to justify them.
Story time: This happened about 10 yrs ago. I am a BPO employee so alam nyo na buhay BPO: trabaho sa gabi, walwal sa umaga. After one drinking session with my workfriends, I found myself in 711 malapit sa StarMall alabang. I was drinking calamansi soda and eating siopao para humulas yung amats before I go home.
Biglang may pumasok na girl, I think she's in her early twenties. She's cute. Dora hair-do, Chinita, with light fair complexion. About 5" tall, big boobs and big ass. She was wearing glasses, with green V neck tshirt, and short shorts. Obviously, I was checking on her the entire time until she stepped out of the store. Lets call her Gina (A made up name ofcourse).
I finished eating, so I decided na sumakay na sa bus na naghihintay sa harap mismo ng 711. (Byaheng Monumento/Malinta/Malanday) So pag sakay ko ng bus, almost full na so I was scanning for an available seat.
Lo and behold, there was Gina. Nakaupo sya sa pang tatluhan na upuan sa bus. May elderly man na nakaupo sa window side, so nasa middle si Gina at nasa aisle yung vacant na upuan. So syempre nung nakita ko, agad ako lumapit para dun umupo. Gina was leaning forward. Naka tukod mga siko nya sa knees nya while fidgetting on her phone so kitang kita ko yung cleavage nya habang papalapit ako. I sat beside her and sya naman patay malisya at busy sa katext nya. Eto pa yung panahon ng mga basic phones.
I was so conscious kasi alam kong amoy alak at yosi ako so I was giving her the little space that I could, at hindi nakatulong na medyo bulky yung dala kong varsity bag. (We were planning to play basketball kaya naka varsity bag ako,pero nauwi lang sa inuman). Dahil galing sa trabaho at nakainom, unti unti ako naka idlip habang nag hihintay pa ng pasahero yung bus.
When the bus started moving, naalimpungatan ako. Wala nang masyadong sumakay so konti lang mga nakatayo sa gitna.
While the bus was moving, napansin ko naka same position padin si Gina. Leaning forward, naka tukod siko nya sa mga tuhod nya while on her phone. Because of her sitting position, nakikita ko dumidikit yung bag ko sa gilid ng boob nya, everytime na magssway kami dahil sa movement ng bus.
I pulled my bag a little bit away from her kasi baka nasisikipan sya or nasasaktan. Naka sandal ako kasi nga I was tired and I can see na kahit hinihila ko yung bag ko papalayo kay Gina, dumidikit padin talaga yung bag ko sa gilid ng boob nya dahil sa movement ng bus and mukhang sobrang unbothered naman sya dahil busy sya sa phone nya.
This is when I felt the urge.
Dahil nakita ko na wala syang pake na dumidikit bag ko sa gilid ng boob nya, so I placed my hand sa part ng bag ko na tumatama sa boob nya. So naka patong yung kamay ko sa dulo ng bag ko, and I made sure to position my hand in a way na mukhang pinipigilan ko yung bag na madikit sa kanya. I closed my eyes to pretend na natutulog ako, and nararamdaman ko na sa dulo ng fingers ko yung boob nya.
I was expecting for her to cover her sideboob with her arm pero wala talaga sya pake. She was so busy with her textmates.
At this point, naisipan ko to take it a little further to see if she will cover her sideboob from my hand. Nilapit ko pa ng konti yung hand ko and this time naka "L" shape yung finger and thumb ko habang dumidikit sa sideboob nya. I still make sure na mukhang sa bag ako nakahawak at dumidikit lang sa boob nya by "accident".
Wala padin sya pakelam.
I was planning to stop, and remove my hand away from my bag the moment she covers her sideboob pero it went on for a good 5-10 mins. Hindi talaga sya nagpalit ng position at wala talaga sya pake.Tuloy padin sya sa pagtetext.
Sobrang tinitigasan na ko kasi nag hahalo yung libog, excitement kung ano mangyayari,at yung takot na baka masampal ako,mabugbog at worse makulong.
So I was pushing my luck. This time, I made it a little obvious na to her na hindi na "accident" yung pagdikit ng kamay ko sa sideboob nya. Kung nung una sumasabay lang pagdikit ng kamay ko sa movement ng bus, this time, I permanently planted the side of my hand sa sideboob nya. I was no longer pretending to be asleep, and I was waiting for a reaction from her.
Wala padin reaction from Gina. I was rockhard na and I can feel my precum dripping.
I pushed it a little further. This time hindi lang basta nakadikit side ng hand ko sa sideboob nya. Halos nakahawak na yung buong kamay ko sa boob nya pero hindi padin nya pinapansin.
I started moving my thumb in a circular motion, habang nakatingin ako sakanya to see if magrereact sya sa ginagawa ko. Still naka smile padin sya sa cellphone nya while texting.
This went on for about 5 mins. Walang pag palag si Gina. This is when I decided na hawakan na yung boob nya completely. I'm still scared na baka bigla ako masampal or baka sumigaw sya so dinahan dahan ko. I gently placed my whole palm on her sideboob. I positioned my hand in a way na medyo sa bag ko padin nakapatong pero kung ikaw si Gina, it should be obvious na hinihipuan ka na.
It went on for a few more minutes and I made it more obvious to her na minamanyak ko na sya. But still no reaction from her. She didnt even change her position to cover her sideboob or move away.
Since wala syang reaction, mas lalo lumakas loob ko and mas lalo ako na excite at namamanhid na si junjun sa tigas.
This time, I was gently massaging her boob na, while watching her for any reaction. It was so soft and hard at the same time. Alam mo yung suso ng dalaga? ganung ganun yung pakiramdam. Malambot with just the right amount of hardness, which made me even more hard.
While doing this, pasimple kong sinisilip yung text nya kasi baka nagsusumbong na pala at aabangan na ako pagbaba or whatever. Patay malisya lang si Gina while texting with her friends. Hindi pa uso Group chat kaya isa isa nya nirereplyan mga friends nya.
From gentle massage, medyo dumidiin na pag squeeze ko ng boob nya, and nakalapat na talaga yung kamay ko with circular motion ng pag massage.
Medyo traffic kaya mabagal ang usad ng byahe. Around Taguig, madaming mga bumabang pasahero, including yung elderly na nakaupo sa window side.
I moved a little bit away from her and inangle ko ung tuhod ko to her opposite to give way dun sa matanda, and I also waited to see kung aalis na din ba sya or lilipat sya ng upuan.
She neither did both.
This is the first time na nagpalit ng position si Gina. Umusad sya sa window side and she leaned back while medyo naka angle na sya facing the window, so she slightly had her back from me.
I checked muna yung ibang mga pasahero sa likod, sa side, at sa harap namin to make sure na walang nakakakita sa kamanyakan ko, then dumikit ako uli kay Gina.
Nung dumikit ako sa kanya, she changed her position from slightly facing the window, to facing the front seat. So if you look at us, para kaming magkasama or magkakilala kasi I was angled towards her, tapos sya naman nakaharap lang habang nag se cellphone.
I looked at her face and naka smile padin sya while on her phone.
Dahil malakas na loob ko at wala nang tao sa likod at gilid namin, I whispered to her pero ung whisper na dumadampi na yung lips ko sa ears nya. I asked "Ano oras na?" She then moved her left wrist to me to show the time on her wristwatch. Akala ko sasapukin na ako. So hinawakan ko ung wrist nya gently kunyari tinitignan ko yung time, then I hinaplos ko from her wrist to her arm papunta sa balikat. Again, walang reaction. Hinahaplos ko yung braso nya, while I deliberately hitting her boob. Since hindi padin sya pumapalag and walang reaction, chineck ko muna paligid, then I went on to touch both of her boobs na.
Kung kanina panay right boob lang hinahawakan ko, now kaliwat kanan na yung hinihimas ko pero gently naman. Sobrang sarap sa kamay ng mga dede ni Gina. While doing this, tinitignan ko yung face nya at patay malisya sya na parang walang nangyayari.
Bumulong uli ako sakanya ng "saan ka bababa?" Sumagot sya ng "sa megamall" without looking at me. I gently kissed her neck while gently massaging her boobs. Wala padin reaction si Gina at patuloy padin sa pagtetext.
Dahil sobrang gigil na si junjun ko, sinubukan ko ipa hawak sakanya by taking her hand pero tinigasan nya yung arm nya which is a sign of resistance so binitiwan ko agad arm nya.
Balik kamay ko sa boobs ni Gina and dahil sobrang nakadikit ako saknya na parang jowa, kitang kita ko yung cleavage nya habang nilalamas ko dede nya. She was wearing V neck so naisip ko ipasok kamay ko sa loob ng tshirt nya. Again wala padin palag si Gina. I was fondling her boobs sa loob ng shirt pero sa labas lang ng bra nung una. Gigil na gigil na ko so pinasok ko yung kamay ko sa loob ng bra nya and I played with her tiny nipples.
Tinitignan ko kung magrereact ba sya pero wala padin syang pake pero nararamdaman kong ang init na ng katawan ni Gina kahit tutok aircon ng bus.
Nung naramdaman kong mainit na sya, I checked again kung may nakakakita ba samin, and after making sure na wala, ibinaba ko yung vneck at bra ni Gina at inilabas yung isa nyang utong.
Maliit at light brown yung nipple ni Gina and halos sumabog na si junjun ko at the sight of her nipple. I gently sucked it and nilaro ng dila while nilalamas yung isa nyang dede.
I was intermittently looking at her face and the surrounding to make sure na hindi sya umiiyak or asking for help or kung may nakakakita ba samin.
I was also thinking "What if ayain ko sya bumaba sa pinakamalapit na motel, papayag kaya sya?"
Then it hit me.
para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig at paulit ulit sa isip ko yung term na "papayag kaya sya?"
I realized, kahit "wala syang pake". I never did once asked her if payag ba sya sa ginagawa ko.
I stopped what I was doing to her. Inayos ko yung pagkaka suot ng bra nya, and inayos ko din t shirt nya. Umayos din ng pagkaka upo si Gina while still looking at her phone.
Without saying anything, bumaba ako sa Boni station, kahit sa malinta pa dapat ako. Just 1 station away kung san bababa si Gina.
Habang naglalakad papuntang MRT station, hindi mawala sa isip ko yung ginawa ko kay Gina.
What if she was just freezing and didnt know how to react kaya akala ko wala syang pake?
What if hindi nya gusto yung nangyayari and felt so powerless?
Nawala antok,amats, at libog ko dahil sa sobrang guilt.
I had a post nut clarity without even nutting.
I never shared this to anyone and it feels good na nai kwento ko din after so many years.
Gina kung nandito ka man. I really apologize for what I did. It was wrong that I did not ask for your consent.
Trigger warning: Public groping. Possible act of lasciviousness.
Disclaimers: I do not encourage anyone in any way to grope someone without their consent. Sexual assault/Acts of lasciviousness is a crime.
The stories that I will be sharing in this series happened several years ago. What I did was wrong and I will never defend what I did nor try to justify them.
Story time: This happened about 10 yrs ago. I am a BPO employee so alam nyo na buhay BPO: trabaho sa gabi, walwal sa umaga. After one drinking session with my workfriends, I found myself in 711 malapit sa StarMall alabang. I was drinking calamansi soda and eating siopao para humulas yung amats before I go home.
Biglang may pumasok na girl, I think she's in her early twenties. She's cute. Dora hair-do, Chinita, with light fair complexion. About 5" tall, big boobs and big ass. She was wearing glasses, with green V neck tshirt, and short shorts. Obviously, I was checking on her the entire time until she stepped out of the store. Lets call her Gina (A made up name ofcourse).
I finished eating, so I decided na sumakay na sa bus na naghihintay sa harap mismo ng 711. (Byaheng Monumento/Malinta/Malanday) So pag sakay ko ng bus, almost full na so I was scanning for an available seat.
Lo and behold, there was Gina. Nakaupo sya sa pang tatluhan na upuan sa bus. May elderly man na nakaupo sa window side, so nasa middle si Gina at nasa aisle yung vacant na upuan. So syempre nung nakita ko, agad ako lumapit para dun umupo. Gina was leaning forward. Naka tukod mga siko nya sa knees nya while fidgetting on her phone so kitang kita ko yung cleavage nya habang papalapit ako. I sat beside her and sya naman patay malisya at busy sa katext nya. Eto pa yung panahon ng mga basic phones.
I was so conscious kasi alam kong amoy alak at yosi ako so I was giving her the little space that I could, at hindi nakatulong na medyo bulky yung dala kong varsity bag. (We were planning to play basketball kaya naka varsity bag ako,pero nauwi lang sa inuman). Dahil galing sa trabaho at nakainom, unti unti ako naka idlip habang nag hihintay pa ng pasahero yung bus.
When the bus started moving, naalimpungatan ako. Wala nang masyadong sumakay so konti lang mga nakatayo sa gitna.
While the bus was moving, napansin ko naka same position padin si Gina. Leaning forward, naka tukod siko nya sa mga tuhod nya while on her phone. Because of her sitting position, nakikita ko dumidikit yung bag ko sa gilid ng boob nya, everytime na magssway kami dahil sa movement ng bus.
I pulled my bag a little bit away from her kasi baka nasisikipan sya or nasasaktan. Naka sandal ako kasi nga I was tired and I can see na kahit hinihila ko yung bag ko papalayo kay Gina, dumidikit padin talaga yung bag ko sa gilid ng boob nya dahil sa movement ng bus and mukhang sobrang unbothered naman sya dahil busy sya sa phone nya.
This is when I felt the urge.
Dahil nakita ko na wala syang pake na dumidikit bag ko sa gilid ng boob nya, so I placed my hand sa part ng bag ko na tumatama sa boob nya. So naka patong yung kamay ko sa dulo ng bag ko, and I made sure to position my hand in a way na mukhang pinipigilan ko yung bag na madikit sa kanya. I closed my eyes to pretend na natutulog ako, and nararamdaman ko na sa dulo ng fingers ko yung boob nya.
I was expecting for her to cover her sideboob with her arm pero wala talaga sya pake. She was so busy with her textmates.
At this point, naisipan ko to take it a little further to see if she will cover her sideboob from my hand. Nilapit ko pa ng konti yung hand ko and this time naka "L" shape yung finger and thumb ko habang dumidikit sa sideboob nya. I still make sure na mukhang sa bag ako nakahawak at dumidikit lang sa boob nya by "accident".
Wala padin sya pakelam.
I was planning to stop, and remove my hand away from my bag the moment she covers her sideboob pero it went on for a good 5-10 mins. Hindi talaga sya nagpalit ng position at wala talaga sya pake.Tuloy padin sya sa pagtetext.
Sobrang tinitigasan na ko kasi nag hahalo yung libog, excitement kung ano mangyayari,at yung takot na baka masampal ako,mabugbog at worse makulong.
So I was pushing my luck. This time, I made it a little obvious na to her na hindi na "accident" yung pagdikit ng kamay ko sa sideboob nya. Kung nung una sumasabay lang pagdikit ng kamay ko sa movement ng bus, this time, I permanently planted the side of my hand sa sideboob nya. I was no longer pretending to be asleep, and I was waiting for a reaction from her.
Wala padin reaction from Gina. I was rockhard na and I can feel my precum dripping.
I pushed it a little further. This time hindi lang basta nakadikit side ng hand ko sa sideboob nya. Halos nakahawak na yung buong kamay ko sa boob nya pero hindi padin nya pinapansin.
I started moving my thumb in a circular motion, habang nakatingin ako sakanya to see if magrereact sya sa ginagawa ko. Still naka smile padin sya sa cellphone nya while texting.
This went on for about 5 mins. Walang pag palag si Gina. This is when I decided na hawakan na yung boob nya completely. I'm still scared na baka bigla ako masampal or baka sumigaw sya so dinahan dahan ko. I gently placed my whole palm on her sideboob. I positioned my hand in a way na medyo sa bag ko padin nakapatong pero kung ikaw si Gina, it should be obvious na hinihipuan ka na.
It went on for a few more minutes and I made it more obvious to her na minamanyak ko na sya. But still no reaction from her. She didnt even change her position to cover her sideboob or move away.
Since wala syang reaction, mas lalo lumakas loob ko and mas lalo ako na excite at namamanhid na si junjun sa tigas.
This time, I was gently massaging her boob na, while watching her for any reaction. It was so soft and hard at the same time. Alam mo yung suso ng dalaga? ganung ganun yung pakiramdam. Malambot with just the right amount of hardness, which made me even more hard.
While doing this, pasimple kong sinisilip yung text nya kasi baka nagsusumbong na pala at aabangan na ako pagbaba or whatever. Patay malisya lang si Gina while texting with her friends. Hindi pa uso Group chat kaya isa isa nya nirereplyan mga friends nya.
From gentle massage, medyo dumidiin na pag squeeze ko ng boob nya, and nakalapat na talaga yung kamay ko with circular motion ng pag massage.
Medyo traffic kaya mabagal ang usad ng byahe. Around Taguig, madaming mga bumabang pasahero, including yung elderly na nakaupo sa window side.
I moved a little bit away from her and inangle ko ung tuhod ko to her opposite to give way dun sa matanda, and I also waited to see kung aalis na din ba sya or lilipat sya ng upuan.
She neither did both.
This is the first time na nagpalit ng position si Gina. Umusad sya sa window side and she leaned back while medyo naka angle na sya facing the window, so she slightly had her back from me.
I checked muna yung ibang mga pasahero sa likod, sa side, at sa harap namin to make sure na walang nakakakita sa kamanyakan ko, then dumikit ako uli kay Gina.
Nung dumikit ako sa kanya, she changed her position from slightly facing the window, to facing the front seat. So if you look at us, para kaming magkasama or magkakilala kasi I was angled towards her, tapos sya naman nakaharap lang habang nag se cellphone.
I looked at her face and naka smile padin sya while on her phone.
Dahil malakas na loob ko at wala nang tao sa likod at gilid namin, I whispered to her pero ung whisper na dumadampi na yung lips ko sa ears nya. I asked "Ano oras na?" She then moved her left wrist to me to show the time on her wristwatch. Akala ko sasapukin na ako. So hinawakan ko ung wrist nya gently kunyari tinitignan ko yung time, then I hinaplos ko from her wrist to her arm papunta sa balikat. Again, walang reaction. Hinahaplos ko yung braso nya, while I deliberately hitting her boob. Since hindi padin sya pumapalag and walang reaction, chineck ko muna paligid, then I went on to touch both of her boobs na.
Kung kanina panay right boob lang hinahawakan ko, now kaliwat kanan na yung hinihimas ko pero gently naman. Sobrang sarap sa kamay ng mga dede ni Gina. While doing this, tinitignan ko yung face nya at patay malisya sya na parang walang nangyayari.
Bumulong uli ako sakanya ng "saan ka bababa?" Sumagot sya ng "sa megamall" without looking at me. I gently kissed her neck while gently massaging her boobs. Wala padin reaction si Gina at patuloy padin sa pagtetext.
Dahil sobrang gigil na si junjun ko, sinubukan ko ipa hawak sakanya by taking her hand pero tinigasan nya yung arm nya which is a sign of resistance so binitiwan ko agad arm nya.
Balik kamay ko sa boobs ni Gina and dahil sobrang nakadikit ako saknya na parang jowa, kitang kita ko yung cleavage nya habang nilalamas ko dede nya. She was wearing V neck so naisip ko ipasok kamay ko sa loob ng tshirt nya. Again wala padin palag si Gina. I was fondling her boobs sa loob ng shirt pero sa labas lang ng bra nung una. Gigil na gigil na ko so pinasok ko yung kamay ko sa loob ng bra nya and I played with her tiny nipples.
Tinitignan ko kung magrereact ba sya pero wala padin syang pake pero nararamdaman kong ang init na ng katawan ni Gina kahit tutok aircon ng bus.
Nung naramdaman kong mainit na sya, I checked again kung may nakakakita ba samin, and after making sure na wala, ibinaba ko yung vneck at bra ni Gina at inilabas yung isa nyang utong.
Maliit at light brown yung nipple ni Gina and halos sumabog na si junjun ko at the sight of her nipple. I gently sucked it and nilaro ng dila while nilalamas yung isa nyang dede.
I was intermittently looking at her face and the surrounding to make sure na hindi sya umiiyak or asking for help or kung may nakakakita ba samin.
I was also thinking "What if ayain ko sya bumaba sa pinakamalapit na motel, papayag kaya sya?"
Then it hit me.
para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig at paulit ulit sa isip ko yung term na "papayag kaya sya?"
I realized, kahit "wala syang pake". I never did once asked her if payag ba sya sa ginagawa ko.
I stopped what I was doing to her. Inayos ko yung pagkaka suot ng bra nya, and inayos ko din t shirt nya. Umayos din ng pagkaka upo si Gina while still looking at her phone.
Without saying anything, bumaba ako sa Boni station, kahit sa malinta pa dapat ako. Just 1 station away kung san bababa si Gina.
Habang naglalakad papuntang MRT station, hindi mawala sa isip ko yung ginawa ko kay Gina.
What if she was just freezing and didnt know how to react kaya akala ko wala syang pake?
What if hindi nya gusto yung nangyayari and felt so powerless?
Nawala antok,amats, at libog ko dahil sa sobrang guilt.
I had a post nut clarity without even nutting.
I never shared this to anyone and it feels good na nai kwento ko din after so many years.
Gina kung nandito ka man. I really apologize for what I did. It was wrong that I did not ask for your consent.
