NSFWSo throw away account lang hahaha dahil baka malaman ng bf ko of this hoe phase of mine. Im a lurker here for quite some time na and I thought maybe I should share this story of mine since it's always what I think about if sobrang libog ko na hahaha
Anyways this was way back in my college days, I think I was 22 then. I had my first bf back then and grabe, I was really into sex. Both of us had sex a lot. I was really into it, and I don't know why (maybe other girls can explain what happened? Hahaha) But like most starting relationships, we eventually broke up and I was left kind of devastated by it but moved on nalang dahil I thought that it kind of opened a new world for me.
I had to move to Cebu and study there in a university in the mountains. (Those who knows, knows hehehe) the language barrier was real and I couldn't speak bisaya until later on in my time there.
During that time, I looked more towards into the future, na where I can meet guy(s) who I can love and be sexually compatible with. And well I thought of maybe I can fuck around, since single naman ako.
Nakooo mga beshie this is where I was wrong. Hindi ako nadiligan for two years believe it or not. Despite having guy friends na who were at some point willing but backed out the last second. Fvck talaga.
I was so horny back then and no one wanted me. It was in the 2nd year i realized na I won't have a chance with someone in my circle cause everyone was in a relationship na except for me.
So i tried tinder bumble and all pero wala pa rin eh. Partly because I was kinda scared and partly because I was freaked on my first try ( I was Catfished, bad experience talaga)
I was getting desperate, and I don't know if na experience ng other girls here that fingers are no longer enough hahaha. As in, I was in that time of my life that I was willing to fck anyone who's willing, but shet i wasnt being seen for some reason.
(I'm starting to think na I'm making all of these excuses just for the sluttiness I'm about to do later in this story hahaha. Hindsight is always 20/20 I guess)
I don't know but I'm a pretty tall girl kase, like 5'10, and kind of tall, but have thick curves (I think) and modest boobs. I didn't have a model figure but I do a bit of amateur volleyball sa subdivision namin so a bit of an athletic figure (?) but the point I'm trying to get across is that besh, I think I'm good looking at least HAHAHAHA and I have no idea why no one wanted me back then. I don't have a confidence issue but like di ko naman din gusto na maging desperate in front of people.
It was at nearly the end of that year that I devised a plan, to search for a guy na who's not getting much action as me and manipulate him to fvck me. Hahaha parang villain noh?
Anyways I looked around and I decided that I should look for a guy older than me since every guy I know same age as me had a relationship na. And I didn't really want it to come out in school na I was being a slut. I had also a bit of old man kink back then, something about old men fantasizing about me that turned me on hehehe.
There was already a guy in mind. Si Kuya Boy (I know redundant af, but that's what he's called). He was the maintenance/ janitor guy in our building. He was shorter than me (I didn't know height but he was up to my chest lang if I stand next to him) had a beer belly and balding spot and kind of chinito. Not handsome at all since he was probably late 40s back then and let me tell you, siya ang guy that looks like he's not getting enough action. But that was the goal, to find a guy desperate as me. Sorry to misjudge hahaha
I decided it to be him since he looked kind and reminded me of my dad a bit (I know I have daddy issues hahaha) so meron ng trust from there. He was also like the bare minimum in my list so i think it was going to be easy (?) Plus, I would see him clean our room after the 9pm class so it was easy to start a convo with him if ever.
So I decided that it would be easy to get laid with this guy, even if just for once lang. I needed dck and frankly I was kind of scared I wasn't going to get it.
I planned na I should get to know him first and talk to him muna. The language barrier was there but Cebuano people knew how to speak Tagalog naman din so we were able to communicate properly.
He talked about his children who were nearly the same age as I am (he's older than I thought) and well a wife (obviously). And fvck that was a near turn off na talaga. I didn't want it na, but I was already two months into it and shit I had to start again if ever. We were kind of close na and I can say that Kuya Boy was kind of giving me the looks, that I was looking for quite some time na. Nung parang ini-x-ray vision ako hahaha some guys gave me that look before but not as much as kuya hahaha
I don't condone cheating and I'm sorry talaga guys, but for some reason I needed to keep going.
By like the third month i decided to ask him out drinking. May place near the university, behind a gas station, that my friends and I chill and drink all the time. Kuya knew about the place and said yes.
But he was surprised na kaming dalawa lang when we got there. We found a secluded area since I didn't want people to notice us then.
I bought us a few beers and we loosened up. I talked about school and stuff and he listened intently to me (as well as he can dahil l can see him getting a bit tipsy na). It was kind of nice dahil merong aura around us na we knew each other for a long time na.
Then the landian came. I started talking about naughty stuff, and he seemed shy at first but he talked about his experiences naman din. I didn't have much compared to him and his stories kind of made me wet. And then the question was asked.
"Gusto mo ba akong tirahin?" i muttered not knowing bakit yun nung choice of words coming out of my mouth. I was tipsy na and I felt my cheeks flaring up when I said it. It seemed naughty and right so I went for it hahahaha.
I remember that there was kind of an awkward silence, and Kuya Boy was kind of shocked when he heard it. But he smiled and said "Sige ba."
I was kind of shocked with his reply but I told him na hindi muna that night since I wanted to prepare and he was fine with it. We sched na to meet Friday that week 8pm in a motel we knew.
The day came and I decided that I would buy the stuff we needed for the night. I bought one box of condoms (nung durex and I would realize later that it was a big mistake to just have one) and a small pack of lube. I realized na we might not need it but better to be prepared nalang. I shaved nalang din just because. Hahaha but gosh I didn't realize that I was underprepared.
Night came and I decided to go to the room nalang first before him because I was kind of ashamed if people saw us together. I was wearing a black cocktail dress and there my stomach was churning because of my anxiety. It wasn't me to do something like that but the itch was there na talaga and I said to myself that I would be fine after one round with kuya. He was the only guy that I came this far to having sex with in more than two years! I needed to get diligan na and I just powered on hahahaha Plus I knew that he wouldn't talk about it, he wasn't that kind of guy, and that made me feel a bit better.
So yun nga I stayed until the door opened and I saw Kuya Boy with his kind of oversized polo shirt and some flowers (wow ha). It was kind of awkward when he gave me flowers and a hug. We decided to talk a bit to loosen up the awkwardness but gosh, parang na worsen siya hahaha. No more alcohol in the system and he didn't look that appetizing at all hahaha no offense. I decided to almost back down but kuya started to make moves na hahaha so i was kind of like why not?
He then asked me if he want to sit next to the bed with me and I gave him a nod while i tuck my long hair behind my ears (hihihi). To be honest, I didn't expect anything then. We talked more and I don't know what we talked about that led to us to molmol right there and then.
Here comes the juicy deets. So like the way we kissed was messy. I didn't know how to kiss na I guess since once again no action for two years na, and Kuya was eager to tongue me hard. As in, he was wrestling my tongue and there was kind of saliva everywhere hahaha it was kinda hot kay it showed me how much he wanted me.
Then he started to cup my tits (he didn't even ask! Hahahaha) and before I knew it he was rubbing my pussy na. Shet it felt electrifying then. But kind of violating cause kuya was a bit too eager hahahaha
He pulled the strings of my dress to the side and exposed my tits and I remember most of the sex vividly kay let me tell you it was the best of my life and I didn't anticipate it at all from something like him. Yes we would end up fucking each other like rabbits.
Anyways he started to suck on my tits hard. As in hard, to the point na sumakit nung nipples ko next day but fuck that made so wet talaga hahaha he alternated from my nipples to mouth and fck it was so hot na that I forgot all about how unappetizing he looked earlier. He rubbed my clit and I think I came from that while I still have my clothes on.
I told him na ready na ako and shit I think I had the trashy and horny look then because I wasn't myself na. He unzipped his pants and Oh My God. Galit na galit nung dck niya beshies. And fck it was huge. It was veiny too with a birthmark on the head. It wasnt super girthy but parang BBC siya I swearhahaha I didn't expect him to be like that big. I realized now that's why maybe he had like three children. Parang made for breeding nung cock niya (Hahhaa sorry breeding link) Fck thinking about this is making me wet hahaha. Sorry bf hahaha.
Anyways i was in shock and but turned on about how hard it was. I rubbed it with my hand and let me tell you I needed two hands to fully grasp it, and I had kind of big hands. Fck and it was throbbing. He started to finger me then when I decided to put my mouth on the head. Libog na libog na ako then and I think I was wetting the thin sheets na of the bed. His fingering was kind of aggressive too na to the point it kinda hurt and I told him to slow down muna hahaha but i still liked it. So back to the blowjob, I literally could only go halfway before i choked. I did it a couple of times and kuya boy never liked pushed my head in or something (i hated when my ex did that) so i respected that. Pero he does move his hips a bit forward when my mouth gets deep na so I choke on his dick a bit but I think it's involuntary naman. His dick was nice and lubed up na before he pushed me towards the bed and spread my legs.
He spat and ate my pussy for a bit (kind of ungrateful si kuya cause I think one minute lang niya ginawaya yun hahaha I kind of wanted more but I wanted his cock na din) he then mounted me. I was scared af then. He asked me for the condom and I gave it to him. (Btw hindi siya nag dala himself so kind of a red flag there) He puts on the condom I gave him and and saw how airtight it was on his cock.
Shit. I remember telling myself. Will it fit?
I opened the lube nalang and applied it on his dick nalang because I know it was going to hurt. My ex-bf wasn't even half the size he was. Hahaha
Thank god kuya was nice and slow. He placed it gently and he knew what he was doing dahil he just fcked me halfway during the first few minutes. It was the only time na I had to lean up a bit and bite my lips dahil sa pleasure and sakit hahaha.
Kuya had the respect to ask if okay lang ba and I nodded nalang dahil malaki nga eh but my pussy was taking it pretty well cause I think I was so libog na and I'm so fcking wet then (like I am now hahaha) I swear it felt so good even if there was a bit of pain at first. I was whimpering nalang in ecstasy biting my lips from the pleasure. I remember grabbing the pillow nalang and hugging and biting it while moaned.
Then kuya's thrusts became much harder and I felt his full dck inside me and I remember rolling my eyes talaga from pleasure and screaming sheeeet hahaha. I remember the language barrier being funny as we screamed dirty words in bisaya and Tagalog.
"Lami kaayo imong bilat, baby" he would say. As he started to pump harder.
"Ang sarap ng oten mo kuya," i remember I would say and looking back at it it was cringe af hahahaha knowing that I was a bit conyo with that shit hahaha
But we really liked it when we said "Laspagin mo pa ako" or "Sige pa iyotin mo pa ako, baby" so we settled on that.
When pumping me I could feel the head of his cock reaching my cervix i think but he didn't hit it or anything hard like that. But safe to say na he was reaching uncharted territory then hahahaha
He started to kiss me hard and I could feel his cock pulsating na (that's the first time I knew that guys were about to cum). intrusive thoughts entered my mind even know, hahaha I was kind of thinking at the I wish wala nalang siya na condom hahaha I remember him holding one my hands while he was humping me hard and I felt like we were lovers (char!hahaha) Then his thrusts got harder and harder and I started to moan a bit harder, and my conyo self came out cause I remeber saying "give it to me baby" or something like that hahaha kuya boy didn't speak English so I dunno if turn on yung sa kanya or what I then hear him let out an animalistic groan and knew that he came na.
It felt so good na na-pa "Ang sarap mo kuya" sa kanya after hahaha
He pulled out and tied the condom he came in which had so much of his cum. He disposed of it and lied down next to me.
It was just five minutes or so and it felt like it was more than enough. His cock was so good and he was good enough in cuddling even though he was kind of smaller than I was. I remember kissing him on the lips and he snuggled to my tits hahaha cause height difference nga eh.
I thought it was over na and maybe it's time to get dressed but ten minutes or so later, kuya was hard again. Beshies I think its safe to say that he wasn't getting enough action. It was also the time that I underestimated kuya.
Continue to Part 2: https://nsfwph.org/threads/1910533/
No kink shamin' here.