captaintalonggis

Hello you,

I’ve been posting NSFW content for about seven years na. I started on Twitter, moved sa Rdtttt, and eventually found my way here.

When I first began, I thought I was doing this to build my confidence para matutunan how to accept my body. I grew up plus-sized and was constantly shamed for how I looked, especially by family and relatives. Finding a space where people appreciated the kind of body I have felt validating at the time, and I’m grateful for that.

But after seven years, I’ve realized something important na I haven’t really progressed. I’m still not fully okay with how I look tapos that’s something I need to work on internally not through external validation that I get through posting nsfw photos ol.

Appreciation from others wasn’t what I truly needed. What I need now is to work on myself. I’ve started going to the gym, finding new hobbies I genuinely enjoy, and learning how to love life in a healthier, quieter way.

I’m writing this because I still receive messages asking when I’ll post again. The honest answer ay I probably won’t. I’ve decided to close this chapter for good.

This space has given me both good and bad memories.
Despite everything, I truly appreciate those who were kind, respectful, and supportive to me over the years. It’s been a roller coaster of a ride, and I’m thankful for what this chapter taught me.

For some silly reason, I’m starting to truly believe that I deserve to be loved for who I am. Not just for desire or lust, but for my heart, my effort, my capabilities, and what I can genuinely offer as a person. And that belief feels new HAHAHAH and honestly, it feels really good.

I hope you’re happy for me as I begin this next chapter, just as I’m grateful and happy for you for being part of my previous one. I’ll always be rooting for you all.

Thank you for everything.

Byeee.